i hate that you actually have this physical feeling of sinking in your stomach or your chest when something really hurts you

do you ever just listen to sad music to let it hurt or is that just me

Omg I adore this

Fuck people who said they would never leave, but did.

I have social anxiety. People tell me in order to have friends, I have to go out of my way to make them. I have to text, talk, make plans, go out. I tried. I’m trying. But it sucks when it feels like no one wants to talk to you or when people don’t reply for days or when you ask to hang out they are hesitant. Then you began to think that you are honestly better off alone, but then you start to feel lonely. You see and hear other people laughing, taking pictures, hanging out with their friends. You see posts on social media saying “Tag your best friend” or “Best Friend goals” and you realize you don’t have that. At all. You don’t even have family. It get tough on birthdays and days when you need to talk. Your biggest fear is being alone with no one.