Neither Lost Nor Found

I’m typing all of this on my phone so I hope it comes across the way I want it too. I can’t believe it’s your birthday again! I’m not active in here much anymore but I’ll be damned if I give up our tradition. A tradition I hold near and dear to my heart. We don’t see each other as often as we used to, but that’s okay. I honestly think it was the universe giving us time to develop our friendship in those early years. We had all the time in the world to spend together. Maybe it was to prepare for my leaving? Maybe it was to insure that - even with me gone - our friendship and bond would remain intact. We’re soul twins. The result of a silly little online quiz-type thing that held more meaning than we ever could have anticipated. And I’d never want to be attached to another. You’re beautiful. You’re wonderful. And even on the bad days, I think you’re an amazing human being. Through everything, that has remained the same. I fucking miss you all the time and I hope you know that. I hope I can always properly express how much you mean to me and how much I care. Because I do care, so much. Even when the world is overwhelming, there’s always a part of my mind that thinks of you. You’re always there, somewhere, and I hope that never changes. I’m honored, continuously, to know you. And I feel luckier every time I think about it to have my soul twin be someone who is so incredible. I hope you have the best fucking birthday, because you deserve it. And I can’t wait to see you soon 🖤 All my love, my soul twin 🖤 @whiskeyhobbit