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by me, a fool who doesnt wanna die anymore 

never make a suicide joke again. yes this includes “i wanna die” as a figure of speech. swear off of it. actually make an effort to change how you think about things.

find something to compliment someone for at least 4 times a day. notice the little things about the world that make you happy, and use that to make other people happy.

talk to people. initiate conversation as often as you possibly can. keep your mind busy and you wont have to worry anymore

picture the bad intrusive thoughts in youe head as an edgy 13 year old and tell them to go be emo somewhere else

Like every time I trip and fall, instead of saying “l’m just a disaster human” I say “I’m the epitome of grace and beauty”

Or like, when I draw a picture I’m not 100% happy with, instead of saying “my art is trash” I say something like “you know I think it’s time we replaced the Mona Lisa”

When you do that you get to make a joke, but you’re ALSO getting practice building yourself up, y’know?

I replaced “I’m stupid” with “I’m a God damn genius.” “Move over newton” “another masterpiece”

I replaced “gross/ disgusting” with “sexy/attractive” “the hight of elegance”

I replaced “I suck/ that sucked/ this is bad” with “fantastic”, “a lovely time”, “ swell/jolly good”

Replace every negative with a positive. Say it so sarcastically. Make it complicated make it entertaining have fun with it.

Taurus Fact #614

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Coming out of September, it seems as though Taurus may have experienced some significant, mind/life altering changes. The Tower is all about the destruction of a foundation- the foundation usually being beliefs (whether they are about religion, the belief that a person is a good/bad person, the belief that what you’re putting time into is worth it, etc) or practices. October doesn’t look as though it will be an easier for you, Taurus, but everyone must endure harsh times. Coming out of September, The Devil card symbolizes that you will be tempted to pay little attention to any problems created by the crumbling of The Tower or to any responsibilities you may have. You may display The Devil through use or abuse of drugs, alcohol, sex, or even just an apathetic attitude. Coming into this month you are your own enemy which brings us to Judgment. This is a month in which you will begin to analyze yourself, judging whether your beliefs or practices are serving yourself positively or negatively. When you begin analyzing, you will most likely begin to ride The Chariot. The Chariot displays a struggle, between opposing ideas: right/wrong, light/dark, rational/irrational, logical/emotional, and so on. Moving into November, we still see the influence of The Chariot. I suggest you take Judgment seriously in October so that hopefully you’ll be able to make your ride on The Chariot a little easier. If you want to go more in depth on this reading, send me a DM and we can chat about it or set you up for a personal reading. Have a happy Halloween Taurus!

TAURUS: April 19th–May 20th ♀ The Bull

✔ faithful • sensual • calm    //  ✖  jealous • self-indulgent • stubborn