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another thing i had almost forgotten about the finale if it weren’t for this really good post from @gaypeople. @coldeveryseason pointed this out in a rb…the show reveals that louis was molested in a fucking throwaway line. why oh why did they have louis apologize to armand and that was never included in his framing or at all harkened back to in any way. and i did like the apology, but why couldn’t louis be like “i understand what you are going through because i was also sexually abused as a child.” in some way or other. i thought the apology was objectively valid in spite of the awful context but like, the combination of armand never apologizing in return for HIS abuse and the fact of louis’ molestation being a literal throwaway line just reads like this show is framing black trauma as disposable. armand’s trauma is acknowledged and empathized with beautifully by louis, and this whole season has been tirelessly advocating lestat’s victimhood. but when it comes to louis, there is no empathy for anything he’s ever went through, the things we’ve seen and the things we haven’t. he receives only cruelty, only derision, only mockery
ouuuu they not liking this take lemme clarify😍 i don’t even really think that they had to bring it up in the fight, although that would at least be something. the real problem is the writer’s insistence that louis simply must make amends. i think it’s completely believable for louis to make a dark joke regarding his own trauma, i have no qualms with how jacob anderson played that line. the writers just needed to give what louis has persevered through the same dramatic, narrative weight as what lestat and armand (to a lesser extent) had persevered through. and it wasn’t. because he had to make amends with them both despite the fact he was constantly in retaliation from THEIR abuse. it’s just crazy that lestat gets confirmation from paul, armand gets the “arun poor boy” speech, and louis gets a shock value line that is never addressed in any meaningful way
another thing i had almost forgotten about the finale if it weren’t for this really good post from @gaypeople. @coldeveryseason pointed this out in a rb…the show reveals that louis was molested in a fucking throwaway line. why oh why did they have louis apologize to armand and that was never included in his framing or at all harkened back to in any way. and i did like the apology, but why couldn’t louis be like “i understand what you are going through because i was also sexually abused as a child.” in some way or other. i thought the apology was objectively valid in spite of the awful context but like, the combination of armand never apologizing in return for HIS abuse and the fact of louis’ molestation being a literal throwaway line just reads like this show is framing black trauma as disposable. armand’s trauma is acknowledged and empathized with beautifully by louis, and this whole season has been tirelessly advocating lestat’s victimhood. but when it comes to louis, there is no empathy for anything he’s ever went through, the things we’ve seen and the things we haven’t. he receives only cruelty, only derision, only mockery

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people focusing on the writers feeding them with “transfem lestat” while ignoring the vehement antiblackness they're putting the black gay man through kinda perfectly encapsulates the priorities of white queer fandom
also this is a secondary concern compared to the pervasive and gleeful antiblackness on the show, but lestat's line in s3ep7 that feeds into transfem readings feels like another example of this season going for "tell, don't show" and expecting fanon and fannish interpretation to carry the weight of what they aren't depicting onscreen. the s1ep7 marie antoinette drag scene is one of my fave in the whole show- and i mentioned before s3 aired that after rolin cited rocky horror and hedwig and the angry inch as s3 influences back in 2024, the lack of rockstat drag onstage felt like a glaring omission and was possibly tied to amc's corporate queerphobia given the obvious double standards in how they depict m/m and f/f v m/f intimacy. if the show wanted to make the idea of lestat being genderqueer or some form of transfeminine firmly canon, we could've seen a whole arc play out in s3 especially with gabriella coming back into lestat's life. imagine if drag was a consistent part of rockstat's look and stage performance, and esp around gabriella he insisted it was all for show, meaningless, he was just clowning, and as her control over lestat's music career and lestat himself increased we saw her steering him toward more conventionally cismasc presentation...and then we got hit with the quiet honesty of the line where lestat admits he does wish he was a woman sometimes as a resolution to a season-wide narrative that's primed for further exploration in s4. (this would also be in the hypothetically well-written s3 where lestat faces what he did to louis and claudia more firmly too, instead of 6-7 eps of wheel-spinning and darvo, and safe to say he would not be saying this to the apparition of louis' brother come to comfort him while louis is being tortured). they could've pulled on late 18th century ideas of gender that would've been formative to lestat (male performers performed fem roles then too- show him playing a woman when he was human and having a euphoric experience, show him interested as a child in the markers of femininity and womanhood that gabriella possesses and she rejects etc) being gnc/genderqueer/nonbinary/transfem/gnc (whatever your interpretation of lestat is) in 18th century france and then the early 20th century new orleans and then north america in 2025 are extremely different- your lead is an immortal vampire who's lived through all those eras, explore that.
but instead of doing any of that, instead of engaging with lestat's gender in any kind of arc, the show adds a throwaway line (in a season of throwaway lines) that can be interpreted depending on viewer bias as 1) lestat genuinely expressing some yearning for womanhood and being trans canonically or 2) still-cis lestat just saying he wishes he and louis had a heterosexual relationship to begin with bc it would've made their lives easier- like even though their relationship would've still been illegal if they were a m/f couple, they at least would've had paul and maybe the rest of the de pointe du lacs' acceptance- and plenty of casual viewers are gonna walk away with the 2nd impression. (and speaking of the de pointe du lacs, louis mentioning he was molested is another one of the throwaway lines with paradigm-shifting impact that the show doesn't care to explore in any depth- why bother developing things onscreen when fans will do the work for them and praise the writers as genius for hinting at depth instead of portraying depth onscreen??)
so many choices this season feel like the writers checking off boxes to confirm fan theories bc they seem cynically aware that a lot of people are watching the show less out of care for good storytelling but more to "win" whatever stan or ship war they're personally invested in. they're lines and moments meant to be screenshotted and shared on socmed for the fandom to talk about, pithy quips that can fit into 1-2 screenshots in subtitles and reposted with more pithy quips. the show doesn't care to explore lestat's gender in any deeper form but it does want fans losing their minds over some form of trans lestat being confirmed (with plausible deniability bc amc is the queerphobia network now)- the show doesn't care to explore devil's minion in any deeper form or show how armand and daniel started plotting together but it does want fans losing their minds over past devil's minion being confirmed, etc.
and this is only if you try looking at the arc (and lack thereof) of lestat's relationship to gender in isolation- when you put it back in the wider context of this episode and this season's antiblackness and the nonblack writers' choice to have paul's spirit (even if he isn't meant to be "real" or at least not represent paul's real thoughts) praise and comfort lestat while louis gets graphically tortured by his lynching director in the same episode. (and the white showrunner has already admitted he felt more for armand than louis in that scene and claimed the "apology" louis was coerced into via torture to be some kinda real moment of understanding, rather than louis doing what we saw him do in s2 and try to appease armand when he's helpless and armand holds his life in his hands.) like with the merrick scene in s3ep6, it doesn't matter what in-universe rationale for these choices are, it doesn't matter whether any of this gets revisited or recontextualized with "oh ghost claudia was lying just to hurt louis' "oh paul's spirit wasn't even real" "oh we were totally tryna critique armand's violent antiblackness" bc the problem here comes down to the nonblack writers' decisions and the choices they made in the real world when crafting this story. this show has had a persistent problem since s1 of depicting the onscreen brutalization of black bodies with far more vividness than it does nonblack bodies, and if a nonblack main character is doing the brutalization (lestat, armand) you aren't supposed to hold it against them or expect these choices to have longterm narrative consequences- the camera lingers on claudia and charlie's charred and "melting" faces as they burn but when daciana, nicki, magnus, bruce, antoinette or madeleine are burning, the camera's far quicker to cut away. and this is a deliberate choice- they weren't just pointing the camera at people spontaneously combusting, they had to allocate an effects budget and invest time and energy into showing black bodies burning with graphic detail. they had both delainey and roxane in the vfx makeup chair for their characters' murder scene, but only claudia's death was shown vividly while madeleine burning was a few brief seconds of ash scattering away.
and i simply can't enjoy any form of this "jangling keys in front of the fandom to validate popular interpretations/ships/theories" writing bc it's such a cynical bid from writers who want and expect their viewers to be satisfied with crumbs that we build elaborate headcanons around instead of expecting any form of depthful storytelling or care from them, especially when it comes to their black characters. fans being content with the show just going down a checklist to validate or debunk specific theories and fans not demanding anything more of the writers than perfunctory expository dialogue is exactly what this writing team is counting on.
also theo is right bc if your only reaction to people criticizing the nonblack writers' choices is to be like "neener neener femstat canon" (black folks critiquing the antiblackness and sharing their reactions to the show depicting this level of gratuitous racialized violence toward black bodies have already received comments along those lines) when that has nothing to do with the antiblackness being discussed here, that's ghoulish. like read the room
ALL OF THE ABOVE
and to have PAUL of all people be the one lestat's talking to; this is SO outrageous that i can't even take anything lestat says seriously.
because if this is a room full of all of lestat's VICTIMS--everyone he's KILLED.....
and he insisted multiple times that he NOTHING to do with paul's death and would "NEVER" hurt louis' brother....
but PAUL IS IN THE SAME EFFING ROOM....
then lestat talking randomly about gender/sexuality is the LAST thing i'm thinking about! 💀
cuz guess what other fan theories are getting confirmed here?
that lestat's a effing LIAR who DID drive paul to commit suicide just to isolate & manipulate & control & then ABUSE louis--abuse is trust, on top of abusing louis' mind & body!
whether you're a man or a woman lestat, you're still a MONSTER who categorically did NOT love louis "the way he needed to be loved"
and another throwaway line that confirms THAT is louis in 3x6 going "who else would have us~!" as if y'all are just SETTLING for each other cuz y'all CAN'T love anyone properly!
this show is for the BIRDS, paul was absolutely right about that in s1
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“justice for antoinette”. season 1 lestat would never talk himself outta some louis pussy like that. what a fucking goober
you... you know that wasn't actually paul right? that it was a facet of lestat's mind lying to him to make him feel better?
yeah ofc i know it wasn’t paul. but wtf does it say about lestat that he conjured him up just to congratulate himself and alleviate him of any transgression whatsoever???
it says that he is 1. delusional and 2. has learned NOTHING and has taken NO KIND OF ACCOUNTABILITY for any of his really serious transgressions. all he owns up to is killing two actual randos and NOTHING else. meanwhile, the conductor he killed was IN THE ROOM which proves he did in fact threaten claudia on the train, and that is just ONE of the transgressions that is glossed over. meanwhile louis is tortured in his place for no reason whatsoever. it’s laughable and it makes his “i think i did pretty fucking good!” speech at the end feel completely unearned
louis was forced to apologize to BOTH of his abusers this season oh my god i’m homicidal

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the finale was actually just loumand revisionist history (AND danlou, we’ll get to that later). like they are trying to retcon the fact that armand and louis had any love for each other AT ALL. of course we can point to the obvious and POINTLESS gruesome torture and the fact that louis only endeavors to empathize with armand because he was scared for his life and for regina’s rather than simply telling him this because, idk, they CARED about each other. but im gonna focus on two retcons in particular that shows the writers fundamentally trying to misrepresent this dynamic.
1. louis saying he never forgave armand for paris. this one just doesnt make sense because throughout the majority of their marriage, louis never knew that the trial and claudia’s execution was his fault. so why wouldn’t there be love there? we saw how louis and armand acted in season two prior to the twist: did that look like a couple where they were both secretly harboring resentment???
and 2. this is a small thing, but oh it is really is a big thing. it’s the line where armand says he put the fred stein photo’s in louis’ portfolio because he wanted to “fuck with his mind”. one, that’s pointless, what would armand have to gain from fucking with the mind of his then husband. what could he possibly have to gain from louis that louis would not be able to give freely. but it also is just a blatant bastardization of what made armand sympathetic and loumand interesting in the first place. armand didn’t put those photos in there because he wanted to “fuck with his mind”. the implicative reason for that action season two provided is much MUCH more accurate. armand wanted louis to be proud of his work because he loves and cares about him, and this was his roundabout, armand way of making that happen. of course it was read as creepy and meddling because armand doesn’t really know how to love others properly. the only way he knows how to love is meddling and fabricating and orchestrating lies, but the thing that the writers apparently want you to forget is that he tries. armand always endeavors to love. armand tried to love louis (and louis did the same!!). he tried to love lestat. he is trying to love daniel (the writer’s are fucking it up, but he’s trying). armand always tries to love, and they are just completely erasing the fact that he has ever put a sincere effort in understanding anyone who isn’t daniel because they’re rushing through the devil’s minion development and There Can Only Be One Pairing evidently.
thats what made him likable in season 2, despite the fact that he was virtually the antagonist of that season: it’s never perfect but armand always always ALWAYS endeavors to love. that’s why armand covered up his part in the trial in the first place. why would he have covered that shit up if he DIDNT love louis and WASN’T afraid of loosing louis??? is it so wrong to say that armand valued louis at any point??? that armand put up with louis’ bouts of (OFF SCREEN, BTW) coldness and resentment because he had some empathy of the fact that louis was MOURNING??? apparently it is to the writers. apparently louis has no credibility or relatability in how he acting in that marriage and apparently armand never loved him and secretly loved daniel or whatever. and i LIKE devil’s minion A LOT ok it’s just like. why did you have to destroy every discernible dynamic, and BORROW story beats from said dynamics (the rothko chapel devil’s minion bit—how is that any different than armand’s benign meddling with the fred stein photos?) just to destroy them. and you had the audacity to do that after teasing loumand throughout the season, with the auction scene and louis going weirdly into detail about san francisco in the lawyer debate scene. this is sincerely a season for no one’s enjoyment other than racist louis antis
anyway it’s never loumand over.
I'm gonna become even more obnoxious about defending ldpdl now. He did nothing wrong. Louis de kind du lac. Louis de brave du lac. Louis de empathetic du lac.