Sassy Sparky Lady

Heyo lovelies! It feels like it’s been to long. Well it has. I am fully moved in to my dorm again, and pretty much getting settled into my classes. But life is not nice. It’s been a struggle. As a few know, I was in a car accident with my best friend a year ago. Well now it’s criminal trial time. You know what that means? Watching every single body cam from the officers and reading over stacks and stacks of paper work for any evidence, because the woman who destroyed me and my best friend’s life could easily just get off free with no jail time, no consequences for her actions. It’s hard to hear. To watch my best friend break down as I hold her through her sobs. But the worst. Is that I must be strong, but I broke yesterday. I watched body cam 2 and heard Nori’s screams for me, her screams of pain from the metal, from her destroyed knee. And I had to listen as I couldn’t respond to her. Her screaming for me not to leave her and that she was begging for me to not to be dead. To relive the whole incident, and now face the woman who thought it was okay to drive after drinking. It’s a hard time. I’m doing alright, but this is gonna be a long hard ride. Know that I’m doing okay, and I know I might break a bit, I know I’ve been gone, but I will come back stronger from this. But right now it’s going to be hard. Thank you everyone for bearing with me and staying with me. I’ll be back to posts and stuff soon. And I haven’t forgotten rps! I will post my writing soon I swear <3 I miss you all and thank you again. <3 <3