Taken from this list, for Molliarty and Sherlolly.
TRIGGER WARNING: MISCARRIAGE.Â
It was Molly who had always been good with children. No, he had never wanted them â it was bad enough that he had her â a complete and utter liability. He didnât need a child to add to the number of things that could walk the rest of their days with an âXâ on their head.
She was⌠not something he had expected.
His game with Molly Hooper had gone for far too long, had been taken far too seriously and had been far too much of a hassle. He didnât need her. He didnât need her smiles, her sentimental drivel or her unnecessary politeness. He couldnât offer her a handkerchief without her saying âthank you, Jim,â half in tears.
Jim didnât know what to make of her.
He could never categorise Molly Hooper, and after a while he stopped trying. It was clear that Molly Hooper was an idiot â a beautiful, gentle little idiot â and it didnât matter what kind of idiot she was.
She came home, and she was pale. She had not said anything to him for weeks â scheduled her appointments in secret, kept it to herself for endlessly long. It was Sebastian who pointed him in the right direction â when her assigned security detail had been following her to the gynaecologist a few times.
Jim hated the fact that his first thought had been how beautiful a child who came from Molly would be.
He didnât say anything, because he didnât want to care. He didnât want to think about this young child â but he told Moran â in a matter-of-fact way, to segregate funds for the child, whoever he or she may be. Moran understood â he had his own illegitimate child in America, and a similar procedure had been carried out there.
That had been an unfortunate one night stand.
When he came to an empty apartment â dark, silent. Not even Toby could be seen anywhere.
Molly had folded herself into her closet. She didnât look up at him â the dried tear tracks on her cheeks accompanied by red eyes.
âI⌠I lost the baby.â
Jim had preferred to think of it as a child. It was easier.
Thatâs what Molly Hooper had said the day she had lost blood, the lining of her uterus, the burden of eighteen years and more, the emotional liability of a lifetime, and the fertilised egg from her ovaries.
Jim wondered later what the child would have been like. Perhaps it was better â perhaps it would have been him.
But then â perhaps â perhaps â it would have been a Molly.