𝖘𝖋𝖌𝖚𝖙𝖈𝖆𝖒 🖤

i’ve been needing to update everyone here with this:

i did move on from gaining, after everything that went down with my ex-encourager and life coming for my throat i kinda had to move on. i still loved it, but it really didn’t do it for me in the same way it once did.

that was until recently, when i reconnected with Him back in october, the guy who filled out my lap and then dumped me. someone i once vowed to never speak to again. and y’all… this is the most pathetic thing i have ever admitted to on here (which i think is saying something). in the stretch of a couple hours this man had me down 4 boosts for him. this guy that i was so pissed off at for years in less than a day had me chugging thousands of calories for him. and i’ve been putting on weight since.

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with him it’s so different. he knows me, he knows all my insecurities and uses them against me. he’s doing far better in life than i am. he’s built a career, he’s still in shape, he’s thriving. so when he belittles me for what i’ve done since the break up, it hurts like a ton of bricks. when he says that i’m not all that smart, that he just wants to see the gut he put on me. as much as it hurts, it turns me more so. he’s read through my tumblr, he knows how hung up i was. it turned him on knowing that he not only got me fat, but he loved how upset i was about it.

thank you daddy 😘

i genuinely love that i can’t tell if this a dead ass insult or someone insulting me cause they know i love it. either way, someone thinks this about me and now tumblr knows that i like being called a dumb fat fa….

On the other hand, HAHAHAHAH, look at the helpless piggy! You turned into a fat blob of lard for a man's attention and now look at yourself, fatass! Now all you're good for is stuffing your fat face and showing off your blubber on the internet for other perverts like the one who turned you into his obedient pig. I'm glad he did it. I'll enjoy jerking over your pics way more now 😂🐽😈

it’s completely fucked what he did to me! LOOK!

i was so infatuated with him that i did what he wanted. he was the one that got me hooked on gainer shakes, boosts, and eating like a fucking pig. all for anyone to see.

i can’t help but think about how now i’m carrying around over 70 pounds of his lard. how he’s given me this lifelong struggle with obesity. how i’ll have this fetishistic digital footprint following me for the rest of my life. that he made it so that i’m only hot to pervs with peculiar taste.

maybe if i wasn’t so desperate i’d have stayed skinny. but for the right man, he can convince me to do a lot. not to say i wasn’t already into gaining. but admittedly i was not really trying to gain, just playing with the little weight i had put on during covid. i was close to giving up cause i hadn’t really met the right type of man. i like mine really cocky, arrogent to the point of being infuriating, and maybe a bit mean. like a man who genuinely believes i’m stupid and that he’s better than me.

i know for a fact i would not be cam thee piggy if it weren’t for him. he bought me my first gainer shake supplies. he told me what pictures to post. he loved how my page turned out. the attention it brought me. he’d show off intimate pictures of me to impress other guys in the community. and it never bothered me, cause he was Daddy. Sir. Everything.

i’d sometimes tell him about how i hated being so big but he somehow made that sexy. he loved that he ruined me. and i know he must still be getting off on that fact. but so am i.

thank you!