clarke griffin apologist

i haven't really reread this story after i started it, and i don't feel like i know it anymore, deep in my bones know these characters. i'm starting a reread just for fun, just to get back into the universe. i wanna know if my ideas really do make sense with what i have written so far

you are!! ♥️♥️♥️ i could have sworn you were a couple years younger, but it's so hard to tell on tumblr

oh, hi, lovely!! it's an acronym for only if for a night, a business au with financial analyst clarke hired ceo lexa to help keep her company from going under. it's a one-night-stands to enemies to fuck-buddies to lovers. i use f: oifan as a tag for everything related to that fic

i feel like my heart is going to burst open with joy and warmth. most of the time i feel like i'm yelling at the void with my dumb posts and dumb tags, but knowing it helped you get through tough times means the world to be. being a baby gay is hard enough, but feeling alone in that time is... it makes it hard to believe that it gets better. sending a tiny kiss on baby gay you's forehead and a gigantic happy, loud and proud pride month to present day you 🩷

wait.

but i can absolutely see that happening!! clarke watching trash tv while lexa struggles to focus on her book (either reading or doing crosswords/sudoku/puzzles in general). then clarke makes popcorn and lexa won't make her book greasy, so she starts watching. just for ten minutes. but then clarke catches her up on what's happening and who's mad at who. it's all much more entertaining than she first thought it could me

i truly think 23-28 is The Worst age to be, second only to being 14. i felt much older at 23 than i feel at 32, and i gave MANY more fucks back when i was a "i don't give a damn about my bad reputation" angsty teen than now. therapy helps too

senior year is bringing me dooooown, and between my research and writing my undergrad thesis i have no brain cells left in the rare occasion i do have free time. but maybe when it's all over, fingers crossed

i had to leave some crumbs because what i have planned for clarke and lexa's ass would be an WILD thing to happen out of nowhere

clarke mainly just stumbled her way to her bedroom, but even with all the kissing, she was aware enough to be able to take them to bed instead of the window. but miss ma'am has a tad of an exhibitionism kink, considering how often they have (or well, will have sex in public)