many thieves one greywaren

thinking about adam in bllb saying “it seemed impossible for all of ronan to exist in one person” because adam always had to change himself to be less to get by. but then theres ronan, and suddenly adam knows ronan can bring things from his dreams, and is spending more time with him, and knows about his family, and knows that “while he’d been looking at ronan, ronan had been looking at him” and so maybe adam can be more, not just an overworked aglionby student desperately trying to get by, or one of ganseys friends, but adam parrish, his own persom, someone “worthy of a crush, not just by anyone, someone like ronan” and it’s terrifying and maybe gratifying but suddenly adam is realising how much ronan means to him, and how “adam was beginning to realize that he hadn't known ronan at all” and “he had known part of him and assumed it was all of him” but he wants to know ronan, and wants to know himself too.

Haha yeah yeah yeah agnostic tendencies this and that but have we talked about how "which completely ruined the point of heaven" implies Ronan thinks the point of heaven is he gets to be with Adam forever and everrrr

Scientists have found that if you get 8 hours of sleep and are still tired during the day it’s because your soul is cursed and your body doesn’t think you deserve happiness. There is no cure or treatment

NO ONE HEARD RONAN CRYING BUT DECLAN DID!!!!! DECLAN HEARD HIM BC HE WAS LISTENING!!!!! DECLAN HELD HIS BROTHER WHO WAS SO QUIET WITH HIS TEARS AND WAS THE FIRST PERSON TO NOT FEAR HIM AND TO MAKE HIM FEEL HUMAN AND LOVED!!!!!! DECLAN LOVED RONAN SO RONAN LIVED!!!!!!