The genki fanfic writer

For a long time, I've had this idea for an Animated Web Series that I hope can be produced by Glitch Production someday. Suppose you were wondering what the plot is, well. In that case, the story of my little Web Series follows Lilia, a 19-year-old college student who wakes up in a mysterious mansion called Forget-Me-Not Manor, unable to remember anything except for her name and an urge to look for someone named Luciana. Shortly after waking up, she meets Adam, who claims to be her childhood best friend, and 8 other individuals, and afterward, our little group of Traumatized Test Subjects, I mean, Main Characters, meet a mysterious little "girl" by the name of Lucy, who explains that the reason why the group is trapped in Forget-Me-Not Manor is due to a traumatic incident in each of their pasts that left them broken and without, as Lucy puts it, "Their key to living" and Lilia is appointed as the "Warden of Memory" as she is supposidly the one who is responsible for trapping the others in Forget-Me-Not Manor due to "Comitting a grave sin" and the only way to redempt herself for that "Sin" is to enter each of her peer's "Inner World" and help them move on from the event that trapped them within Forget-Me-Not Manor. However, there's a twist, and that twist is that the others can't remember anything, which includes what the event that trapped them within Forget-Me-Not Manor even was, with it being Lilia's job to enter each person's "Inner World" and figure out what the event that landed them in Forget-Me-Not Manor even was, in the hopes of recovering their memories and in the process, her own, all while trying to figure out the answers of where Luciana is, why Adam keeps on insisting that Luciana is supposidly dead, and most importantly, what in the unholy hell is Adam up to? The series also tackles some pretty heavy subject matters, such as ED, Self-harm, Mental Health Issues, and a whole bunch of upsetting things that'll take a long time to list, but I intend to write a very uplifting and happy ending, and I also intend for the show to have 2-3 seasons if it proves to be a success. So if you guys have any ideas for concepts or character names, leave them in the comments, m'kay!

Dear Ultraman, I just saw your 60th anniversary PV, and at the end, when it said, "You are beloved, Ultraman will always be at your side," I nearly started to cry, as even though I've been told that I am loved, I have never felt that it was genuine as to me, when people say to another person that they love them and they mean it genuinely, I believe it but when people tell me that they love me, I can't believe them as why would someone like me even deserve to be loved like any other person who genuinely deserves to be loved like my friends, as unlike me, they are genuinely normal people who aren't complete and utterly broken like I am, and are also gonna live amazing lives while I'll be a nobody, someone who is still broken and full of darkness, and I have a question, why do you still protect the Earth even when time and time again, the world is still a cold and cruel place that weakens optimistic and hopeful people's spirits all the time even when people from around the world try to come together in order to give people "Hope", I used to know what "Hope" meant back when I was a little kid, back before I was broken by this world, back when I still believed in humanity, back when I didn't have to escape from reality by imagining myself as a magical girl, back when I still had light within me, and back when I was innocent enough to see only the goodness in this, nowadays, "Hope" is a word that I don't even know even though you fight for the hope of the people of Earth, but one of my deepest wishes is to know what "Hope" means again, maybe you can teach me like you did with Mr. Hayata, and if you are real, Ultraman, please give me a sign, like you and your fellow Ultras showing up in my dreams tonight to teach me what "Hope" means, thank you and congrats on your 60th anniversary, Ultraman, love, Emma, P.S, What do you consider beautiful about the Land of Light?

So at 4:30 a.m today, I had cake and I think I have depression so does that make it 4:30 a.m depression cake?

I just made a playlist for all the Masa Shimamoto kinnies in the world and yes, Lonely by Nathan Wagner is Masa Shimamoto coded, and also yes, I am a Masa Shimamoto kinnie, and if you guys have any suggestions for songs that fit Masa more than the songs I chose, feel free to comment them, m'kay!

You know, since I am finally getting back to posting regularly now that I am on spring break, I would like to share some of my deepest wishes, my first deepest wish is for Glitch Productions to announce a Meta Runner season 4, my second deepest wish is for Celeste Notley-Smith to reprise her role as Tari and not have Lottie Bourne voice Tari because we all know that would piss off the fan base even more ever since Tarigate and because Celeste Notley-Smith deserves so much respect, my third deepest wish is to voice a Meta Runner character and it could be a generic background character or it could be a character who is connected to a main character's backstory like I don't know, voicing Masa Shimamoto's little sister, but it's not like that's gonna happen since I don't think Glitch Productions would pick a 15 year girl who barely has the will to live to voice a character who is optimistic and actually has the will to live but that's just my opinion since I would gladly voice any character that Glitch Productions will assign me regardless of how much screen time they have since I have nothing to lose and would gladly voice a character who has the characterization of a stick of butter, but if Glitch Productions happens to contact me because they saw this post and they want me to voice Masa's little sister, Yuko, or whatever the hell they decide to call her, in Meta Runner season 4, I would gladly accept so I can hopefully make someone happy and hopefully restore my will to live in the process, and finally, my fourth deepest wish is for people to spread this around Tumblr and other social media websites so Glitch Productions can see and hopefully grant my wishes but it's not like they will ever see this since I barely get likes on my posts and only one person has ever reposted one of my posts and it was a belated happy birthday post for a 100 Kanojo character which I am not proud of, since Momiji is one of my least favorite characters and that's not going into the fact that I have only 3 followers and even though my posts can be seen, people just don't seem to care and I want people to care about what I post and not just like my Code Lyoko posts since I have grown out of my Code Lyoko face but do people care? NOPE!, they do NOT care or maybe my posts on stuff other then Code Lyoko are just bad in general and that's the reason people don't like and repost my posts because they KNOW that my posts are bad but I can at least hope that people actually like my content but I only think that in my dreams and in reality, people don't actually like my posts and I'm just deluding myself into thinking otherwise but if anyone out there happens to find this and decides to spread it around, that would absolutely make my day. This is SailorLyoko and I hope you have a great morning/afternoon/evening wherever you are.

The title is self explanatory, and if you were wondering what Meta Runner character I have a crush on, it's Masa, I don't know why I am in love with him, maybe it's just I have a thing for men who are tall, have issues, look dead inside, and are probably Bi, but I love Masa Shimamoto, I know he's not real but I love him since I just want to tell him everything's gonna be okay and I want him to sing me to sleep and cuddle me after I've had a rough night but if anyone in the Meta Runner fandom happens to find this post and I become a meme within the fanbase, please tell me if I am mentally okay for having a crush on a Meta Runner character who is also male when almost everyone in the fandom is simping over Belle which is valid since I also simp over her.

*Happy (Belated) Birthday Fondle Goblin-chan, I hope Rentarou doesn't come after me*

He couldn't have protected her from being beaten by their parents and play the "Protective older brother" role, and that was when Masa SNAPPED and told Yuko to hide in the closet while he took care of something, and after Yuko did what she was told and hid in the closet, Masa went into the kitchen, grabbed a knife, and stabbed his mother to death and when his father, Satoru, enraged and racked with grief over finding his wife's corpse, attempted to avenge his wife's death and overpower his son but ultimately and much to Satoru's befuddlement and panicked horror, Masa overpowered him with him stabbing his father in the torso multiple times then stabbing him in the neck two times before slitting his own father's throat. Faced with the horrific realization that he killed his own parents and that if he were caught and sent to prison, he wouldn't be able to protect Yuko anymore, Masa vomited into the nearby trash can, horrified that he murdered his own goddamn parents, and after getting his shit together, he did what any normal person would do if they killed their abusive parents, and disposed of the bodies by burying the bodies in the backyard which was easy given how the nearest neighbor's house was dozens of miles away from Masa's childhood home which was located in a rural area with Masa thinking that the neighbors wouldn't get worried about his parents since they would think that he, his sister, and his parents moved away, and after burying his parent's corpses and cleaning up the blood in the kitchen, he went to his sister's room and said "Yuko, you can come out now!" Upon Yuko coming out of the closet (No pun intended) and noticing that Masa, her beloved big brother, was covered in blood, She worriedly asked "Big bro, why are you covered in blood?!" and Masa replied that a thug had broken into the house and killed their parents and the reason why he was covered in blood was because he had killed the thug in self-defense and after killing the thug, he buried their parents' dead bodies so they can at least have a proper and honorable burial and as for the thug's body, he hid it in the basement, and since Yuko was, to put it bluntly, a complete and utter dumbass when it came to social cues and because she admired and absolutely adored her big brother, believed it and the two of them fled to Sillica City where their grandfather, Makoto lived, and the three of them lived peaceful happy lives until the day that everything changed with the events that happened that day triggering several events that left deep emotional scars and abandonment issues on Masa's psyche.

Masa was born as the first child and only son of Satoru and Maki Shimamoto and growing up, he was described as a quiet, skittish, yet protective young boy with the protectiveness in him growing upon the birth of his younger sister, Yuko, when he was 7 years old, but despite his utter joy at gaining a younger sister, Masa's childhood was anything but happy with his father and mother often beating him when they were drunk but when they were not drunk, they neglected him and his sister to the point that Masa had to raise Yuko all by himself because their parents wouldn't even care about him or Yuko because according to them, they were failures and worthless idiots, and Masa would often allow himself to get beat up by his parents just to protect his sister who was regarded as one of the most important people of Masa's life next to his grandfather, Makoto, who he looked up to and deeply respected, but despite Masa's life being extremely rough, his school life was even WORSE, his classmates would often pick on him due to his quiet nature with the kids calling him names, beating him up, ostracized him, and spread rumors that he had feelings for his sister, but despite his home life and his school life being horrible. There was a small glimmer of hope in the form of a boy. A boy named Ray Faraday who was the complete opposite of Masa in terms of personality, while Masa was quiet and skittish, Ray was cheerful, kind, energetic, and talkative, but despite Masa and Ray being complete opposites, They were best friends who would often talk about video games or what ever was on their minds at any given moment, but when they were 14, Masa realized that he had feelings for Ray but Masa felt conflicted on if he did have feelings for his best friend or if he just admired Ray for his kindness and positive influence on his life and that he was straight, but after a quick conversation with his grandfather, Masa realized that he was not straight and that he did INDEED have feelings for his best friend, Ray, and eventually came out to his grandfather and sister as Bisexual with his grandfather and sister being accepting of his sexuality with his sister even saying that Masa is still her amazing big bro, but when he came out to his parents, his parents were, to put it bluntly, absolutely NOT accepting and beat him up in order to make him "Normal" but despite the fact that his parents were not accepting of his sexuality, he at least had his sister, grandfather, and his best friend by his side. However said best friend would later betray him or as Yuko used to say "Pull a Judas" after Masa revealed to Ray that he had feelings for him, but rather accept that his own best friend had feelings for him and maybe even reveal that he had feelings for Masa and possibly start dating, Ray did something that Masa couldn't have possibly expected from his kind, energetic best friend, he cruelty rejected Masa and called him out saying that he's not into dudes and that he was only friends with Masa because he saw how lonely Masa was and took pity on him because he knew that Masa had a bad home life and he wanted Masa to have at least one reason to be happy and when Masa asked if he just wanted to be friends and if that was okay with him. Ray replied with "Friends?! The only reason we were friends in the first place was because you were lonely and my naive younger self wanted you to have friends but that was ages ago, now, I don't even like you" which absolutely BROKE Masa's heart and sent him into a spiral of depression and anger and he took to cutting himself to deal with it all, but one day, after coming from work when he was 16 years old and his sister was 9, he heard whimpering coming from his sister's room and when he walked in, he saw his sister covered in bruises, had a bloody nose, and was quietly singing "Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls, while also crying, and when Masa asked what the hell happened, Yuko revealed that while he was at work, their parents got drunk and decided to beat her up because this time, since Masa was away at work.

Is it normal to wonder what Masa's hair tastes like? To me, Masa's hair tastes like Depression, Trauma, and PTSD, because Masa is fucking traumatized even Sheridan pointed it out that Masa has so much guilt and trauma and has made so many hard decisions, but anyways, The smell of Masa's hair could be a mix of eucalyptus, vanilla, lavender, and cinnamon. If you guys have any other ideas on what Masa's hair tastes like, leave your ideas on what the hair of one of the hottest Meta Runner characters tastes like in the comments below!

P.S. I'm sorry for venting and I'm sorry for existing, Mr. Mercer

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