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AU AND TIMELINES LIST - Updated as more are made
Former Corpsman Langdon AU
Rabbot foster parents AU
The Pitt Omegaverse
Langdon dysautonomia AU
Trans!Langdon endometriosis
Langdon hypermobility
Epileptic Langdon
Trafficked Langdon AU
Roofied plotline
Langdon gets shot
AuDHD Langdon
Langdon has a stalker
Trans Frank Langdon
Abusive Abby Langdon
Demigod Langdon (son of Zeus)
Langdon with disordered eating
Red Hood Frank Langdon AU
Langdon was bitched at rehab
Abby died between seasons
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One of the things Mel tries to do after the fourth is find hobbies. Well, more like one of the things Mel tries to do after multiple talks with Becca and a conversation with her newly acquired therapist was find hobbies.
Thing is, she really had no idea where to start. Itās not like sheĀ doesnātĀ have any hobbies, she.. cross stitches. Sometimes. While watching a movie Becca picked. Itās been a while, man, she doesnāt have a whole lot of time to pick up new things, and hobbies can be expensive.
Sheās spilling her woes and concerns about this one day with Langdon who, being the problem solver he is, suggests one of his longest running hobbies. Gardening.
Now, she doesnāt really have the space to have an actual garden, living in an apartment with Becca, but they settle on the next best thing. He goes with her to some home shop, stands in the outside section. Between his actual knowledge of plants and her pages of frantic research because she doesnāt want to accidentally kill her first, they settle on a few suitable for limited sunlight and medium care.
They also get a shelf, which gets assembled before shopping so they know the space needed, thank you very much.
The plants get named. They also get a bit of whimsy in the forms of cool pots, and now thereās an ongoing thing of Mel sending Langdon pictures of any issue the plants are having and him offering suggestions. Heās glad to be useful, and sheās glad to have things to fuss over as the collection slowly grows, pun only mildly intended.
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This wasn't an ask request but I'm in a mood and having thoughts (omegaverse unrequited alpha!robby/omega!langdon and new omega!langdon/alpha!abbot with langdon having rejection sickness) so heres some hcs in dot point form cus its 1am.
It'd felt like withdrawals, and had behaved the similarly to withdrawals, but he hadn't used. He swore he hadn't. Jack had believed him, of course, and he didnt need to beg for Robby's belief and faith in him, because he'd been gone on his sabbatical for a few weeks already.
Maybe that was the problem after all...
Langdon had psyched himself up and tried so hard to be better for Robby while he was gone. Over those ten months, all he could think about was getting back to his pack alpha, to show him he was still his guy. But Robby had rejected him in an unmistakable way, in such clear words, there was nothing he could misinterpret.
Robby had left on his sabbatical the next day, and Langdon felt like his skin was about to burn off just at the thought of going back into that ER after the shitshow of his first shift back. He tried to make amends, but tensions were still high between him and many others.
It was Shen who suggested it during hand off one morning. Raising the idea of Langdon switching to the night shift, encouraged him to talk to Abbot about it.
Abbot had been on board instantly, shifting things around immediately to get Frank on the night shift as soon as possible. Jack had a playful air around him after that, excited to spend more time with the omega.
At first Langdon thought it was just sleep deprivation of changing schedule so drastically that was causing his tiredness and body aches. He wanted to believe it was just that.
It became clear that it wasn't just the new schedule, when the symptoms became worse and worse over the following weeks. He was smart, he was a doctor, he could tell the signs of rejection sickness from a mile away. But he was also stubborn at times. And the last thing he wanted to admit was that he had wanted Robby to be more than just his pack alpha.
He'd missed his shift. He hadn't even heard his phone ringing endlessly as Abbot, Shen, Lena and even Garcia tried to get in contact with him. He'd been buried in his shitty bare nest in his rundown apartment he was hardly affording, sweating like crazy, curled in on himself, whining for someone to take the pain away.
He thought he was hallucinating, really, when suddenly Abbot was crouched by his bedside, frowning and taking his temperature. Jack's hands were so cool against his skin and the damp kitchen towel was even more refreshing. And god he smelled good...
Jack had picked the lock, Langdon would learn later, a party trick from his time in the army, made efficient with those damn impressive hands of his.
The next time he awoke, there was a hoodie in his hands, his nose buried in the fabric, and a warm body settling in behind him. Those impressive hands had just found their place around Langdon's waist before the omega was twisting and turning, hands still clamped in the hoodie fabric, trying to get to the source of the scent.
Langdon had slept the best he had in ages. The presence of an alpha who wanted him, who broke and entered to get to him, who was here holding him when no one else was, it soothed him.
Frank kept his nose buried in Jack's neck, whining as the pain in his abdomen flared again, ebbing once Jack's hands ran soothing circuits up and down the omega's flank and back. Cooing something to him that Langdon wasn't quite hearing, he was trying and failing not to cry from the overwhelm of it all. Jack's lips would occasionally brush against his hairline or the tip of his ear or the crown of his head and Frank didn't have it in him to think about how it made his heart flutter.
His fever broke the next day. Jack got fluids and food into him, helped him shower, and reassessed him, tentatively confirming his rejection sickness symptoms seemed to already be in remission.
Frank was... shy. To say the least. About everything that had happened between them. The closeness and intimacy, let alone the fact that an alpha was helping an omega through a bout of rejection sickness that was caused by a different alpha. It was unorthodox, typically just treated by addressing the issue with the alpha in question or seeking medical assistance. Frank couldn't help but think about the implications of Jack's actions.
Jack had stayed, called out of work frank had discovered when he had heard jack on the phone to Dana. He'd stayed and taken care of him. Something ached in Langdon's chest.
An order of nesting materials had arrived at Langdon's door, overnight shipping apparently, Jack hadn't liked the barren state of Frank's nest and opted to take it upon himself to provide. Like an alpha would, Frank couldn't help but think.
Abbot had given him space to meticulously organise his nest with the new materials, but Frank had quickly felt the unease at the distance and immediately call the older man into bed with him to lay down and test it out. Jack had praised Frank a lot about how well structured and organised the nest was, Frank couldn't help but preen under the praise.
They'd slept there together that night as well, this time with no fever to act as their excuse. Langdon may be taller than Jack, but he enjoyed how easily Jack's bulky frame protected his back, made him feel safe and shielded. He slept even better that night.
Leaving it here for now, give me your thoughts i might write more <3 askbox open!
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My woke take, as someone who has worked in both a public library and a school library, is that we desperately need both more books that are at a higher reading level but a less mature subject matter, and more books that are at a lower reading level but a more mature subject matter, because 8 year olds who are advanced readers are still 8 year olds and don't want to read about graphic violence and torture, and teens and adults who have learning difficulties or who are just later readers for whatever reason are still teens and adults and don't want to read about Billy the Bunny going to school or whatever the hell.
I'm bored so I'm assigning each major The Pitt character a Noah Kahan song and a lyric from that song, here is the day shift
Robby - The View Between Villages: "It's all washing over me I'm angry again // The things that I've lost here, the people I knew // They got me surrounded for a mile or two // The car's in reverse, I'm grippin' the wheel // I'm back between villages and everything's still."
Collins - You're gonna go far: "So, pack up your car, put a hand on your heart // Say whatever you feel, be wherever you are // We ain't angry at you, love // You're the greatest thing we lost."
Langdon - Godlight: "To know me is to hate me // Is to hate what I've become // It's to watch me as I'm fallin' // From that ladder's last rung // It's to feel bad, like a secret you can't keep in // I'm not the way I was // I'm not the way I was."
Dana - American Cars: "But you're here, and we're so grateful you are // 'Cause you're gonna fix it, you're gonna patch it up // 'Cause honey, we're fragile, you've always been so tough // You know that I miss you, you always come runnin' back // Whenever I ask, whenever I ask."
McKay - Call Your Mom: "Don't let this darkness fool you // All lights turned off can be turned on // I'll drive, I'll drive all night // I'll call your mom // Oh, dear, don't be discouraged // I've been exactly where you are."
Mohan - All Them Horses: "Oh some things live forever, even when they die, oh my // My, my, my, my, my, my // Know I wanna beat it, wanna beat it bad // Oh, everyone looks happy in a photograph // I crossed the county line, I cannot go back // I'm always on my own."
Mel - Dan: "And we're so alone // Most of the time // Most of the time, we don't have anyone // Where do we go, when we die // I wouldn't mind right here // I wouldn't mind at all."
Santos - Carlo's Song: "Did you find what you were looking for? // Some escape from your skin // You know that place you were dreaming of // Where all light comes in // I hope you know I grew my hair out long // And your sister's just fine // I keep burning my bridges down // Just to keep you alive."
Whitaker - Passenger: "'I swallow my doubts away and watch them grow old // Is that way the past year seemed slow? // Take me, my heart, and my soul // Pick me apart and look inside, inside // Fill me with dreams I can't hold // Keep me afloat in this cold world, cold world."
Javadi - False Confidence: "And I wonder why I tear myself down to be built back up again // Oh, I hope somehow, I'll wake up young again // All that's left of myself, holes in my false confidence."
Al-Hashimi - Willing and Able: "I'm willing and able // If you wanna kick this rock around // If you've got a bone to pick with me // If you've got a flag, plant it in the ground, oh, I'll stay here 'til morning."
i'll assign the night shift songs next, if you want to see anyone else let me know!
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You know guts donāt bother me, theyāre not allowed to, but seeing her there made me stop. I came out here to escape all that death. Instead, it feels like everywhere I go, it follows, like an overeager resident I canāt shake.
I could see the blood on the asphalt from where someone had dragged her off the road. I donāt know if it was a merciful stranger not wanting her to be decimated, or if it was the asshole that hit her not wanting his crime to be known, but either way Iām grateful. At least thereās not deer strewn about for miles. She gets to rest right there.
I pulled over, when I saw her. Not because I thought I could do anything but I just.. thought she needed someone there. She was dead, cold and open and picked at kind of dead, but still. Nobody wants to die alone. It happens regardless, though. At least it was fast.
Iām sorry, by the way, for not responding to your texts. I know youāre worried. Hell, Iām worried, but I donāt know what to tell you. You wonāt quit asking me if Iām okay, and now Iām waxing poetic about some symbolism behind a carcass killed by a car that probably didnāt think twice about her.
One of the things I did before I left was pick up a book on animal tracks. I knew critters wouldāve been around her. Blame morbid curiosity or the pull of a hospital, but I walked over. The smell wasnāt too bad, but thatās not what almost made me want to lay down right beside her until the ants ate me.
There were smaller tracks around her body. Hoof. Deer. She had a fawn that she mustāve been crossing with. Either it got ahead and didnāt look back until it was too late, or sprinted to mom after it had already happened, but she had a baby.
Thereās a fawn out there, somewhere, learning to exist without her. I wonder if theyāll even survive, learning everything on their own, or if they were too young they wonāt know how to feed themself properly. I donāt know which option is better.
Can deer miss their parents? You were always better at animals like that than I was.Ā Frank was too.
I wonder if heāll be scared of this road now, or if heāll cross it anyway and get him himself down the line.
crazy how the pitt has plenty of white boys to ascribe insane christian religious trauma or complexes to (dennis. frank. jack.) and yet people keep putting that shit on robby. aka our one recurring canonical jewish character. like y'all are actually fucked up for that go be a freak ass christian about literally anyone else oh my godddddd
Langdon doesnāt get to watch much television for himself. All the time he had to relax is spent with the kids and what theyāre interested in, and when theyāre asleep, he doesnāt have the energy to watch anything, usually opting to listen to music or read.
While it means heās not caught up with everyone elseās watch schedules, that does mean he is super aware of the drama going on in the kidās shows and nature documentaries he watched all the time. Yeah sure he canāt tell you whatās going on in House of the Dragon this week, but you bet he can tell you how the animals in Secrets of the Zoo are doing and their shit. Heās got those names memorized and drama is happening.
I just want everyone to know that the entirety of Spider-Man: BND for me was spent going āPeter would totally know what voltage/velocity maximum is what the hellās going on hereā.
Turns out that was not the solution and it had absolutely nothing to do with either of those, but sue a guy I thought science spider over here who spent half the movie bioengineering shit might at least make a comment about it.
I canāt fully explain why but Langdon seems like someone that once had a pet reptile and loved it like a baby. Lizard, snake, turtle, something along those lines.
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"what if they fucked" WRONG. what if they ruined each other's lives irreparably. what if there was nothing left but a smoldering heap. what if everything that brought them together twisted and corroded and ripped them apart. and then they fucked.
