sammy boy

Sam finds out he's pregnant and that the baby is Dean's, and he panics—not because it's his brother's baby, but because it's a baby growing inside him, feeding and forming through his blood, inside his dirty, impure womb. Sam panics because he knows he has to tell Dean. His brother deserves to know he's going to be a father, but Sam is terrified of getting Dean's hopes up for a beautiful baby that might end up being a monster. What if Sam's depraved, filthy body contaminates the baby? What if the baby is born deformed because of him? What if it comes out tainted by the demon blood running through his veins?

Sam can't get a normal erection. It's something that torments and frustrates him, because ever since Lucifer ruined him in the Cage and he got his soul back, he can't get aroused by anything. Sam has always had a lower libido than his brother, but now he can't even jerk off when he's alone and stressed out. It's pathetic.