He’s taking his suppressants/blockers heat

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64662187

https://archiveofourown.org/works/12761817

https://archiveofourown.org/works/15374667

https://archiveofourown.org/works/3349829

https://archiveofourown.org/works/3509354

https://archiveofourown.org/works/20690546

https://archiveofourown.org/works/9577529

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64997773

https://archiveofourown.org/works/13376901

pretty sure i’ve already recommended these several times, but honestly, nothing has changed over all this time — these 5 are still my absolute faves. i haven’t watched the late seasons, so all of these fics are from the kripke era. i prefer fics that stay as close to canon events/canon-accurate dynamics as possible. i also tend to prefer angst and dark themes, particularly explorations of dean’s latent sadistic tendencies (i love torturer!dean and the way he eventually comes to accept his violent side) and sam’s autonomy in the context of their dynamic. so, just a small warning: there’s pretty much no fluff here

three days on the rack by keerawa, reena_jenkins (it’s been months, but sam finally found a crossroads demon willing to deal to get dean’s soul out of hell. the deal sounded too good to be true. sam took it anyway.)

bleed my own by valleyofmidnight (blessed are those whose physical being matches their internal rot, for they will be made sacrifice. they will be lifted to the heavens, their blood kerosene for living fire. you believe it. or, you enjoy the thought of being lifted, of being burned.)

memory restricted to child’s play by winpocalypse (dean would rather have sam broken, alive and alone than to be alone himself.)

consequentialism and deontology by Dyed_Red (sam has demons in his blood, angels in his bones, his all too human brother in his guts. how many pieces of him are there left to claim?)

I: As a Hollywood executive, what would they do to Supernatural?

shh just listen to Misha’s answer

For Your Lover's Lover's Alibi

Who Are You? (I Really Wanna Know)

Let Me Take You Far Away

Short Ficlets

Never Said a Word Beneath the Calm

You Took My Body and Played to Win

Deal Me Up Another Future

You'll Hear Your Brother's Cry

Change My Life Again

All I Want Is to Have My Peace of Mind

As Our Feet Find the Sand

Held Me Spellbound in the Night

Please Tell Me Who I Am

But Gently Pulls the Strings

If You Like to Gamble, I Tell You I'm Your Man

KingCrimson!verse - 2 parts

but gently pulls the strings (pt 1) 

three lullabies in an ancient tongue (pt 2)

My Love, the Pleasure's Mine

Bowie!verse - 1 part

put your ray gun to my head (pt 1)

Feel About the Same Most Every Day

Fleetwood!verse - 5 parts

you feel good (i knew you would) (pt 1) 

i can’t conceal (pt 2) 

my love is higher than a mission bell (pt 3) 

or an everlasting feeling (pt 4) 

you know the lord of light is laughing (pt 5) 

If It’s A Make-Believe (I Say It Ain’t) 

You Took My Body and Played to Win

Have You Ever Wanted to Try?

Turned on to the Sunset (Like I've Never Been Before) 

Too Many Fingers Pointing to Your Grave

I'm Your First Taste of Romance

You're Ready and You're Willing

Yeah, I'm a Back Door Man

I'm the Damage Done (Your Scar of Yesterday)

dude SO many. this is just a sampling because i love unhealthy codependency so much <3

Sammyverse by shangrilada [idk word count, but long]

SAMMYVERSE (or Caribouverse, affectionately) is my silly name for this thing you guys let me get away with writing. It's an AU, but not a deep one, until season 4 or thereabouts, where it starts to get kind of weird. Basically, Sam has really hideous asthma, and the boys are both pretty excellent at dealing with it and each other. [ I would suggest Sam's Arms Vs. Sam's Arms (Will Win Hands Down) for fun codependency <3 ]

Monsters Are Always Hungry by untraceablegirl23 [27k]

He peers down at him for just a second, a second that skips on like hours, because looking at Sam is like giving something up, like air, like space, and being replaced entirely with devotion.

Don't You Cry No More by sixtysevenlmpala (schittyfic) [3k]

The first time Sam gets badly hurt on a hunt, he doesn’t cry. Dean does.

negative space is silly by hathfrozen [4k]

Sam wants to slip into Dean’s skin and experience this with him, and then he wants Dean to do the same for him. He thinks Dean would like that. They’re brothers, after all. (Sam and Dean get off together. In a brotherly way, of course.)

Gone Again by candle_beck [26k]

Four months later, you couldn't really call it living.

sure as the stars by dollylux [4k]

Dean knew that letting Sam walk home from school alone was a bad idea.

How it Works by Dyed_Red [4k]

Killing his brother just to keep him. “You want me that bad, Dean?”

me and you together together together by according2thelore [5k]

Teenage Dean loses Sam in a mall. He does not take it well.

Only Natural (Be My Hands) by orphan_account [17k]