clarke griffin apologist

[frantic voice] I'M LOSING IT, MAN

the first picture alone. with her hair down, everything slightly out of focus, like she doesn't even know someone is snapping that photo. i could fall in love with her all over again, if i weren't already down bad for her going on a decade

and then AND THEN we see????????? first of all: back. both dresses absolutely backless and less than an inch away from showing her gorgeous bubbly butt to the world. she really does trust her dresses, oh my

I used to subscribe to your Patreon account to devour all the parts of your “bought, owned, earned” series and for the life of me I can’t tell if I’m making this up so figured I’d ask instead of assuming.

Did you ever post Chapter 18 to your Patreon? I’m doing a re-read, and the last chapter on AO3 is Chapter 17. I can’t tell if I’m mixing up the ending of one of the one-shots and convincing myself I read the next part.

P.s- I hope that despite the ups and downs, that senior yr is going overall well for you!

i went to check ao3 and i... i can't believe it's been three and a half years since i posted anything for earning it back. the pandemic shattered my mental health to a point that i'm only now recovering and college has taken so much out of me, and it's made me genuinely sad to look at my ao3 in general. i miss writing. i miss not feeling guilty every time i open my fanfics

thank you so so much for sending this message!! knowing you keep coming back to it, despite the slow updates, makes me want to do a writing retreat and do nothing but write for days on end

but i don't think there will be a new chapter this year. i'm in my senior year in college and it feels like i'm drowning in things to study and things to do for it. it leaves me with not a single creative breath left in me at the end of the day

i used to ask my sister, who's twenty years older, if she wished she could go back in time and make different choices. and she used to say that she'd only do that if she could have the same mindset that she had then. i never believed her. but now i get it. what horrible ages to be, there's so much suffering and FOR WHAT

I can’t thank you enough for your work and the safe space you’ve created with your blog. When I couldn’t discuss my sexuality with anyone, your work and blog were such a safe space/medium for me. *virtual hug from present day me and baby gay me* we’re eternally grateful for you ❤️❤️❤️

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH TO US ALL, NONNY! 🏳️‍🌈