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Oh! Oh the grief is ending! At last! <- doesn’t realize grieving is a never ending cycle of finding bits of love and pain.

#i feel so guilty enjoying things again. things we liked together #im sorryyyy in sorry im sorry im sorry #i keep trying to find you in other people as it’s not Fair. but i miss my friend #the yappening

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lovethyhippie

Eat the pussy till you get to her soul

squipedmew

this is like 50% of tumblr’s user base summarized

neurodivergentaf

it's so wild when your parent changes when you become an adult. my dad is very cordial and non confrontational - he regularly helps me with adult stuff like changing the oil or providing insurance tips. he's always smiling when i call him on video and providing jokes when i complain about college

when i was a kid, i would have to tiptoe around his anger issues often, sometimes running quietly past his work table until he got his own place completely separate from our family, locked away for days. every so often he would start screaming in the car and trying to hit me or my brother for talking too loud while my mom attempted to calm him down as he swerved on the road. and now he, smiling, helps me with car insurance.

like oh, this is just who you are when you have power over someone, and this is who you are when you dont have power over someone. no wonder you can have a normal life, friends, work while scaring the shit out of your kids and wife. i see it now. i see why no one would have believed me. that, i think, is one of the core fears of trauma - seeing the outside of it from the perspective of other adults that brushed you aside, and understanding. of course, that understanding gives the opposite of solace; it just gives you more grief with nowhere for it to go

#my dad beat my mom to almost death and raped me so when he started getting old and frail(very quickly because he groomed my mom)#i did Not take the high road #i hope everyone with a horrible dad and no desire to forgive them also get to reduce a grown man to tears by screaming at him #oversharing blehh

Texting people while Not high feels like sexual harassment

#saying hi to people might aswell park my dick and balls in your shoulders while we take the train #that’s just how it is. sucks nothing can be done about it #the yappening

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sosashawtyy

I lowkey do be having obsessions and compulsions

elbiotipo

Hoy escuchamos Oktubre a media asta

#por favor si no escuchan al indio fuera de los clasicos deberian aprovechar y escuchar porco rex. lo mejor de lo mejor

kosmogrl

tarnishedbloopy

and it’s like not even inaccurate to link kinks to trauma bc wow yeah, our interests are informed by our life experience. but often times this is being framed as unique. as if vanilla sexual interests are *not* informed by trauma, and only deviations from “normal” sexual interests could possibly be the result of traumatic experiences.

when in reality, the cultural enforcement of vanilla sex is extremely brutal and traumatic! no one is born desiring the cultural construct of vanilla sex. desiring vanilla sex isn’t a genetically encoded baseline that trauma causes people to deviate from. it is just as learned as kink is.

filletedfennysnake

reading/watching the rose of versailles is such an Experience because one minute oscar will be doing something incredibly badass and you're swooning alongside rosalie and andré and the legions and legions of women and men who want her. 'ooooohhhh lady oscar!', etc etc. and then the next minute she's literally gifting someone a portrait of her own face and you have to take a step back to recall that, oh right, she's also an obnoxious prick. which does ultimately add to her charm I’m afraid

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lorillee

big tshirt that says YOUR INTERPRETATIONS MUST HAVE A STRONG BASIS IN THE SOURCE MATERIAL on the front and I HATE FUN on the back

assaultmystic-archive

the self is a guy you made up to get mad at

ordr

Thanks for sexualizing peoples trauma fuckhead

anytime

thiagonm

Cecily Brown, All the Nightmares Came Today, 2012-2019

syn4k

i like the phrases "it's not for me," "it's not my thing," and "i'm not the target audience" because they're the most concise way to express "this thing that you enjoy has merits but idgaf about it" without being aggressive

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