Dean fucked Sam in a Full Nelson while standing, loving the way he could remind Sam and flex: “yeah, you’re big and tall, but I can still carry and fuck you without breaking a sweat.”

i've seen several posts portraying soulless sam as somehow allegorically sexually abusive because he asks questions about the aliens and oberon and puts a hand on deans thigh. and i just think this characterization of him as a perpetrator is real interesting, because soulless sam is the victim of some of the most explicitly rape-coded scenes and comments in the whole damn show; from being told his soul is being gangbanged in hell to being tied up, pleading for dean to not let death put that thing inside him, screaming no, stop, don't touch me, please don't, you don't know what will happen to me, dean, dont! like, somehow, a bunch of you looked at soulless sam walking around half a season being told he's nothing but the devils used up sextoy and that if he ever remembers this horrific sexual trauma it will literally tear him apart and thought to yourself; damn, i really think the real rape allegory being told this season is that sam is sexually predatory towards dean. insane, imo.

so how do we think dean reacted when sam started to cry and his eyes went glossy and unfocused, and then when dean kept fucking him he sobbed and whimpered "lucifer"