20 March 2020.
Lepas Daddy, awak. I felt sort of droopy. Masa awak duduk hadap tokkadi mulamula sekali before nak start, I dah rasa sedih sangatt masa tuh (why should I?, I should cherish it instead shouldn’t I?). I feel touched. But I didn’t cry. I saw all the faces there. None heaves the hope. Masa tuh, I betul-betul rindu Daddy. FGS, I nampak muka Daddy, that he should be there! Supposedly. At least, I feel secure, that, oh Daddy is there! Nevermind w the inevitable imaginary anyway. Bila tokkadi start bercakap dengan awak, baru start je, that was the moment I can’t resist my tears from streaming down. That I started to cry (where I tried not to), until tis very moment that I hug you after your official akad. I sayang you. Walaupun masa kecik awak nakal. But tis moment, I sangatsangatt terasa like I lost someone very special, again, in my entire life, after Daddy. I really felt that though. You re my only kid brother that I owned for 27 years, of your age. From that moment I know you re now someone’s belonging - your Queen. And I realize that, life is too short to be selfish. Exactly. I pray for your happiness. And may Lord shower you with blesses and love. April 14th - happy birthday, Anuar Ali. @anuar_anncurl and oh, you should really remember your nikah day that you re supposed to nikah in the mosque surrounded by all the relatives, but because of COVID19 pandemic turned up you can’t proceed the initial (I believe there is something good behind it)…. Because heck!, you need to tell it to your kids one day later! Hahaha. That’s pretty rad. Sayang awak. *hugs*
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