* 𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑳 𝐅𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐑 .

𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒊.  𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

( sofia jamora, cisfemale, she/her, leo, 24 ) i spotted lux santana at the beach today. don’t you know them? they live down by the towers and usually hang out with the rich kids & outcasts clique. from what i’ve heard, they can be abrasive, but they’re also adventurous. i always think of them when i hear i did something bad - taylor swift and tend to associate them with diamonds crushed underfoot, the lingering smell of dior, & red wine spilt on designer dresses 

𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒊𝒊. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬

𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞

sefina emere du pont

𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐬

lux santana

𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞(𝐬) 

n/a

𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐝𝐚𝐲 

july 26th

𝐚𝐠𝐞 

twenty  -  four  (  24  )

𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 

five foot seven inches ( 5′ 7″ )

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 

female

𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐬 

she / her / hers

𝐨𝐜𝐜𝐮𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧(𝐬)

singer / songwriter  

𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞(𝐬)

english & spanish

𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

pansexual & panromantic 

𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐦

sofia jamora

𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒊𝒊𝒊. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲

𝐳𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐜 

leo sun, scorpio rising, & taurus moon

𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭

chaotic neutral 

𝐦𝐛𝐭𝐢 

entj-t

𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞 

type 8w7 ( the challenger )

𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭

choleric-melancholic  

𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞

slytherin  

𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 

how she loves others - gift giving, words of affirmation, & physical touch

how she needs to be loved - quality time, physical touch, & gift giving

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐨

blair waldorf ( gossip girl ) , effy stonem ( skins ) , katherine pierce ( vampire diaries ) , sharpay evans ( high school muscial ) , fallon carrington ( dynasty )

𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒊𝒗. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐲

triggers  (  these  are  all  the  triggers  as  they  appear  throughout  ,  they  will  be  tagged  accordingly  )  :  sexual  assault  tw  ,  drugs  tw  ,  pregnancy  tw  ,  miscarriage  tw  ,  drug  mention  ,  and  overdose  tw

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞. 

the  du  pont  family  fortune  precedes  her  mother  and  father  .  her  family being  credited  with  some  groundbreaking  creation  dating  all  the  way  in  the  1800s  .  and  the  family  legacy  only  continued  to  expand  in  more  regions  of industry  .  thus  even  before  she  was  born  ,  she  had  a  reputation  to  upkeep  ,  and  a  name  to  uphold  .

cut  to  her  mother  world  renowned  super  model  sensation  oliana  and  her  father  a  new  money  business  executive  turned  political  bigwig  who  was  on  the  fast  track  to  becoming  one  of  the  richest  men  in  the  world  .  the  love  that  her  parents  shared  was  palpable  ,  and  they  were  convinced  that  they  would  be  able  to  be  loving  parents  for  their  child  on  the  way  .

and  so  when  sefina’s  big  brown  doe  eyes  looked  into  her  mother’s  for  the  very  first  time  ,  where  she  expected  to  find  warmth  and  comfort  was  met with  an  icy  glare  ,  and  an  even  colder  interior  .  this  was  only  the beginning  of  a  nonexistent  relationship  between  the  two  .

the  supermodel  sensation  already  carried  a  revulsion  towards  her  child  , who  had  already  kept  her  from  fashion  week  and  an  opportunity  for  her  own  spread  with  calvin  klein  ,  and  it  was  in  that  moment  that  oliana  decided  that  a  relationship  with  the  young  heiress  wasn’t  something  that  she  was  willing  to  form  ,  oliana  held  her  child  three  odd  times  before  leaving  her  to  be  her  father’s  problem  completely  .

her  father  ,  being  left  alone  to  raise  a  child  he  had  no  interest  in  raising  to  begin  with  ,  threw  himself  into  his  work  ,  leaving  sefina  to  be  raised  by  a  revolving  door  of  nannies  . 

and  this  is  where  sefina  learned  to  throw  money  at  her  problems  ,  her  father’s  condolences of  her  absentee  mother  being  a  weekly  allowance  that  was  much  larger  than  any  child  should  be  able  to  fathom  .

things  continued  like  this  for  a  while  until  her  father  began  his  run  from  mayor  to  governor  and  needed  to  seem  like  the  picture  perfect  single  dad  for  his  campaign  ,  using  all  the  love  in  his  bleeding  heart  to  care  of  his  daughter  while  still  remaining  a  political  juggernaut

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐞. 

SEXUAL  ASSAULT  TW  in  public  a  teenage  sefina  was  being  coddled  by  her  father  and  shown  to  the  public  to  be  in  the  most  loving  enviroment  possible  ,  but  behind  closed  her  dad  didn’t  bat  an  eye  at  the  things  that  his  campaign  manager  forced  sefina  to  do  .

he  was  determined  to  win  the  election  by  any  means  necessary  and  in  a  turn  of  events  shocking  to  no  one  ,  he  did  just  that  .

to  add  insult  to  injury  now  that  the  campaign  was  over  ,  sefina’s  father  had  no  interest  in  spending  time  with  her  any  longer  ,  and  instead  paid  for  sefina’s  music  lessons  as  a  reparation  to  the  events  that  had  transpired

it  was  obvious  from  a  young  age  that  sefina  had  a  talent  for  music  ,  and  seeing  as  it  kept  her  occupied  and  as  far  away  from  her  father  as  possible  ,  she  loved  it  .  she  started with  singing  and  piano  but  moved  on  to  learn  a  few  other  instruments  including the  guitar  and  even  began  dipping  her  toes  into  songwriting  .

by  the  age  of  fifteen  she  had  written  and  recorded  a  whole  demo  album  in  her  bedroom  and  once  it was  done  ,  she  started  sneaking  out  at  night  so  that  she  could  go  hang  around the  local  big  name  recording  studios  in  the hopes  that  she  would  catch  a producer  leaving  for  the day  and  hopefully  convince  them  to  listen  to  her  demo  .

she  never  did  .

sefina  really  tried  though  . now  of  course  her  dad  could’ve  paid  a  record  company  to  just hand  her  a  contract  and  she  knew  that  ,  but  dammit  .  sefina  wanted  music  to  be her  lifelong  career  and  she  wanted  to  earn  it  herself  .  she  knew  that  she  was genuinely  talented  even  though  her  demo  album  was  probably  not  her  best  work  and  she  knew  that  she  could  be  successful  ,  and  she  didn’t  want  anyone  to  be able  to  say  that  she  didn’t  truly  work  for  her  career  .

she  was  so  determined  that  she  spent  y  e  a  r  s  relentlessly  hounding record  companies  but  no  one  would  give  her  the  time  of  day,  so  she developed  a  different  strategy  after  seeing  some  flyers  around  the  city  and  at  the  age  of  sixteen  she  joined  a  local  bar  band  who  happened  to  seeking  a  lead  singer  ...  and  got  kicked  out  like  two  weeks  later  for  being  absolutely  fucking  insufferable  .

that  became  the  pattern  .  join  local  band  in  need  of  a  lead  singer. attempt to  overhaul  said band  and  push all  of  the  other  members  into  the background  .  face  resistance  from  said  other  members  .  get  angry  ,  lash out  ,  get  kicked out  of  the  band  ,  repeat  . it  was  a  vicious cycle  that  went on  for  a couple  years  .

it  was  while  she  was  in  the  midst  of  this  vicious  cycle  that  she  met  her  now  ex  boyfriend  and  they  were  ...  whew  . a  whole  mess  . he  was  the  frontman  of  a  different  band  that  was  gaining  more  and  more  popularity  by  the  day  .  he  was  older  and  he  seemed  so  cool,  and  so  of  course  sefina fell  for  him  hard  . they  got  together  and  appeared  to  be  madly  in  love,  but all  was not  perfect  at  all  .

DRUGS  TW they  were  veeeery  on  and  off,  the  type  of  couple  to  get  in  a  screaming  match  and  “break  up”  over  nothing  only  to  get  back  together  like  ten  minutes  later. this  guy  also  wound  up  getting  sefina  hooked  on  drugs  ,  getting  her  arrested  ,  getting  her name  plastered  all  over  the  tabloids  for  everything  except  her  music  ,  which  was  something  that  she  still  hadn’t  quite  found  her  footing  in  yet  .

PREGNANCY & MISCARRIAGE TW / DRUG MENTION  during  a  rather  off  period  of  their  relationship  ,  sefina  would  find  herself  waking  up  to  sharp  abdomen  pain  and  wet  thighs  ,  it  was  only  after  she  went  to  the  hospital  that  she  found  out  that  she  had  been  pregnant  but  due  to  her  heavy  drug  abuse  she’d  unknowingly  ,  she’d  suffered  from  a  miscarriage  .

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐡. 

with  her  dream  of  being  a  mother  crushed  and  the  weight  of  carrying  a  secret  she  felt  that  couldn’t  share  with  anyone  ,  sefina  eventually  she  gave  up  her  music  dream  all  together  and  decided  to  pursue  a  degree  in  business  .  anything  to  escape  the  past  that  seemed  to  be  suffocating  her  so  she  left  snowy  chicago  and  packed  her  bags  for  san  diego  .

she  attended  the  university  of  california  -  san  diego  and  by  pure  luck  got  discovered  while  filling  in  for  one  of  friends  during  battle  of  the  bands  .  coincidentally  where  she  developed  her  stage  persona  lux  which  at  the  time  was  short  for  luxury  .

and  so  finally  after  years  of  working  towards  what  she  thought  was  a  dead  dream  at  the  age  of  19  she  landed  a  record  deal  ,  with  the  only  stipulation  she  had  being  that  she  finish  business  school  ,  to  which  the  record  label  complied  .

and  ,  at  the  age  of  21  after  a  lot  of  delays  that  had  to  do  with  her  perfectionist  nature  and  tumultuous  relationship  her  first  album  was  released  and  turned  out  to  be  a  major  success  with  all  of  the  singles  charting  ,  lots  of  streams  and  airplay  and  a  sold  out  debut  tour  that  would  unfortunately  get  cut  short  .

OVERDOSE  TW  so  basically  what  happened  was  her  ex  boyfriend  showed  up  after  one  of  her  concerts  in  chicago  and  of  course  they  got  high  together  ,  but  then  lux  started  to  overdose  . she  passed  out  ,  but  her  ex  boyfriend  thought  she  was  dead  and  he  freaked  out  so  ,  uh  ...  he  ran  . literally  bolted  out  of  her  tour  bus  and  lux  has  not  seen  him  since  .

fortunately  she  was  found  by  someone  else  in  time  and  rushed  to  the  hospital  . of  course  the  rest  of  her  tour  was  cancelled  so  that  she  could  recover  and  she  subsequently  did  the  obligatory  few  months  in  rehab  only to  get  out  and  immediately  go  back  to  using  .

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧.

she  never  legally  changed  her  name  but  in  the  spirit  of  shedding  her  past  she  explicitly  refers  to  herself  as  lux  santana  ,  and  there  is  only  about  a  handful  of  people  who  know  her  real  name  .

she  moved  to  sunnyhollow  in  lieu  of  her  childhood  friend  who  couldn’t  stop  raving  about  the  place  ,  and  to  create  a  new  home  for  herself  .

music  wise  since  the  incident  she’s  been  working  on  her  second  album  aaaand  it’s  almost  finished  !  people  are  starting  to  wonder  what’s  taking  her  so  long  and  the  answer  is  honestly  just  the  fact  that  she’s  nearly  impossible  to  work  with  honestly

the  best  way  i  can  describe  her  personality  is  cold  and  calculating  ,  do  not  show  her  a  weakness  because  she  will exploit  it  .  this  is  if  she  doesn’t  like  you  .  for  the  small  handful  of  people  she  can  tolerate  and  who  can  simultaneously  tolerate  her  ,  she’s  got  a  huge  soft  spot  .

𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒗. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭

𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬 

𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐫

maroon 

𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 

being  from  chicago  she  loves  the  snow  as  it  reminds  her  of  the  good  parts  of  home

𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐚𝐲 

dusk, she’s very much a night owl and stays up way longer than she should and it’s also when she gets a lot of her songwriting done 

𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐥(𝐬) 

snow leopards 

𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐣𝐢𝐬

🥵🤢🙄🤩🥰😈😳👀

𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 

𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫

oliana ngata ; alive

𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫

victor du pont ; alive

𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠(𝐬)

mirella du pont ; step-sister

𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞 

𝐞𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 

business  degree  from  university  of  california  -  san  diego

𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐬 

n/a

𝐡𝐨𝐛𝐛𝐢𝐞𝐬

shopping ,  party  planning  ,  acting  ,  singing  ,  cooking  ,  reading  ,  playing instruments  ,  partying  ,  swimming  ,  &  scrap  booking

𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 

a  penthouse  that’s  much  too  big  for  only  herself  but  she  tells  herself  that she  prefers  to  be  alone

𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐬 

lux  gets  copious  amounts  of  sleep  and  if  you  interrupt  her  during  there  are  going  to  be  issues  ,  sleeps  a  lot  but  maintains  a  good  schedule

𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐬

for  the  most  part  she  tries  to  keep  her  diet  clean  but  she  allows  herself  occasional  breaks  where  she  eats  what  she  pleases

𝐚𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬

applying  pink  lip  gloss  ,  the  lingering  smell  of  dior  perfume  ,  a  wardrobe  full  of  designer  clothes  ,  dancing  around  in  silk dresses  ,  gold  jewelry  ,  glasses  of  red  wine  ,  diamonds  crushed  underfoot  ,  dizzying  euphoria  ,  hazy  memories  of  nights  prior  ,  high  heels  echoing  on  pavement  ,  skinny  dipping  under  a  starry  sky  ,  haphazardly  cut  out  photos  ,  insatiable  wanderlust  ,  scribbled  song  lyrics  in  crumbled  napkins  ,  freshly  manicured  nails  ,  the  sound  of  waves  crashing  against  rocky  beaches  ,  and  the  smell  of  jasmine  .

𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒗𝒊.  𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 

bolded songs are present them, italtics is highschool them, and bolded + italtics is both

take it like a man --- “here you'll become what you're supposed to be you think you can't but you can. think of the guy you want most to be. here's your chance to make it so take it like a man. what does she want? not really sure why can't we leave things the way that they were? why can i never say no to her? here you'll become what you're suppose to be you think you can't but you can. think of the guy you want most to be. not quite the guy i'd of chose to be but when she's standing so close to me i think i like her plan.”

i’ll cover you --- “live in my house, i'll be your shelter just pay me back with one thousand kisses be my lover and i'll cover you open your door, i'll be your tenant don't got much baggage, to lay at your feet but sweet kisses, i've got to spare i'll be there and i'll cover you i think they meant it when they said you can't buy love now i know you can rent it a new lease you are my love on life, be my life just slip me on, i'll be your blanket wherever, whatever i'll be your coat you'll be my king, and i'll be your castle no, you be my queen, and i'll be your moat.”

falling slowly --- “i don't know you but i want you all the more for that words fall through me and always fool me and i can't react and games that never amount to more than they're meant will play themselves out take this sinking boat and point it home we've still got time raise your hopeful voice, you have a choice you'll make it now falling slowly, eyes that know me and i can't go back and moods that take me and erase me and i'm painted black well, you have suffered enough and warred with yourself it's time that you won.”

i can hear the bells --- “i can hear the bells well, don't cha hear 'em chime? can't 'cha feel my heartbeat keeping perfect time? and all because he touched me he looked at me and stared, yes he bumped me my heart was unprepared when he tapped me and knocked me off my feet one little touch now my life's complete 'cause when he nudged me love put me in a fix, yes it hit me just like a ton of bricks, yes my heart burst now i know what life's about one little touch and love's knocked me out and i can hear the bells my head is spinning i can hear the bells something's beginning.”

it takes two --- “you've changed you're daring you're different in the woods more sure more sharing you're getting us through the woods if you could see you're not the man who started and much more openhearted than i knew you to be it takes two i thought one was enough it's not true it takes two of us you came through when the journey was rough it took you it took two of us it takes care it takes patience and fear and despair to change though you swear to change who can tell if you do it takes two.”

the last night of the world --- “in a place that won't let us feel in a life where nothing seems real i have found you i have found you in a world that's moving too fast in a world where nothing can last i will hold you i will hold you our lives will change when tomorrow comes tonight our hearts drown the distant drums and we have music all right tearing the night a song played on a solo saxophone a crazy sound a lonely sound a cry that tells us love goes on and on played on a solo saxophone it's telling me to hold you tight and dance like it's the last night of the world.”

lay all your love on me --- “a little small talk, a smile and baby i was stuck i still don't know what you've done with me a grown-up woman should never fall so easily i feel a kind of fear when i don't have you near unsatisfied, i skip my pride i beg you dear don't go wasting your emotion lay all your love on me don't go sharing your devotion lay all your love on me.”

next ten minutes --- “cathy...will you share your life with me for the next ten minutes? for the next ten minutes we can handle that we could watch the waves we could watch the sky or just sit and wait as the time ticks by and if we make it till then can i ask you again for another ten? and if you in turn agree to the next ten minutes and the next ten minutes till the morning comes then just holding you might compel me to ask you for more there are so many lives i want to share with you i will never be complete until i do.”

love you like a table --- “your white dress sparks words spontaneous i'll sing from mountaintops i am in love (love, love) and i don't care who knows it lucky me i was ordinary but with your love, you see i am a po-o-o-o-o-oem writer i will express this if i'm able i love you like a table my legs were carved for you i love you like a table oh, oh, oh, oh i'm wood and you're glue cover me with stuff oh, oh, oh, oh and i will hold it up strong and stable oh, oh, oh, oh i love you like a table.”

i’ve never been in love --- “i've never been in love before now all at once it's you it's you forever more i've never been in love before i thought my heart was safe i thought i knew the score but this is wine it's all too strange and strong i'm full of foolish song and out my song must pour so please forgive this helpless haze i'm in i've really never been in love before.”

only us --- “what if it's you and what if it's me and what if that's all that we need it to be and the rest of the world falls away? what do you say? i never thought there'd be someone like you who would want me well so i give you ten thousand reasons to not let me go but if you really see me if you like me for me and nothing else well, that's all that i've wanted for longer that you could possibly know so it can be us it can be us and only us and what came before won't count anymore or matter we can try that it's not so impossible nobody else but the two of us here 'cause you're saying it's possible we can just watch the whole world disappear 'til you're the only one i still know how to see it's just you and me it'll be us, it'll be us and only us.”

happiness --- “but hearing you laugh seeing you there everything's shining new to mee there have to be words for telling you so but looking at you i don't know it's something like something like happiness something like warm something like true something like i have never knewn something like safe something like home all of this time having no clue there could be someone that i matter to into my heart out of the blue happiness so here's what it is here's how it feels having a life with you in it happiness.”

you matter to me --- “i could find the whole meaning of life in those sad eyes they've seen things that you never quite say, but i hear come out of hiding, i'm right here beside you and i'll stay there as long as you let me because you matter to me simple and plain and not much to ask from somebody you matter to me i promise you do, you, you matter too i promise you do, you see? you matter to me it's addictive the minute you let yourself think the things that i say just might matter to someone all of this time i've been keeping my mind on the running away and for the first time i think i'd consider the stay because you matter to me simple and plain and not much to ask from somebody you matter to me i promise you do, you, you matter too i promise you do, you see?”

almost paradise --- “oh almost paradise we're knockin' on heaven's door almost paradise how could we ask for more? i swear that i can see forever in your eyes paradise it seems like perfect love's so hard to find i'd almost given up you must have read my mind and all these dreams i saved for a rainy day they're finally coming true i'll share them all with you 'cause now we hold the future in our hand oh almost paradise.”

seven wonders --- “i've seen the seven wonders if you give or take a few but all them seven wonders well they can't compare to you i've been a lot of places yes, i've traveled near and far but now i know that home is where you are.”

perfect for you --- “this planet is pretty much broken beyond all repair but one thing is working if you're standing there. perfect for you i could be perfect for you i might be lazy, a loner, a bit of a stoner, it's true but i might be perfect, i'll make myself perfect, perfect for you. you square all the corners, i straighten the curves. you've got some nerve henry, and i'm just all nerves. but even if everything else turns to dirt we'll be the one thing in this world that wont hurt.”

somewhere --- “there's a place for us, somewhere a place for us. peace and quiet and open air wait for us somewhere. there's a time for us, some day a time for us, time together with time spare, time to learn, time to care, some day!”

no one else --- “the moon first time i heard your voice moon light burst into the room and i saw your eyes and i saw your smile and the world opened wide and the world was inside of me and i catch my breath and i laugh and blush and i hear guitars you are so good for me i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you i love you oooh, the moon oooh, the snow in the moonlight and your childlike eyes and your distant smile i'll never be this happy again you and i and no one else.”

i could write a book --- “if they ask me, i could write a book about the way you walk and whisper and look i could write a preface on how we met so the world would never forget and the simple secret of the plot is just to tell them that i love you, a lot then the world discovers as my book ends how to make two lovers of friends.”

i chose right --- “as i leave my single life behind thoughts are kind of spinning in my mind first i think about you and i think about me loving you and i think about you and me deciding we could be one it's crazy i know, i wrestle with my pillow all last night and i look at you and i know i chose right life's a very long road and the crossroads come up right away and it's so hard to know which way to go when you've barely begun and oh, the road you leave behind can shine so bright and i look at you and i know i chose right.”

unusual way -- “in a very unusual way one time i needed you in a very unusual way you were my friend maybe it lasted a day maybe it lasted an hour but somehow it will never end in a very unusual way i think i'm in love with you in a very unusual way i want to cry something inside me goes weak something inside me surrenders and you're the reason why, you're the reason why you don't know what you do to me you don't have a clue you can't tell what it's like to be me looking at you it scares me so that i can hardly speak in a very unusual way i owe what i am to you though at times it appears i won't stay, i'll never go. special to me in my life since the first day that i met you how could i ever forget you once you had touched my soul in a very unusual way you made me whole.”