porchlightfairy

Disclosing your second gender was something you could do at your own discretion as healthcare workers. Some were candid with their gender to offer transparency for patients and staff, putting stickers of their gender symbol on their badges. Others wore it like a badge of honor like Robby. Although he was an omega he was unashamed while holding a position of authority. And there were some people you could easily guess what they were; Abbot was 1000% an alpha.

People had you pegged as an beta or an omega and you just never corrected them. When you first presented, your smell was so potent it was perceived as a stink than a pleasant scent. Your body changed and you became undesirable. To compensate for your new identity, you were put on alpha suppressants to reduce your rut cycle and sex-drive. Your scent went a heavy reek to a vagueness. Before long everyone simply assumed you presented as a whatever helped you in the moment. You've never successfully gone through a rut nor had sex in general.

You had come to terms that you'd never be picked as a mate. You were a weak woman presenting alpha. Between a man like Abbot and you; you would not be picked. He fit the dictionary definition of alpha. Strong-willed, assertive, stern, and authoritative. You could only dream of being like him. Or just being confident with your identity like Robby.

"Hey, why don't you jump in on this one." Robby beckons you to the EMT's gurney as they push an elderly man into South 20. You help with the team lift and begin assessing the patient.

As you walk around the patient, reading vitals and listening to his breath sounds. Robby catches wafts of a calming smell. He scans the room with his nose as he traces the scent. He's never smelled it before it was refreshing. Eucalyptus, earl grey tea, and… something else. He couldn't make it out but it was hard to resist.

Nobody mentions the smell as you continue to work. The patient was experiencing a heart attack. You put in a catheter into his chest to remove the block so he is stable. When his heart returns to sinus rhythm. Robby tries to find the source. It's between you and the patient. You stand beside the bed while you explain the next course of action where he smells it the strongest.

After you're done explaining, you notice Robby's grimace, "I… believe that's everything… right?"

"Uh huh," He snaps out of it, "Let's go with the enoxeparin instead of heparin."

"Are you sure?" You tilt your head. Robby is hit with another wave of the scent.

"Yes. No history of a MI. We don't have to monitor so closely especially with the beta-blockers in his system to reduce stress to the muscle." He clears his throat, "Does anyone smell that?"

"Yeah, it's strong. Could be the patient." A nurse suggests.

Your heart sinks. You purse your lips and feel your ears burn with embarrassment. "Excuse me," You slip out of the room quickly.

You rush to the lockers and open your phone to your calendar."Shit." You panic to open your locker and grab your suppressants from your bag. You forgot to take them and your rut had started. You quickly take two pills and pull some scent blotting papers to dab your scent glands.

In your panic, you don't notice Robby coming up behind you. He followed your scent to the lockers and witnessed it fade into the background of the usual smells of blood and ammonia of the ED. "Everything okay?" He asks.

You jump, slamming your locker door closed, "Everything is fine. Just a little scent incident."

"So it was you in there." He smiles.

"Yeah, sorry. It won't happen again." You assure, "I just forgot my medicine this morning."

"What do you take?" He asks, "If you don't mind me asking."

Oh, no. If you tell the truth he'll know it's an alpha cycle medication. Betas don't usually need to take medicine. You couldn't lie, he'd know no matter what.

"You don't have to tell me if you don't want to." He says, "I just wanted to make sure everything was okay."

"Uhm… it's fine it's just a little taboo." You rub your neck, "I'm not a beta like people think."

"Oh."

"Or an omega." You look to the floor.

"Oh! You're an—"

"An alpha, yeah." You purse your lips, "I would prefer it if nobody else knew. If that's okay?"

You were so meek. Robby couldn't fully wrap his head around the idea that you were an alpha. He wanted to press for more but you looked uncomfortable so he didn't ask any questions. "That's a promise. It could have been a number of things in that room that could have caused it. Just a passing smell. No big deal."

"Thank you, Dr. Robby." You bow and walk past him to the hub. He watches you go and barely gets traces of your scent. Back to being vague and unassuming like you always were.

-

"Seriously? Her? An alpha?" Abbot stands in his shared apartment with Robby as he cooks dinner.

"She told me. And her scent— oh my god— it was so pronounced. It overpowered everyone's in the room quickly. Then she questioned my orders and I felt… aroused," Robby shudders, "I genuinely started to slick."

"What did she smell like?" Abbot asks now invested.

"Tea leaves and Eucalyptus tress. It wasn't overwhelming either… I mean it was, but like a wave of calm. Like I was in a hot spring." Robby sighs, "I wish I hadn't said anything so I could have indulged a bit more. She took her suppressants right away and wiped her glands until the scent was gone."

"That good huh," Abbot clears his throat. "Trying to make me jealous?"

"C'mon, don't be like that." Robby comes up behind Abbot and kisses his shoulder, "You'll get a chance to smell her tomorrow night. Too bad you won't feel all the effects."

"If this is you suggesting I get off the supplements again, it's not gonna happen." Abbot removes Robby's hands from his waist. "They keep them out of my way."

"You mean the alphas." Robby leans back against the counter.

"Whoever." He sighs, "It keeps people in line."

"But notice how I can do without them."

"You take suppressants. Same difference." Abbot clicks his tongue.

"But don't you hate waiting until the weekend to be what you truly are." Robby gets behind Abbot again. He kisses his neck, "The little omega you are."

"Shut up," Abbot playfully swats him away, "Dinner's ready."

Robby turns his face in his hands, "I love you no matter what you front as. All I'm saying is, you're going to really wish you weren't on it when you smell her."

Abbot kisses him roughly, "I think that assures me that I won't."

-

You found it a little strange when Abbot personally took your cases during hand-offs. He watched over your shoulder as you went through a patients chart. You feel this frustrating, nagging headache as he stands beside you. You wanted to bite his head off for standing so close. You weren't sure if he was trying to assert his dominance or it was just his natural virility. You clench your fist as you try to remain calm.

Abbot can only get hints of what Robby had described. He notices your agitation and backs off of you. You straighten up and walk back to the hub. As he walks behind you, he notices a scent patch peeking just under your collar. "Do you need to replenish that?" He asks.

You slap your hand over your neck, "Oh, I'm so sorry, do I stink?" You hand him your tablet and quickly rush to the neutral bathroom.

Stink. You say it like it's disgusting but that's not how Robby described it. Abbot waits a foot from the door. For a moment, he catches the smell of brewing tea and something sweet. His mouth begins to water but that is the extent of physical reactions. The sweet scent was delicious, it made him hungry but before he could guess what it was, it was gone.

You come out of the bathroom a little embarrassed. "When they say 12 hours you kinda hope it works for that long." You laugh awkwardly.

Abbot nods in agreement although never needing a scent patch. You purse your lips, "Well, that's the last of my patients." You both walk to the hub. Robby notices Abbot tailing you and chuckles to himself.

"Finished charting?" Robby asks.

"No, I was going to hide in West to finish." You smile.

"Okay," He dismisses you. As you walk away, he smiles at Abbot.

Abbot huffs and stands at computer. Robby slides up beside him, "Did you catch a whiff?"

"Maybe." Abbot can't fight the smile growing on his face. He thinks back to your sweet scent.

"Good, right. No wonder she hides it. It's sickeningly sweet." Robby licks his lips.

"She said it stinks." Abbot says.

"For a such a sex-positive world we live in, I'm surprised alpha women aren't sought after."

"They aren't because they can't get pregnant. You're doctors, you should know this." Dana says, not looking at them, "Discussing a patient, I hope."

"Yes, a patient." Abbot says.

"Most women are omegas and betas. With the double x, the alpha gene is recessive. So there's negative stereotypes with them. Aggressive and hyper-sexual, hyper-masculine; traits in males that people don't particularly enjoy to see in women. And because they're female they have a tendency to carry a sweeter smell."

"Sickeningly sweet." Robby repeats.

"It's not universally liked. They're practically muzzled, on such heavy suppressants when they first present, they turn into the lesser genders." Dana explains. "They are simply at a disadvantage compared to alpha men. But I mean, there's many other components to take into consideration, sexual identity, primary gender identity, and such. What room?"

"Uh, she was seen in triage but left." Robby lies.

"A shame," She turns on her heel, "You know, Robby, I always thought you'd look good with an alpha woman."

Robby chuckles, "Really? I think Abbot could too."

"Alpha on alpha. Talk about taboo." She chuckles.

"Yeah, so taboo." He licks his lips. Abbot elbows him in his side.

"Shouldn't you be getting out of here?" He shoots him a glare.

"In a bit. I have to make sure my students are all right before I go. All of my students." He walks away.

-

"How high is your dose of suppressants?" Robby asks.

It's another day, the two of you sit at the hub as you do some charting before taking on another patient. Your eyes switch from side to side and look at him confused. "Me?"

"Yeah. You are basically odorless. Like less than a beta, it's incredible." He leans closer.

"Um… 40 milligrams a day…"

Robby gapes at the number, "40 a day… That is a little high."

"Two pills a day. One in the morning then again at night. I was actually thinking of going up to 50 after my accident last week. It shouldn't have been so strong." You continue to type.

"It wasn't a hindrance. It's not a hindrance." He emphasizes.

"But it could be. It's a distraction."

"If it's a distraction then all alphas here would be on that dosage too. But they're not."

"Why do you care so much?" You stop typing.

"I just worry that, your constant worry of being perceived is a call for concern."

"I'm fine."

"Do you know what you smell like?" He crosses his arms on the desk.

You brows knit together as you think. You… don't know what you smell like. You didn't recognize the scent in that room until Robby pointed it out to you that day. Nobody knew what you truly smelled like to describe it back to you. You had no idea.

He sighs, "I'm not trying to make you feel bad. It's your decision to tell people your second gender. But as you know, this is a safe place to do so. It's whatever you want."

He gives you a reassuring smile before walking away. You grow conscious of the scent patch on your neck. You rub over it gently before going to take another patient.

You think about what he said for the rest of shift. You never thought about decreasing your prescription. It only got higher as you got older. You never had the confidence to.

"Something on your mind, honey?" Dana notices your distant stare.

"Do you know any female alphas in the hospital?" You lean forward.

"A few." She glances at you, "Why?"

"How do people react to them?"

"I don't know, I'm not in the departments their in." She tilts her head, "Unless…"

You look to the floor then back up, "I never felt comfortable telling people. I'm basically unscented for that reason."

"It's okay." She touches your back, "You could ease into it. Just a suggestion, but if you're already on a high suppressant you could do away with the scent patches."

"Would that be okay?" You touch the sticker.

"Listen, we all appreciate when an alpha goes the extra mile but you only need one or the other unless you're in a rut." She gives you a kind back before leaving you be.

You go to the bathroom and look at yourself in the mirror. You were already stressing at the idea of taking of the scent bandage. You pace from the stalls to the sink and chew your inner cheek. You shake your hands in a panic before fleeing. You turn a corner and run into Robby.

"Whoa, where's the fire?" He grabs your arms holding your steady.

"Um, no where, I just need some air I think."

"Are you okay?"

Tears well up in your eyes as you panic. He rubs your shoulders and leads you out to the ambulance bay. The two of you sit on the concrete bench as you try to suck in some air. You wipe away your tears, feeling embarrassed. "I'm sorry."

"It's fine. Are you okay?" He asks again.

"I've never been without my medication nor a scent patch. I don't know what a smell like. I've never experienced a proper rut. I don't know why I'm like this." You confess with your tears, "I presented late and then no mater how high they went I couldn't change. My stink repels people. I am stuck being this monster."

"Hey, there's nothing wrong being the way you are. It can be tough being the outlier." Robby sighs, "I'm not really the one you want to have this conversation with."

"Why not?" You sniffle.

"Because I know someone better." He holds your shoulder, "I'll just say this, making a big change like this is hard. You've lived your whole life thinking something is wrong with you when it's not. There a plenty of female alphas that live their lives happily as they are."

"But I feel like it's too late for me."

"Too late?!" He chuckles, "You're still young, smart, beautiful, and… I don't think your scent is too strong but that's just my opinion."

You smile bashfully, "Thank you, Robby."

"But I think you should talk to Abbot."

"Abbot? But he's like the epitome of alpha male." You scoff.

Robby simply shrugs, "I think he could give some good advice."

Later in the night, when Abbot is on shift, you approach him, "Um, Dr. Abbot? Do you have a moment?"

"I can spare a couple for you." He smiles. The two of you go outside to talk, "Robby told me a little bit about your situation."

"Yeah…He said you have experience?" You shuffle your feet awkwardly.

Abbot scoffs, "In the opposite direction."

You narrow your eyes then realize. You look around to see if anybody is around to hear then you lean in, "You're an… omega?"

"Mhm." He nods.

"I had no idea, you hide it so well." You stare in awe.

"In the military, omegas are put on supplements to become unaffected by alpha pheromones. I'm still on it." He explains, "I take time off for my heat and people assume its for my mate's heat."

"I see." You nod, "It must be easy when you aren't affected."

"I'd say the same for you. Robby told me your prescription dose. You a virtually a different gender."

"One's supplements are another's suppressants," you laugh. "So why do you still take them?"

"I like to think it's because it keeps people from bothering me." He sighs, "But my therapist says it's because I feel like I am still where I was 20 years ago. I used to take them even when I wasn't working. Now, I don't take them on the weekends."

"Mm, now I understand why Robby wanted you to talk to me." You lower your head, "I'm a little scared to be off of them."

"Just take it one step at a time. It's hard at first. Do you have anyone at home to help you?"

You shake your head, "It's just me."

"Here, we'll do it right now."

"Right now?" You look at him surprised.

"Mhm, take off your patch." He says, "Your scent is already dulled from your meds." He comes up behind you and lowers your back collar, "May I?"

You suck in a breath, "Sure…"

You feel his fingers on your skin. He grabs one edge, "Ready?"

You nod. Gently, he peels the patch off and slowly your scent emanates from the gland. The tea leaves and traces of eucalyptus is there but there's that sweet smell again. Subconsciously, Abbot leans closer and inhales through his nose.

"Abbot?"

"Cookies…" He licks his lips as he pulls away.

"What?" You turn to face him confused

"You smell like tea and cookies." He smiles. A smile grows on your face as well.

"Thank you." You says.

"See, you don't stink. You smell delicious." He teases. "Why don't you head inside and see how much other's will enjoy your smell."

Your heart skips a beat at the compliment. "Thanks again Abbot. I hope one day, I could know what you smell like." You walk inside with a little more newfound confidence.

As you enter the ED, everyone perks up to the fresh new smell hitting their nose. Robby recognizes it immediately as the one he's been yearning to smell again. He smiles when he see you walk in and grab your bag.

Dana stands next to you with a knowing smile, "See hun, nobody minds. You smell wonderful."

"Thank you. I'll see everyone later." You say as you walk out of the ED.

-

A month after you had told your secret, you spoke with your primary doctor and reduced your suppressant dose. You gradually went from 40 to 25 milligrams. There was a certain clarity to being seen as an alpha now. Omegas seems to actually warm up to you and be calm under your presence. Especially Robby. No matter how frustrated he was with the day. As soon as he was on a case with you, all his worries seemed to melt away.

One day, while you two are working, you suddenly are having a hard time breathing. Your skin is heating up all over and your upper canines were hurting. As you are presenting to him, you subconsciously hold your nose.

He chuckles, "Do I smell bad?"

"No, I'm sorry. I don't know what's the matter with me." You move your hand and his smell strikes you again. He smelled like coffee grounds and cinnamon sugar like a sweet roll.

"You've never experienced your rut properly right? It could be that." He suggests. "Omega scents are affecting you."

You lick your lips, "Deeply." You were losing control of yourself . The urge to nuzzle into Robby's neck was growing. The idea of dragging your teeth along his glands to find the sweet spot. Robby chuckles, snapping you out of your thoughts.

"You're drooling." He points.

You touch your lips and chin but don't feel any saliva.

"I'm teasing." He chuckles. He takes your chin, "When I first got a hint of your scent I couldn't get enough. How about I take you home and help you take care of it?"

"You'd do that for me?" You grab his wrist and slide your hand down his arm up to his neck. You pull him against your neck. He takes a deep inhale and shudders. You smelled so sweet, he was getting wet between his legs.

"I'd do anything for you," he whimpers. An instinctive confession. Neither of you care if it was real or his hormones talking. "Let me take you home."

Robby gives Dana an excuse of you being sick and him taking you home to get some rest. Your decrease in meds made you feel a little nauseous from all the new smells. Not quite a lie but fewer eyebrows would be raised at the situation.

The longer you two are together the more you two can't resist each other. Your hand moves under his scrub shirt. He bites back a moan as he tries to get his key in the door. His scent is radiating from his scent glands as he drowns in yours. What he would give to bend over in front of the door and present himself to you there and then.

The door swings open, Abbot stands at the door, "Jesus, I can smell how desperate you two are from inside."

"Thank god." Robby ushers you inside. It smells like heaven in their house. Brewing coffee and brown sugar with whiskey and dark chocolate all swirling in the house.

"You two live together…" You pick up a throw pillow and shove your nose into the fabric.

"We do more than that together." Abbot gives Robby a playful pat on the butt.

"You're mates!" You smile, "That's so…"

"Rare?" Robby sets aside the pillow you were holding and nuzzles into your neck, "It's because no pretty alpha has snatched us up."

You whimper, "I… I don't know if I'm adequate enough to be a mate."

"You don't have to be. You can do whatever you want to us. You're in charge." You claw down his back as you feel his nose rubs against your scent gland.

"I've never done it before." You're getting hungry with their smells. Abbot approaches your other side and drags his tongue along your neck. You grip his shirt and growl.

"It's okay, it's been a while since either of us have been with an alpha." He whispers in your ear. "It's almost like fate, don't you think?"

"I don't really care what it is right now. My skin is on fire, and I practically smell you both leaking right now." Your nails drag up and down their bodies.

They lead you to the bedroom. You crawl onto the bed and together they pull down your pants and underwear. Slowly, your cock grows from your slit along with your large knot.

"It's beautiful." Robby mutters. Surely he was soaked through his pants by now. He gently rubs his hand along one side causing it to jump. You throw your head back in ecstasy, "I can't wait any longer." He gets on the bed beside you kissing you roughly.

You reciprocate more aggressively, biting his bottom lip. As you two kiss, Abbot pulls down Robby's pants, "You've soaked through your underwear. You're leaking so bad." Then he takes of his underwear.

Robby hisses as the cool air of his apartment touches his exposed hole. He licks his lips and whimpers in your ear. You drag your hands down his back and back up again. You growl as the smell of his slick lured your throbbing dick.

You pin him to the bed and get between his legs. His breath hitches as he watches your dick leak precum beside his much inferior one. You look at him worriedly and he gives you a reassuring smile. "Go ahead, put it in."

You nod as you grab ahold of your cock and press it into his entrance. Robby throws his head back as he feels you slowly push into him. It was safe to say you much bigger than Abbot.

He grips the bed sheets and arches his back as he feels you fill him up. You can't wait from him to get too comfortable as you keep going until you're knot is flush against his hole.

"Oh my god~" He groans. More slick squirts from his hole as he accommodates your size. "Jack, she's so big. Holy shit," He whines.

You hunch over as you feel him clench around you. You needed to move. You needed to fill him up until his nice and round, full of your pups. You pull out of him until it's just the head inside. Then you thrust back in to the top of the knot.

Robby cries out as you continue to the motion. The wet sounds of him getting rammed fills the room. It sounds like sweet poetry. He was satisfied with being mates with Abbot. They loved each other but as you penetrate him over and over it was clear that something was missing. He needed a true alpha's knot. He needed to be bred.

"I'm gonna cum!" You pant. You've never experienced anything like this. To be inside someone. To have high lust. You didn't care that you were fucking your boss while the other was watching. All you could think about was stuffing your fat knot in this omega.

"Knot me~! Fill me up with your cum. Stuff me full of your pups." Robby babbles.

You slam into him and push your knot past the tight ring of his hole. Robby cums on himself and moans out in ecstasy. He holds your arms as you continue to rut into him. You lean down and drags your teeth along his neck.

"Do it." He pants, "Mark me."

You sink your teeth into the soft tissue causing him to yelp. You pull away and suddenly feel a moment of clarity, "Oh shit. Robby I'm sorry. I like blacked out."

"It's okay. It happens." He smiles, "I've never felt so full like this."

"Y-yeah, my doctor said my knot may be big for a few cycles…" You try to pull out and Robby yelps, "Sorry."

"Look how big and round you are." Abbot crawls onto the bed and rubs Robby's bare stomach, "So full of pups."

"Oh jeez, I- I forgot a condom." You bite your lip nervously.

"It's fine, I am way past the age to be having pups." He chuckles, "Abbot however…"

"Oh no, she'll wear me out trying to put a pup in me." Abbot chuckles.

You laugh and feel your knot shrink to a less restrictive size. You pull out of Robby. He moans as he feels the loss of your knot and cock. Your cums slowly spills out of him.

"I'm gonna go get clean." He gets up from the bed and heads to the bathroom. You and Abbot stay on the bed as he goes.

With Robby away, you can now smell Abbot alone. He smelled like chocolate and aged dark whiskey. You nuzzle into his neck as you rub against his scent glands. He chuckles then turns into a moan as you drag your tongue against that part of his skin. "Already want more?"

"If you'll let me." You whisper. You take a deep inhale as his scent, "I want to put you in your place."

He shudders at your words. He can't help but spread his legs. He whimpers, "Take me~"

"Not like this." You whisper. You turn him to his stomach and push his face into the pillows. He arches his back and presents his hole to you. "Look at that. You were just quietly, getting wet as you watched me."

"Y-yes."

"You liked the way I fucked your mate?" You give his ass a spank.

"Yes!" He yelps.

"Your hole is begging for it now." You press the tip of your cock against his hole then, with the help of his slick, slide in.

You continue to thrust into him and grunt. Abbot moans and pants in desperation. He could feel your knot against his hole. He thrusts back against you as if trying to force your knot in himself. You grip his hips as you thrust. Having already orgasmed, you were close to another.

You kiss the back of Abbot's neck as you sink your knot into his hole. Abbot's eyes roll into the back of his head as he feels your cum fill his womb. You continue to thrust pumping more and more into it overflows out. You bite down on his neck leaving a mark in the nape of his neck.

After you cum, your knot shrinks but you don't move. Abbot turns his head and eyes you. Your grip on his waist is still tight. You pull out then push back in. Abbot groans, "Fuck~"

"You're so tight." You whine, "I just want to keep filling you up."

He pants, "Go ahead."

Since being on his meds, he hasn't been with an alpha. He loved how full you made him feel. He didn't want to go without your cock, he wanted your cum feeling heavy in his stomach.

He cries out as you continue to ram inside him. You thrust your knot in and out of his tight hole. You stay still as you dump more of your cum in his ass.

Robby comes out of bathroom and whines, "Did I miss the show?"

-

A few weeks later, Abbot was having a hard time keeping food down. He chalked it up to food poisoning at first. It wasn't until he kept chasing you. He couldn't stand being too far away. He had this innate desire to slide his hand under your shirt and feel the heat of your skin.

"What is it?" You look at him concerned. He coughs and clears his throat.

"I don't know." He huffs.

"Are you in heat?" You whisper. You lean in and sniff him. You blink and take another sniff.

"No, what is it?" He smells himself.

"Um… have you taken a pregnancy test?" You smile awkwardly.