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My name is Tuls, in my late thirties, a physician by training, a teacher by profession. A professional at day time, a wincest obsessed, J2 loving, crazy about homoerotic context/subtext individual at night (round the clock tbh)..
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Dean sneaked up on Sam from behind, winding his hands aroung Sam's waist and pulling him back, grinding his crotch to his ass. His dick was very much saluting to that.
Sam gave an exasperated sigh and said, 'No, we can not fuck now. We got work to do..'
Dean literally whined in Sam's neck and said "who said??"
Sam rolled his eyes and said "you said this morning, after you woke me up because your dick was awake. So knock it off."
Dean gave his best puppy eyes, but Sam whacked his nose and said "behave. You might get some after we are done with this."
The way Dean lit up and grabbed his duffle bag and pulled Sam towards the door, hollering "lets get this shit done, so we can actually make some babies!"
 #this looks like the awkward opening of a porno like when the director tries to get them to talk before hand and stuff
#âhow long have you guys known each other?â #âseven years? wow. you ever think about sucking his cock?â #cue giggles #and jensenâs anxious âdid you?â face
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Here are those fic recs I promised you @incesthemes ! I hope there's some in there that you'll really enjoy <3 I split up the recs into overarching tropes to group some together, but I'll start with those that don't fit into any of the groups.
The list got a bit long, so I decided to split it up into two parts.
(Part 1 | Part 2)
Courting Death by theproblematique.
Summary: Sam Winchester lived the first six months of his life in a happy family; the next twelve years as John Winchester's only son, and the last decade as an orphan. He's supposed to die at twenty-two trying to save the woman he loves from a fire, because he doesn't have a brother to pull him back. But the night Sam meets his Reaper he discovers that Death is overly fond of pop-culture references, too beautiful to be real, and reluctant to kill him.
Servant of Servants 'verse by klove0511.
This is a two-part series (though I think it might've been intended to have more fics, its ending doesn't leave you feeling snubbed), posing the question: "what if it had been Sam who'd been mortally wounded at the end of Season 1?"
love potion no. 9 by according2thelore.
Summary: Dean drinks a love potion. Sam is falling apart at the seams because he's been in love with his brother for more than a decade.
keep me in a daydream by according2thelore.
Summary: After an accidental kiss makes a hunt go suspiciously well, Sam and Dean decide to try it again. And again. And again. It's no different from wearing lucky socks, right? A 5 + 1.
for you and me (i got no alibi) by remy.
Summary: There are people hitting on Sam wherever he goes, and Dean is doing weird things like holding doors open for him and touching him way more than is necessary, and it's all driving Sam up the wall. It doesn't help that he's been in love with Dean for just about forever, and all of it feels like a mockery of something he'll never get to have.
Meanwhile, Dean is at his wits' end trying to figure out how he can make Sam realize that he is, in fact, trying to get into his pants.
Ben Has Two Dads by regala_electra.
Summary: When Ben turns thirteen and learns that Dean Winchester is his father, he runs away to join his father (and uncle). A tale where boys are boys, Vikings are Vikings, unicorns go to Candy Mountains, Dean and Sam are in big gay love, and Ben becomes a Winchester.
Last Temptation by merle_p.
Summary: Sam is running a fever again, the kind of fever no Ibuprofen or cold compress will bring down, the kind of fever that is eating him up alive, eviscerating him from the inside. He is too hot and too cold and too pale, delirious and shaking, resonating with whatever divine energy the trials are subjecting him to, and Dean is not sure how much longer he can stand to see him be in this state.
Because Sam is quite possibly dying, and there is nothing Dean can do to stop it. Because Sam is dying, and he just. Wonât. Shut. Up.
Five Times Dean Forgot and One Time He Remembered by elsi.
Summary: Rowena warned him the obliviate curse might have âaftershocks.â That Dean could relapse to his amnesiac state without warningâthough only temporarily, she assured. But this? This goes beyond calling a lamp a âlight stick.â
Whatever It Is by theproblematique.
Summary: Both Sam and Dean get sent to the year 2014.
Take My Hand (Take My Whole Life, Too) by TeacupUnicorn.
Summary: Sam and Dean get handcuffed together during a hunt. With a werewolf on their tail and a proximity to each other they havenât had since they were kids, their unstable relationship is put to the test and their trust in each other is pushed to the limit. Set sometime after 5x16 and before 5x20.
Not Her Sam by Yuval25.
Summary: Future Dean goes back in time to change the future and saves Jess. Future Sam tags along unexpectedly. And Jess is okay. No, seriously. She's fine.
Mistaken For a Couple
101 - mythology by ani_coolgirl.
Summary: As Sam, Dean, and Kali flee Lucifer's slaughter, Kali makes an assumption. The boys try to clear up any misconceptions. They don't do a very good job.
I need you so much closer by cherryvanilla.
Summary: five times they're mistaken for a couple plus one time they actually are.
Domesticity
Paisley by samsexualdeancurious.
Summary: After his mind wall was broken and was healed, Sam knows he canât be a hunter anymore, so he and Dean retire, and Sam ends up finding a homeless dog who was abused and together they heal.
The Chicago Verse by compo67.
This is a series spanning a whopping 169 fics. I've read only a few of them and I enjoyed Sam and Dean retiring in this town together. It's still updating, looks like, since the latest fic added was in May of this year.
a few things worth saying by hathfrozen.
Summary: âSo this morning,â Dean ventures as they blast down the highway in pitch black night toward a probable werewolf case.
Sam looks over at him, thin eyebrows raised, eyes clear and calm. Heâs not even difficult about it, doesnât ask what Dean is after, doesnât deny what had happened. Instead he says, very simply, âI just figure, why lie?â
Alright then.
All The Way In by hunters_retreat.
Summary: Sam never did know how exactly it happened. One day, he and Dean were run ragged, exhausted from yet another disaster of a hunt, no money and no gas, no prospects and no allies left alive to give them a hand. The next, they owned a store with a shooting range and Sam was a professor of religious studies at a local community college.
Pre-Series & Season 1
To Blow Against the Wind by dreamlittleyo.
Summary: After Oasis Plains, Sam and Dean can't. Stop. Touching each other.
Star-Crossed by Agent_Hellcat.
Summary: Before Sam departs for Stanford, he writes a letter to Dean, begging him to come to Palo Alto with him.
Birthday Suit by wincestation.
Summary: On the morning of Deanâs eighteenth birthday, Dad takes him to buy a suit. Sam is⌠interested.
house song by according2thelore.
Summary: âThe werewolf.â Sam says, quick. Hushed. Scared. âI donât know how. I wasâHe was standing above you and then he wasnât. And I think I did that.â
Dean keeps whispering stuff to Sam, banal reassurances that Sam soaks up like a sponge, but he feels sick. Sammy did something impossible. Sammyâs been doing impossible things.
For years.
Or: Pre-Canon/Teen!chesters AU in which Sam develops powers at age eleven, Dean will do anything to protect him, and they have to live with the consequences
Outsider POV
What I've Done by Amoreanonyname.
Summary: He wasnât going to say anything more about it. He could tell, Dean was happy to see him, but wasnât going to humor this topic. Dean, young Dean would jump to obey John, to answer Johnâs questions, but this was an older Dean who was more loyal to someone else now. More loyal to his brother. John wasnât the priority here, and he realized with another guilty jump in his stomach that he never should have been.
something you love and understand by monsterq.
Summary: In heaven, Mary makes an unwelcome discovery about her sonsâ relationship.
a skeleton terribly restless by remy.
Summary: Mary knows she doesn't fit right in this strange new world she's woken up in, with these grown men masquerading as her sons, but she tries her best. She really does. She closes her eyes to all the things she does not want to see, and she lies to herself until she's convinced.
Until she can't.
Flowers on the Window Sill by orphan_account.
Summary: Sam and Dean Winchester's relationship as observed by the good people of Star's Hollow.
Soulmates
Fix You by non_tiembo_mala.
Summary: After their encounter with Famine, the boys are in dire straits. With Dean left shaken by the horseman's taunts - which rang truer than he'd like to admit - and Sam juiced up on demon blood again, Dean is at a loss. He has no idea how to move forward, or where they're meant to go from here. Then again, theyâve always had each other - perhaps their salvation isn't as far away as it seems.
All Too Familiar by sammichgirl.
Summary: Sam's new hobby has consequences they never saw coming. Turns out, that's OK with Dean after all.
What We Do by BleedingInk.
Summary: Castiel catches Sam and Dean in a compromising position.
since feeling is first by queenklu.
Summary: That he wants to think this is Dean yanking a leash should make his blood run cold, not aching hot. It should make him sick, angry, it should get his fucking hackles up and make him fight.
He does want to fight. But thereâs a skin-thin line between primal things, and fighting isnât all he wants to do.
if the dam breaks open many years too soon by deirde_c.
Summary: Samâs soul springs a leak, and Deanâs the one who can repair it.
In the beached margin of the sea by rivers_bend.
Summary: Sam and Dean black out on a hunt, and when they wake up, Dean's having visions and Sam can't get new, strange feelings out of his head. When John finds out about the side effects, he'll do anything to get rid of the "curse". But Sam and Dean don't want to go back to the way things were before.
I Don't Need A Symbol by amoreanonyname.
Summary: It hadnât meant that much to Sam at first. A warm glow at being able to do something nice for Dean, to give him something for once, to make him as happy as he seemed when he put it on immediately.
It was what it meant to Dean that made it mean something else to Sam.
deleted 6,000 words from my wip this week. anyway here are some fics that have less than 100 kudos that I think should have a million kudos:
A Man of Constant Sorrow - LaughableLament (4.1k, explicit)
"Don't talk," Dean breathes. "You're gonna shut up and take what I give you, Winchester, or I'll take these cuffs off and walk."
(sooooo hot)
195 - us - ani_coolgirl (1.2k, teen)
Dean Winchester is dying in his brother's arms. It feels familiar.
(the season 9 finale of the Every First Time series. Insane, blew my mind, cried multiple times in only 1.2k words)
Someone Say a Hail Mary for this House - galaxyofroses (3.7k, teen)
But there are too many empty spaces in this house, those wide underneath places that go on and on. Hallways a hundred miles long. Bathtubs for an armada. Entire wildernesses at the backs of the closets, and here be monsters certainly. A basement deeper than tombs and catacombs. A root cellar to the center of the earth. No family can laugh or cry or scream enough for it. Vacate, lease, inhabit, repeat.
Sam and Dean investigate a house from John's journal.
(classic season 1 atmosphere)
You're Possessing Me - nyxocity (3.2k, explicit)
Dean goes looking on the internet for something to get himself off to--he's in no way expecting to stumble on porn vids of Sam while he was in college. But now that he has, he's becoming obsessed.
(dean+sam+porn=one of my favorite tropes)
What kind of clock, what kind of time - adi-roytnd (13.5k, teen)
Dean and Cas head home for the holidays. Absolutely no one is getting what they want for Christmas.
âI wonât leave you a drooling mess when Iâm done with you,â Michael promised Dean once. Itâs funny to think about it this way now, after all the shit he pulled, but: He kept his word. Dean thinks about that a lot recently. Wonders whether Lucifer ever made a similar promise to Sam.
(AMAZING dean pov. also made me love jack more than ever)
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