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Michael Robinavitch x medstudent!daughter!reader

song rec: dashboard - noah kahan

summary: your relationship with your father had always been less than ideal since you were a kid. too much emotional weight on a child and not enough support from the adult supposed to be taking care of her. robby thought you were just an easy kid, but he didn't seem to realize that you are in fact his daughter, even as you constantly remind him of such

warnings/tags: Michael Robinavitch... your daughter is your carbon copy and YOU are the reason, angst, daddy issues, platonic/father-daughter relationship, Robby slander (sorry to his three fans), not proofread

wc: 5.6k

notes: this is the first part of a series/oneshot collection i'm working on, so please bear with me... it's not as fleshed out as I initially wanted it to be, but then I actually thought about how many parts this series was gonna be and realized it would be okay lol

"You always went looking for an easy way out"

When your parents first got divorced, you were still fairly young, so it didn't really make sense. It broke your little heart, regardless, because all you knew was that your parents wouldn't be in the same place, and even though you already didn't see your dad much, now you really wouldn't be seeing him.

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It’s 90 plus degrees in Chicago right now, and I have nothing else better to do than respond to things I see that I find unfair or inaccurate.

I want to make my larger point about this whole Noah Wyle discourse clear, because I feel like sometimes people are responding to what they think I am saying instead of what I am actually saying.

I do not have a problem with people critiquing Noah. I do not have a problem with people criticizing the Pitt. I do not have a problem with people talking about representation, character development, writing choices, interviews, or anything else. Public figures and people involved in creating media can and should be criticized when criticism is warranted.

My issue is that the criticism needs to be fair, accurate, and based on what was actually said or done.

If you are going to say Noah said something in an interview, article, podcast, or wherever else, then you should be able to pull up that source, reference it, and give the actual quote. And the quote needs to actually say what you are claiming it says.

It should not be separate quotes taken from different parts of an article, mashed together, rearranged, and then presented as if he directly said one specific thing. That is not criticism. That is misrepresenting what was said to fit the point you already wanted to make.

And that has been one of my biggest issues with this discourse.

I also feel like people are taking things Noah has said critically about himself and turning that into “this is what his co-stars said about him,” when that is not always the case.

From what I have seen, Noah has been very critical of his own behavior during his ER years. He has talked about being difficult, competitive, insecure, or not always welcoming to people who joined the show. That is fair to criticize. He said it himself.

But I think there is a difference between saying, “Noah has admitted he did not always behave well back then,” and turning that into “everyone around him said he was horrible” or “he bullied people off the show” without actual proof of that.

Those are not the same thing.

It seems to me that Noah has reflected on his past behavior, has been aware of where he fell short, and has either made attempts to rectify those situations or at least speak honestly about them. That does not erase the behavior, but it does matter.

And when people take something that happened 20 plus years ago and use it as proof that someone is forever terrible, it gives me the impression that they do not believe people are capable of making mistakes, learning from them, and growing.

That is where the moral superiority part of this discourse starts to bother me.

Some of this criticism does not feel like, “I disagree with what he said,” or “I dislike this creative choice.” It feels like people positioning themselves as more ethical, more socially aware, more enlightened, and just generally better than him.

And I do not believe anyone is better than anyone else.

We are all people trying to figure out life. We all have blind spots. We all have things we could have worded better. We all have moments where we missed something, mishandled something, or failed to see something from someone else’s perspective.

That does not mean people should not be held accountable. Accountability matters. Growth matters. Criticism matters. Social justice matters. Inclusivity matters. Representation matters.

But fairness matters too. Accuracy matters. Context matters. Grace matters.

And I am saying this as someone who does have criticisms of the show.

I have said more than once that I do not like what felt like a rollback in representation from season 1 to season 2, especially when it comes to certain demographics. I have also said that representation matters. It matters in TV, movies, books, advertising, and all mainstream media. If a show is praised for realism, then the people in that world should reflect real life too.

I also understand why people are concerned about Supriya Ganesh not returning as a part of the show, and now Shabana Azeez not returning in the same capacity. These are women of color who were fan favorites, and I understand why people are upset or side eyeing those decisions.

But what I also find interesting is that I have not seen that same level of heat when it comes to Black characters on the show, especially Black women.

And as a Black woman, I notice that.

I notice when people are loudly concerned about representation and inclusivity, but Black people are still somehow the afterthought. I notice when people are speaking about women of color, but Black women are not centered or even given the same level of urgency. I notice when the discourse becomes about women of color in general, but the specific absence or reduction of Black women does not get the same energy.

To me, that shows unconscious bias too.

The Black community is often the community people think about last. And I do not think everyone doing this is aware of it, but I definitely recognize it in a lot of the discourse I have seen.

So while some people are trying to come across as the ones who care the most about inclusivity, representation, and people behaving the “right” way, they are still not fully hitting the mark they are expecting other people to hit.

That is part of why the moral high ground bothers me.

Because if the conversation is really about representation, then it needs to be about representation for everybody. Not just the characters people personally connected with the most. Not just the women of color who became fan favorites. Not just the characters who are easiest to rally around.

Black characters matter too. Black women matter too.

And again, this does not mean people cannot criticize Noah. He is the lead actor. He is an executive producer. He has written and directed on the show. He wears a lot of hats when it comes to the Pitt, so I understand why people look at him as one of the faces of the creative direction.

But I also think people need to be more critical of the production and writing team as a whole, not just Noah as an individual person.

The show is not made by one man sitting alone in a room with a laptop and a bad attitude. There are writers, producers, directors, network decisions, scheduling decisions, contracts, creative plans, and a whole production machine involved.

And if people are going to have such strong opinions about the show’s handling of representation, then I think it is also worth acknowledging that a large part of the writing team includes women and people of color. That does not mean the show is above criticism. It absolutely is not. But it does mean the conversation is more complicated than “white man bad, everything is his fault.”

And listen, I understand why people have strong feelings about white men.

I am a Black woman in America. My ancestors were enslaved. I can trace slavery through both my maternal and paternal sides of my family. So if anyone understands why people feel anger, exhaustion, distrust, or resentment toward white men and the systems they have historically benefited from and upheld, trust me, I understand that.

I am not confused about that part.

But I also understand how the world treats Black people. I understand how often Black people are expected to support everyone else’s causes while being treated as optional in return. I understand how Black women specifically are constantly expected to show up, understand, advocate, and empathize, while still being left out of the center of the conversation.

So yes, I find it very interesting when people are loud about inclusivity and representation, but still seem to miss the ways their own discourse leaves Black people behind.

That is why I keep coming back to fairness.

Criticism is fine.

Misquoting is not.

Accountability is fine.

Assigning ugly motives based on assumptions is not.

Disliking a creative choice is fine.

Turning every creative choice you dislike into proof that someone hates women, Black women, women of color, or marginalized people is a much bigger claim. And if you are going to make that claim, you need to be able to back it up with more than vibes, stitched-together quotes, and personal frustration.

People can criticize Noah Wyle. People can criticize the Pitt. People can criticize the writing, the interviews, the representation, the character arcs, the structure of the show, all of it.

But criticize what actually happened. Criticize what was actually said. Criticize the work in front of you.

Do not take what was said, add what you think he meant, mix in every other frustration you have, and then present that as fact.

Because at that point, the conversation is no longer about accountability. It is about narrative building.

And if we are going to have these conversations, especially conversations about misogyny, racism, representation, and bias, then we need to be careful. Those topics are serious. They matter. Which means we should not be careless with them.

So no, my issue is not criticism.

My issue is unfair criticism.

My issue is inaccurate criticism.

My issue is people acting morally superior while holding someone else to a standard they do not even hold themselves to.

You do not have to like Noah. You do not have to defend him. You do not have to agree with me.

But if we are going to talk about what he said and what he did, then let’s talk about what he actually said and actually did.

#noah wyle #the pitt #i am so done with a lot of people's mess #block me if you're incapable of fair and unbiased criticism #i 100% welcome criticism of noah but it should be based in facts and not opinions #hbo max #hbo max the pitt #dr robby #dr jack abott #the pitt hbo #the pitt hbo max

tresleches333

mrs magic

summary: single dad!robby hires a nanny after adopting baby jane doe.

contains: black!fem!reader, but anyone can read. feminine!reader. nanny!reader. age gap between reader and robby. yearning. 18+ fantasies about smut. robby lowkey being an old perverted man.

after that dreadful fourth of july shift, robby made the biggest decision of his life; fostering baby jane doe. he also made the decision to extend his sabbatical, and it wasn't filled with traveling across the country, instead he was taking care of a little baby girl. then robby got rid of that death machine called a motorcycle, and bought a suv, the kind a family man would own.

ilyrafe

this pitt doesn’t exist to cater to YOU.

yeah. the show is not meant to make YOU feel seen and represented, unless you’re in the healthcare field and is burnt out, hopeless, depressed and suicidal like dr. robby or dr. abbot, or nurse dana, even.

the pitt has always been about dr. robby’s mental health journey to healing and the show is merely an invite for us, non healthcare workers, to understand better what it’s like to be a doctor or nurse in the united states of america, through the lenses of a very mentally unstable doctor.

i am genuinely shocked to see the lack of reading comprehension from some of you. you’re attacking the actors/crew for not doing what you want???? this is so embarrassing, acting like you know them personally. acting like they owe you anything. they don’t!

this show is not about shippers, get over yourselves. it’s not about what you want it to be. the pitt has a target audience and... it’s not you. that doesn’t stop you from enjoying the show, obviously, but you’re not the audience they want to please and impress.

dOeS nOaH wYlE eXpEcT mE tO wAtCh fIvE sEa-

babe, he doesn’t care about you, he doesn’t know you, he cares about healthcare workers, he has been an advocate for over thirty years. he has always used his fame and influence to shine a light on the fact that doctors, nurses, patients, are all victims of a terrible government who sees illnesses as dollar signs.

sagrising92

I agree with about 97% of your post, truly. The one part that made my face go “hmm” was the beginning section about representation.

I do think representation matters in mainstream media. It matters in TV, movies, books, advertising, and really any media we consume on a regular basis. It matters because the world we live in should be reflected in the stories being told.

One criticism of The Pitt that I have agreed with is that from season 1 to season 2, there seemed to be a noticeable decrease in representation, especially when it comes to Black women.

I am not saying the cast needs to be 50% POC or that every show has to check every possible identity box. That is not my argument. My argument is that if one of the biggest selling points of the show is realism, especially realism about the day to day life of an emergency room, then the people in that emergency room should also reflect real society.

Society is not one ethnicity, one race, one gender, one body type, one sexuality, one background, or one kind of person. A realistic hospital setting should reflect that variety too, not just in the patients, but in the staff, the leadership, the social workers, the nurses, the doctors, and everyone else moving through that space.

Speaking personally as a Black woman in America, it was disheartening to look at the Black female medical professionals we had in season 1 and then compare that to what seemed visible in season 2.

In season 1, we had Dr. Collins, Kiara the social worker, Gloria, Dr. Ellis, Nurse Bridget, and paramedics like Ziegler and Crow. That is not even including patients. I am only talking about medical professionals within the world of the hospital and emergency response.

From what I remember seeing in season 2, and from what I checked afterward, the only Black women from that group who seemed to carry over visibly were Dr. Ellis and Paramedic Crow. So no, it is not that Black women were completely absent. I want to be accurate about that.

But there is still a noticeable difference between having several Black female medical professionals visible in the world of season 1 and then having that number and visibility reduced in season 2.

I understand that part of realism in healthcare is that not everybody works the same shift every day. People rotate. People transfer. People go on vacation. People are not always in the same place at the same time. I get that.

But still, it was hard not to notice that the presence of Black women, especially in professional roles, felt reduced. And when a show is praised for realism, that kind of reduction stands out.

And yes, someone could say, “But there are still women of color.” And that is true. But Black women are not interchangeable with the broader category of women of color. Anti-Blackness exists, including within POC communities, so Black representation specifically still matters. I do not want to derail this into a separate conversation about that, but I do think it is important to name.

To be clear, I do not agree with every criticism people have made of the show or the fandom. I do not agree with people jumping straight to calling specific people racist, misogynistic, narcissistic, or saying they hate women based on assumptions. I think a lot of those takes go too far.

But do I understand why people have raised concerns about representation and inclusivity? Yes, absolutely.

I also do not think this was necessarily intentional in the sense that anyone sat down in a meeting and said, “Let’s reduce the presence of Black women.” I do not believe that. But I do think unconscious bias can show up in creative decisions. And when the end result is that the visible presence of Black women is reduced from one season to the next, that is something worth questioning.

And before anyone says it, yes, I recognize that Black representation was not completely absent in season 2. Donnie had professional growth, Louie went from having a smaller role in season 1 to becoming a much more central part of season 2, and Cruz was introduced as a Black doctor. I am not ignoring any of that.

But that is also why I am being specific. My criticism is not that there were no Black characters at all. My criticism is about the noticeable reduction in Black women specifically.

Black men being present does not erase the reduced presence of Black women. A Black male character getting more development does not replace the Black women who were no longer as visible in the world of the show. Those are related conversations, but they are not interchangeable ones.

And that is where the issue becomes frustrating. It felt like a give and take. Yes, we gained or expanded some Black representation in certain areas, but the Black women who helped make the world of season 1 feel fuller and more reflective of reality were not carried over with the same level of visibility.

So again, I am not saying the show had no Black representation. I am saying the show’s Black woman representation took a noticeable hit, and I think viewers are allowed to notice that without being accused of asking the show to cater to them.

Representation is not separate from realism. Representation is part of realism.

Also, I want to be very clear that this is not a personal attack against you or me saying that I think you are anti-Black, racist, or that you do not care about representation. You have not said anything that would make me jump to that conclusion, and that is not what I am trying to imply here.

My concern is more about how that part of your post could be taken by other people who already believe representation does not matter. I would hate for someone to read that and use it as “proof” that conversations about representation are unnecessary, because I do think those conversations are necessary.

I do not think you were saying representation is unimportant. I think you were talking more about the fandom infighting, the constant discourse, and the way people have been projecting a lot onto the show and the people involved since episode one. And honestly, I think a lot of us are tired of that too.

So this is not coming from a place of hostility. It is coming from a place of wanting to add nuance to a conversation that I think is important. I agree with most of what you said. I just felt like this specific piece about representation needed to be expanded on, because representation does matter, and I do not want that point to get lost.

#the pitt #noah wyle #hbo max #dr robby #shawn hatosy

schrodingersregret

Hey, so let’s be mindful of stereotypes and the way we talk about actors that are part of historically persecuted groups when criticizing them and their behavior.

An actor being part of a minority group does not make them exempt from saying bigoted things. Also, an actor saying bigoted things is not an excuse for you to be a bigot towards them. Both things are true and it should not be that hard to understand.

Wyle saying something biased is not and will never be an excuse for you to make the decision to be antisemitic. Calling a Jewish man power hungry is disgusting when there is practically zero evidence to support that.

He has done so much great work for healthcare workers. He has gone to Capitol Hill twice now to push for their rights. He has been an advocate for mental health for a while, and he is doing incredible work with The Pitt bringing awareness of mental health matters, the abuse of healthcare workers, and so many other problems going on in this country right now.

It is not an attack on him to say he is coming across as misogynistic with the way he talks at times. It is also not discounting the incredible things he has done. It is also not an excuse for you to use that to be an antisemitic dick and use stereotypical language to describe your views on Wyle.

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A Great Soul Never Dies (chapter ten)

michael 'robby' robinavitch x adamson!reader

w.c: 2.3k

summary: reconciliation, labels, i love you's and a dinner alone together

a/n: sometimes im maybe good sometimes im maybe shit. they sound like teenagers fucking talking it's a little embarrassing. BUT i will defend my honor here and say that although there was compromise it was due to the power of love that they can't stay away from each other. trauma bonded for life. also i only have two more chapters planned so this series is winding down. thank you and enjoy :)

tags: mentions of suicidal ideation!!!

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Robby can't sleep. He sits on the couch in the dark as his mind races. The hotel's channel service plays on the television as his only light source. He rubs his hands over his face as he thinks about you. He was so sure something was wrong and he took the letter at surface value.

Now, you could be anywhere, doing god knows what. He tried looking for you around the hotel. Walking the dark path to the pool and around the bar and even checked Crystal's bungalow but everything was closed. He returned to the bungalow feeling helpless. A particular looming feeling of dread burrows in his heart.

He goes into your room and looks into your suitcase to see Monty's urn. He sits beside it your luggage and he sighs, "Let her come back safe." He sniffles, "Please."

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if anyone could spare absolutely anything, i’d be beyond grateful. i understand that the world is fucked & we are all struggling out here, so if you can’t, reblogging this post will also help a ton. thank y’all sooooooo much in advance. 🫶🏻🤍

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sammy-bryant

girltalk

May will be filled with joy.

May will be filled with love.

May will be filled with trust.

May will be filled with peace.

May will be filled with clarity.

May will be filled with miracles.

May will be filled with blessings.

theetherealbloom

ALL FOR SOMETHING - CH.32

Chapter Thirty-Two: Broke Your Heart, I'll Put It Back Together

Summary: It’s Dr. Michael “Robby” Robinavitch’s last shift before a three-month sabbatical, and the Emergency Department is already bracing for endless commotion. So are you. After years of loving him quietly and surviving louder things, you’ve finally started choosing yourself — therapy, healing, and a life beyond the Pitt. With job offers in New York and nothing tying you down but habit, leaving no longer feels impossible.

What happens when the person who always stayed… stops staying?

Pairing: Dr. Michael “Robby” Robinavitch x FilipinaNurseFem!Reader

Warnings: 18+ Unrequited Love, Second-Chance, ANGST, Friends-to-Lovers, Slow Burn Romance, She falls first, but He falls harder, Yearning, Delayed Hurt to Comfort, Depression, PTSD, Flashbacks, Medical Inaccuracies, Suicidal Ideation, Anxiety, Age-Gap (Robby is in his 50s, what did you think?), Insecurities, Longing, PittFest, Blood, Needles, Death of a patient, Reader has a nickname (Ducky), Gossip, Passive Aggressiveness, Sassy!Robby, Sad!Robby, Dark Humor, Jokes about unaliving (its unserious I swear), Medicated!Reader, Hospitals, EMTs, Lots of medical jargon, Miscommunication, Flirting, Slight Jealousy, Teasing, Awkward Flirting, Scratching, Grief, Crying, Reader has Allergies, Gun, Reader can sing, Reader has hair to pull back and away from her face, Abandoned Baby, Freak Accidents, Bruising

Word Count: 12.7k

A/N: Lots of italics in this one… uhhhh and uhhhh a lot of implied love here, but they don’t actually say those three words… yet.

Side note: Gif in the moodboard from @/Pinterest. I’m not a doctor or a nurse. I’m dyslexic, and English isn’t my first language! So I apologize in advance for the spelling and/or grammatical errors. As always, reblogs, comments, and likes are appreciated. Thank you and happy reading!

Songs: Pahina by Cup of Joe, How You Get The Girl by Taylor Swift, and I Love You, I’m Sorry by Gracie Abrams

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4 MONTHS LATER…

CRUISE SHIP — DAY

The sea does something strange to grief. It doesn’t erase it or cure it. But it loosens its grip enough for a man to hear himself think again. And for the first time in years, Michael Robinavitch lets silence exist without trying to outrun it.

He takes Jack’s advice, actually takes it. Not the spirit quest or the endless highway.

A cruise. A ridiculous, almost embarrassing cruise Jack had half-joked about in Trauma One. He can still hear Jack Abbot saying it—Go on a cruise, man.

Somehow—he did. The first week, he hates it, all the floating buffets and retirees line dancing at sunset, the aggressively cheerful steel drum music. He feels like a man haunting a vacation brochure.

But then, eventually, something changes. Maybe it was the salt air or the mornings he drinks coffee on the deck before dawn, wrapped in a windbreaker, watching the horizon bleed pink. The long, anonymous miles of ocean where nobody needs anything from him.

No trauma calls or overhead pages. No alarms and no dying. Only water, the sky, and breathing.

He starts sleeping, albeit at first in pieces. Then in real hours. He starts meeting with a therapist over Zoom from the ship’s wifi, awkwardly balanced in a tiny cabin while the ocean rolls outside the porthole.

At first, he treats it like a consult, detached and clinical. Then one day, he says too much, and doesn’t die from saying it. So he keeps talking about his mother, the abandonment, the dead, the guilt that clings to survival.

About how being needed became indistinguishable from being alive. Eventually, as time goes, he begins to talk about you. He doesn’t say your name at first. Then he does, and once he starts—he can’t seem to stop.

He writes in the journal every day because he promised you. At first, it was only scraps. Room numbers. Coordinates. Bad drawings of ports. Finally, it all bleeds out, his thoughts, and confessions. Things he never says aloud. He tapes postcards inside, and buys you souvenirs at every stop.

So far, he has a pile of trinkets accumulated for you. A pressed flower bookmark in Lisbon. Sea glass earrings from Santorini. A tiny painted saint medal in Naples—ridiculous fridge magnets. A fountain pen in Marseille because you once complained hospital pens were instruments of torture.

He buys things with your laugh in mind, with your hands in mind, and with imagined futures in mind; he still does not trust himself to name. And when he finishes the last page—truly finishes—months later in a small cabin while rain needles the window—he remembers.

Your voice.

If you finish all the pages, there’s something for you at the end.

His pulse stutters. At the back sleeve—taped carefully—there’s a letter. His fingers begin to shake as he unfolds it, and your handwriting, immediate as touch.

He reads:

If you’re reading this, you kept your promise. Now keep one more.

Check the false bottom of the box.

He freezes.

The box, the one you made him swear to keep. The one still tucked in his bag this whole time. Because he kept his word, and you made him do so. He pulls it out, turns it over. Studies it, and there—almost invisible—a seam. A hidden panel. His breath catches as he pries it loose, and beneath it is another journal.

Yours, more worn and lived in. It’s recent, and incredibly personal. For a long moment, he only stares in such a way that touching it may alter reality. He opens it, and everything changes.

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A Great Soul Never Dies (chapter eight)

michael 'robby' robinavitch x adamson!reader

summary: robby reads your suicide note and makes it his personal mission to give you the will to live again. little does he know, that by just being there is enough for you. you think your dad still sucks.

wc: 3.0k

warnings: loss of a patient

a/n: man, reader will not shut up abt being mad at her dad. (says the bitch that's writing it over and over again.) guys i promise there is a purpose to it! it will be worth it. enjoy!

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Robby reads the letter over and over. Waves of heat wash over him as he takes in every word. You sounded exhausted. Defeated in every line. A resignation from life. He blinks back his tears not to get any on the paper. Toward the bottom of the page was his name but he couldn't bring himself to read the paragraph again, not after the first time. He thinks about what he should do. You were in a much more fragile state than he thought.

He hears the shower water cut off and quickly folds up the letter putting it back in your suitcase along with your father's urn. He sets your dirty clothes on top to make it look undisturbed once again. He sits on the bed as you come out of the bathroom, water droplets still on your skin, and a towel wrapped around your body.

"I was thinking we leave the hotel for dinner. Maybe go into town or down by the beach for something." You walk over to your suitcase to look for something to wear.

theetherealbloom

ALL FOR SOMETHING - CH.31

Chapter Thirty-One: All Love Must Leave, Oh, But Search For It I Will

What happens when the person who always stayed… stops staying?

Pairing: Dr. Michael “Robby” Robinavitch x FilipinaNurseFem!Reader

Word Count: 14.3k

A/N: Did I lowkey wait for Noah Kahan to drop the album? Yes. Also, did my University take away a lot of my writing time? Also, yes. Welcome to the last episode of Season 2 of the Pitt!!

Side note: Gif in the moodboard from @/abstractedrobby. I’m not a doctor or a nurse. I’m dyslexic, and English isn’t my first language! So I apologize in advance for the spelling and/or grammatical errors. As always, reblogs, comments, and likes are appreciated. Thank you and happy reading!

Songs: Staying Still by Noah Kahan, Strangers by Ethel Cain, Thousand by Rosie Carney, Lisa Hannigan, Fine Line by Harry Styles, and Free Now by Gracie Abrams

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9:00 P.M.

PTMC, EMERGENCY DEPARTMENT — NIGHT

Robby stands beside Al-Hashimi, one hand braced on the counter of the workstation on wheels as he leans in slightly, reading through her chart.

There’s something different in his posture here—less sharp than earlier, but not softer either. Concern buried under function.

“Baran… is this you?” he asks, eyes flicking up to meet hers.

Al-Hashimi doesn’t look away.

“It began after a bad case of viral meningitis when I was five,” she says evenly. “They tried every anti-seizure medication, but I still had episodes every few months or so.” A small pause. “No one’s ever noticed before. They just think I’m thoughtful.”

Robby exhales quietly through his nose, processing. “Are you driving?”

“I couldn’t,” she answers. “Not until I had laser ablation to my left temporal lobe twelve years ago.” Her voice stays clinical and practiced. “Between that and the Keppra, I’ve been seizure-free. Neurology cleared me. Driving, practicing—everything.”

He nods once, eyes scanning the screen again. “How long between the seizure you had today and the last one?”

“It’s been well over a year.” She hesitates slightly. “But I had two today.” Her gaze drops for a fraction of a second before she steadies it again.

“I don’t know why. It could be sleep deprivation. Stress from the new job.” A breath. “I haven’t had to deal with Peds cases since Afghanistan.”

Robby’s jaw tightens almost imperceptibly. He knows what that means.

“What are your options now?” he asks.

Al-Hashimi shifts her weight, folding her arms loosely. “Up my Keppra,” she says. “Or try one of the newer anti-seizure medications.”

“And if that doesn’t work…” She swallows. “Temporal lobectomy. Which could impair my speech. Or a neuromodulation device. It can sense and stop the seizures almost immediately.”

Robby nods slowly, “You need to disclose this.” There’s no accusation in it, only fact and responsibility.

“I know,” she replies. “I have a plan.”

The door cracks open behind them.

“Hey, Robby.” Olive steps in, slightly out of breath from moving too fast through the department. “Ducky and Dana are looking for you. They’re in Peds.”

Robby straightens slightly at the mention of you, already shifting gears again. “Yeah. Okay,” he says. “I’ll be right there.”

Al-Hashimi gives a small nod, already stepping back. “Sounds like you’re needed in Peds,” she says. “And I have patients to see.”

There are no lingering or extra words. She exits through the opposite door, disappearing back into the rhythm of the department.

For a second, Robby stands there alone. Between rooms, between responsibilities. Between everything he just heard— and everything still waiting for him.

Another voice cuts in before he can follow the thought any further. “Robby—” Vivi pokes her head through the doorway, urgency already in her tone. “Pregnant woman with severe headache on her way in by ambulance.”

He doesn’t miss a beat, “Find Abbot or one of the night shift residents.”

By the time he turns back, Al-Hashimi is already gone. The conversation unfinished. Filed away, another thing added to the list of things he’s carrying, whether he wants to or not. He rubs a hand over his face, then he moves out of Central 8. Toward Peds… toward you.

mrsicy

im a young ho, you won’t catch me on here complaining about ‘x black!reader’ smut… GIVE ME THAT SHIT AND THEN SOME

porchlightfairy

A Great Soul Never Dies (chapter seven)

michael 'robby' robinavitch x reader

summary: you and robby take your relationship to the next level. whatever level that is about having sex often, reminiscing, and unearthing a few of your skeletons in the closet.

wc: 3.8k

warnings: smut! (finally) p in v, no condom use, blowjob, cunnilingus,

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The night ends and the two of you bid farewell to Crystal and Hank at the table before leaving the restaurant hand and hand. The tension is building between the two of you. His grip on your hand is strong, he doesn't want to let go. You were avoiding his intense gaze leading him away from the restaurant. As you walk down the path towards the bungalows, Robby pulls you back and kisses you with fervor. You moan against his lips as you feel his hands move down your back. You grab his arms and pulls away biting your lip, "You are insatiable." You whisper, "We're not even half way there."

"You're finally giving me the time of day." He licks his lips, "Is it so bad to indulge in it?"

You roll your eyes, "Keep walking Robinavitch."

You slip out of his grasp and continue down the road. He follows after you quickly. When he catches up, he hooks his arm around your waist to be on pace with you. You shoot him a warning glare. "I'll be patient."

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I just have to get this out of my head:

I was listening to a podcast where they talk about blind items, and one of them was supposedly about Noah Wyle. It said that he’s “not liked” and that’s why none of the main Pitt cast was at his star ceremony thing.

I know that blind items are bogus more often than not, and I don’t even know why I care, I don’t know him, for all I know he could be an asshole, the cast could feel some type of way. Idk, I just had to get this out. Sorry for bothering you.

This feels like bait and I wasn't going to answer, but I haven't done one of my long posts in a while, and I want to spread some positivity, so here we go!

I don't know the guy personally, but here's what I have actual sources for or saw firsthand. Lots of screencaps and links below the cut:

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