YO-HO-HO-YO-HO

I think my mental health is getting worsen every single day, and I just realized it today. Everything was going perfectly fine until.... something happened today. I was crying, literally can’t stop till now. There is no one here apparently, my bf went home ‘till monday and I am by myself, alone, fighting with this shit.

I was having some psychotherapy treatment for about... three months. I thought that I’ll just take some counsels, spill all of my concerns, and then it’s done. But it didn’t go as easy as I thought. I was having some continuous treatment because they said that I need to, I didn’t even notice that there’s something wrong with me that time. And btw and I haven’t got those treatment yet for almost a month.

This condition really wreck me, I can’t do anything. ANY FCKG THING. I didn’t able to pay attention on class, even my bf can’t leave alone, if he leave me alone I’ll cry like hell. I was thinking about some stupid things that I can’t even imagine I was thinking about that.

Hell yaisssss SM, nice to know that they no longer used box (or you can say a dance set) as their MVs set. The music was pleasing and soothing to listen (I’ve been replaying it for tons of times) and the MV was beautifully done, eventhough I don’t even know what the actual fuck is happening in the plot (krystal’s underwater scene is perfection)