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AU AND TIMELINES LIST - Updated as more are made
Former Corpsman Langdon AU
Rabbot foster parents AU
The Pitt Omegaverse
Langdon dysautonomia AU
Trans!Langdon endometriosis
Langdon hypermobility
Epileptic Langdon
Trafficked Langdon AU
Roofied plotline
Langdon gets shot
AuDHD Langdon
Langdon has a stalker
Trans Frank Langdon
Abusive Abby Langdon
Demigod Langdon (son of Zeus)
Langdon with disordered eating
Red Hood Frank Langdon AU
Langdon was bitched at rehab
Abby died between seasons
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Tagged by the ever wonderful @captainscurvysvitaminc, everybody say thank you or curse you. You caught me at the worst time. I just started a new WIP.
If Frank was forced to put a title to it, getting home felt similar to walking barefoot in the gutters after rain. Indifferent to yourself, the cold, any blood you were leaking, any glass and rocks breaking into you. It'll all be washed away. Only thing that mattered were the painted numbers on the curb, and which ones were familiar enough through fog to cue you to turn down a driveway, hoping it was the right one.
His throat hurt.
Not just his throat. His knees and his scalp and especially his hips were particularly tender. Joshua had never been soft with him — not that Frank really wanted that, it felt too much like care — but that didn't make the shower after any easier with the lights on. At least this motel seemed clean.
No pressure tagging: @vernyhore @rowyndodendron @bigenderfranklangdon and you dear reader. Let me see why you’re working on.
I so hope we get to see more people on their way into the hospital this season. If everyone’s in long sleeves I’m going to be judging them all harshly based on if they pull them up or not.
To be so honest Langdon just seems like someone who doesn’t like coats. They’re bulky, they’re hot, especially if he’s just going from the car to the hospital, there’s no point. It has to be snowing for him to wear proper gear and even then. He’s that asshole that wore shorts and a t-shirt while it’s pouring rain on campus in college.
I LOVE YOU IT IS 2AM & I NEED TO SLEEP BUT IM READING YO STUFF. TRANS!LANGDON TRANS!LANGDON TRANS!LANGDON!!!!
I NEED MORE OF THE MISUNDERSTANDING PLOTLINE BUT LIKE I WOULD READ ANYTHING YOU WRITE I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW
THANK YOU I APPRECIATE THIS A LOT. TRANS LANGDON SUPREMACY.
I’m getting back into writing now that my brain is working so hopefully I’ll work on the Misunderstanding plot line again. It’s such an interesting one, I think. One of the only times I’m a fan of miscommunication lol.
Man I’ve done my rounds with robbylangdon, shendon, and langbott, and now langtaker has me in a chokehold 🫠!.
They’re so delicious especially when Dennis is so down bad for Langdon and Langdon has absolutely no clue 😮💨. The way people write Dennis and how he acts around him… ughhh. I eat that up every single time.
That’s so valid. I’ve been losing it on RobbyLangson and Langbot recently. I’ve been annoying one friend in particular with all the RobbyLangdon edits I see, it’s very entertaining for me.
Langtaker is so fun if not just for the dynamics that now exist there. Whitaker dating Langdon, the that that Santos and Langdon have going on, the kind of not super friendly vibe in season two into however they get to a relationship. It’s so interesting.
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I’m thinking about the Omegaverse and the different ways medical staff designations would work with their interactions with patients. Beyond just the normal routine and such but there’d be the added medical problems in this world.
Impacted glands, scent changes, scruffing irritation, knotting problems, cycle difficulty, infected mating bites. I wonder if there’d be a specific kind of name for alpha voice overuse, if that impacts the vocal cords differently. I think about worlds where betas are middlemen instead of boring and the stress that could cause on the body.
Also like, having the external indication of someone’s scent, the distress they’re in, the ability to tell at least on a base level what someone’s feeling automatically would be either helpful or incredibly overwhelming.
I’m sure places like emergency rooms, oncology wards, and palliative care places must be difficult to stomach. I’m sure some staff wear plugs and some don’t, and I’d bet there’s a kind of social hierarchy on if you’re “alpha enough” to handle it (especially since alphas are generally shown as the least sensitive to scents).
Divorced Langdon, his friendship with McKay, and the frustration of the sheer amount of stimulant medication shortages.
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[10:42 AM]
Riiiiiiiing. Riiiiiiiing. Riiiiii- Click.
“Hello?”
“Cassie?”
The tone had her frowning instantly. He was oddly hesitant simply saying her name. It wasn’t worrisome, not yet, but it definitely wasn’t nothing. “Frank?”
“Hey.” He breathed it out, and there was the sound of shuffling on the other side of the phone. “Um. I- I need, help, I guess. Sorry, I know it’s your day off, I-.. I honestly don’t know who else to call.”
He didn’t sound hurt, or overly distressed. Mostly tired, honestly, a little anxious, though she chalked that last part up to him actually getting the nerve to call him instead of try to deal with whatever this was on his own.
“Okay.” She paused the rerun she was half watching, giving over her full attention. “What’s going on?”
Of course her first concerns were the kind they got coffee over or found a church for. She wouldn’t jump to telling him to call his sponsor but she turn away from it. For all she knew, this could be completely unrelated.
A pause, a deep breath, probably gathering his nerves into a tight fist. “There’s a shortage for one of my medications, again, and it’s.. it’s kicking my ass, to be honest.”
Jesus. “Which one?”
“I take a generic for Vyvanse, it’s way cheaper, but it means I’m on day three of being so exhausted I’ve burned through a week’s supply of Red Bull and anxious enough I think my heart exploding from it isn’t a bad idea.”
There we go.
That certainly explained his behavior since Monday, struggling to keep focused or on task in a way he hadn’t for a while. He’d gotten in trouble with Robby yesterday for it, which now that she was rethinking things, also explained why he’d been so quiet.
Though, to be quite honest, he didn’t tend to respond with fire to criticism. It was a weird two-fold thing with him, an ability to take direction like a fish put back in water, and a constant urge to swim against the current.
“Are you talking with your primary about this?”
“Yeah. Not much they can do. Just, kind of stuck until someone gets a refill.”
That got her to frown, tilting her head a little. “That sucks.”
In return she got a kind of huffed laugh from Frank. “Yeah. It’s- you don’t need the whole story, but it’s just fucking with me a lot.”
That nearly automatically made getting the whole story a point on a checklist, instead choosing to refocus on the whole reason they were even on the phone. “I’m sure it is. Is that why you called?”
Give the option of correction or confirmation. Assume something and let them follow through.
“Um.” That nervousness was back again, some kind of shifting on his side. “Sort of. There was something else, but just, you don’t have to say yes. I can try to figure it out.”
“Maybe let me make that decision after you tell me what it is?” It probably came across a little chastising. It was probably supposed to, honestly.
“Right.” Frank went quiet for almost too long before exhaling. “I- I need help making my apartment, presentable. Kids are coming this weekend and.. I just- I haven’t been able to clean.”
She could hear the embarrassed flush he probably had on. He’d talked some about the whole ADHD thing, his other diagnoses, but he didn’t seem to like to linger. Didn’t seem to like talking about the struggle, more like.
Even if they’d grown closer in the last months, he still had a deep, worn in shame around the simple task of being honest, reaching out. Grooves rubbed over enough time you forgot what the original print was, but you knew how it felt over your fingertips.
Cassie didn’t quite know how to combat it other than exposure therapy, and this was clearly a Hail Mary.
“Yeah, Frank.” She was already moving to get up, changing without much care of what she grabbed. “Of course. I’ll be over in twenty, I‘ll grab lunch on the way.”
Didn’t give him the option of saying no. Just stated it, nothing more than a guarantee of her coming over and the promise of food. It’ll probably ease him a little anyway, he was always insistent on feeding her when she came over.
Not that she was mad about it. He was a good cook, but her guess is it was something he was raised with and never lost, the urge to take care of your guests.
One of the things that I really liked about the portrayal of Langdon's addiction recovery in season two is his near complete lack of shame surrounding specifically being in recovery.
He holds guilt and complex feelings for how he behaved. That much is clear, he's embarrassed and struggling personally with his past behavior and the fallout, with the way he treated Robby, Dana, Santos, but he doesn't shy away from being open about where he was. He doesn't try to hide that he was in rehab. He is so clear about what's been going on.
He tells Whitaker and Javadi. He tells Mel. He's honest with Al-Hashimi, with McKay. With Ahmad, even. There's no attempt to obfuscate why he was gone, he says plainly that he went to rehab. He comes straight out with it.
I think it’s so important that while showing the complex realities of consequences of actions and the impact it has on those around you, on yourself, all the different moving parts, all the ways harm is done to all parties involved, there is not a mention of the act of going to rehab being something that needs to be discussed in a nuanced light. Getting the help you need is not something to be afraid of because it’s not personal failure.
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"I can hear Pball's accent fighting..." ME WHEEZING omg that wording
”You don’t know what I’ve been through” he stresses that syllable so specifically it makes me giggle. Patrick Ball it’s okay to not sound like a generalized American nobody’s going to attack you in the night.
While away in undergrad, Langdon made an effort to lose his Appalachian accent. It’s a combination of factors, everything from getting really tired really quick of having it mimicked and made fun of to not wanting to be noticeable as regionally different to a quiet shame he doesn’t know how to (or that he should) shake.
By the time he got to grad school, by the time he got to Pittsburgh, he had almost entirely covered it. Every call or visit home he can feel it feathering at the edges, but he does a good job for the most part not letting that win. Why would he, after all this effort?
It’s been so long now he doesn’t think much of it. He craved that distance so badly that it’s weathered into him, and when he gets a paused look when he mentions where he’s from, he tries not to dwell. This is what he wanted all those years ago, he can’t stop wanting it now. Too much has been invested for him to stop now. Too much has been left behind.
Very few things bring me such joy as seeing fandom people collaborate with each other or inspire one another. Two artists blending together their styles and preferences to draw something beautiful. Writers working out a plot and smushing together their metaphors to publish something incredible. An author and an artist talking and putting out a vision of what they see. Somebody writing something based on a prompt or post. An artist doodling a scene from a fanfiction they liked. Somebody making a moodboard of a fic. Writing in imagery from art you saw.
I love it. I love the way fandom grows within itself. It’s so incredibly cool to witness groups of creatives springboarding around with one another.
Did you have a tumblr ficlet with where Frank tells Abby he thought about killing himself. (But otherwise it’s pretty soft.) Or am i delusional and making that up?? I really wanted to reread it. I need some Langdon hurt/comfort in my life rn
I do indeed. Writing Directory -> One-Offs -> scroll to the Langdon and Abby section, it's there titled Langdon talks about suicidal ideation. Enjoy. :)
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