stay strong

I honestly believe I’m just gonna die by suicide so like why the fuck couldn’t I have just died ages ago with my first attempt why do I have to then live through all this shit and still feel so fucking depressed

I swear every social media account I create just gets invaded with people who know me irl and I just need somewhere to vent where no one knows me and I haven’t used this account properly in years I was obsessed with tumblr like 8 years ago?! Idk I don’t think anyone I know irl would see this anymore

Seriously just wish one of my attempts when I was a kid worked. Like I went through a lot of shit before that but the amount of shit that has happened since I really wish I just succeed ages ago. Especially when I’m feeling too depressed to even kill myself. Like yeah I wanna die but I have zero energy to do anything about it so I just sit here wishing my previous attempts worked