u know.. we know that natsume's mother was illegitimate and reiko had her young but we don't know how young. and that reiko died before her daughter could remember her. sooo, let's hypothesise and hc that reiko was a teen mom. i think it adds to her tragedy.
and not only does her tragedy stop there but it continues further when reiko gives birth to her unnamed daughter, being referred to as stranger than before.
it's literally so sad to think abt the natsume family and how they've been known as strange. when her daughter was born, others would've considered her a boon and not a cause for celebration. and illegitimate children, especially for women, were basically seen as such a stain as it still is now, but in japan back then moreso, although it's lessened over time. and her relatives wouldn't have been happy for reiko, they probably would've considered her daughter a burden, especially as another natsume and how dare reiko procreate and cause another natsume to be bornānot being the one to end her bloodline.
i wonder what happened to make it seem like reiko was even stranger than before when takashiās mom was born. could i hypothesise it as postpartum depression? it can be highly likely. it wasn't as well known or considered as it is now, and women were (still are) considered hysterical and crazy, especially if u add in reiko and how she grew and she was already considered unstable. itās not like that would change, she'd be considered such after pregnancy too, especially with postpartum depression. even worse, if she also had postpartum psychosis on top of it and no one to help her. that wouldāve isolated her even further from society and made her more of a freak of nature.
how awful must it be for all the members of your family to die so young. barely even adults and theyāre already gone, and so you donāt know them and thereās no one to tell you their stories or carry on their memories and youāre left with this chasm of grief. and how awful must it be that everyone has no good things to say abt ur family so youāve never asked bc they wonāt be kind without even considering ur a kid of that family.
he was sent to an orphanage and even they kicked him out. itās saddening enough that he was sent to an orphanage by a family who couldnāt or didnāt want to take care of and handle him, but the place where orphaned kids are taken care of and provided for and meant to be a means of solaceāeven they rejected him. heās been rejected his entire life
never hearing abt ur mother or grandmother in a good light. never knowing them and whatās true or not true about them. and everyone u meet have nothing good to say so ur scared to ask bc u donāt want to hear them in a negative light but u already know the answer ur gonna getā¦ā¦
oughhhhh the natsume family makes me so sad, especially takashi and the women.
GOOD GODDDD the inherent tragedy of the natsume familyā¦someone hold me im inconsolable in grief