My Loves

1. It is implied Bellamy slept with a child. He's 23 in the pilot and all the other kids are under the age of 18, and he is seen coming out of the aircraft half-naked and kissing a girl(A CHILD GIRL). For shame Bellamy, for shame.

2. I forgot how much Murphy sucked in the beginning.

3. They really are fighting like 5 different battles at the same time. I'm surprised they're not more overwhelmed

4. Say it Kane! Jaha is a weak, weak man, for now at least 😂

5. Clarke honestly is such a good politician, I love her, for being locked in solitary for 1 year she has very good public speaking skills.

6. It's crazy they keep calling Clarke Princess when it's clearly Octavia that's the princess. Locked up in a tower or spaceship, protected by her knight in shining armor. At least for this episode anyway 🫣

7. Saying you have nothing but time is such a death flag Adam

8. Finn, if you have no haters I'm dead. Jasper being strung up by Grounders and you want to take a dip in the pool. Go get stabbed by the girl you like.

1. These were kids. Fuck the Ark. Float them all.

2. Kane was correct. Should've started killing people sooner, but also, they should've been upfront about it.

3. Chancellor Jaha is very selfish and holier-than-thou. Why do the rules get to bend for you, but everyone else gets floated? I thought yall were dying?

4. Jasper is a lover-boy (derogatory)

5. Humanity has never deserved to survive, don't know what the fuck Abby is talking about.

Rigid and random

Yet planned out all the same.

Squiggles and Squares

Rigids and Randoms

How long until all that remains of the human concept is

Squiggles and Squares

Rigids and Randoms

What do I have to do to not be seen as a

Squiggle or Square

Rigid or Random

Can't I be a circle instead

The Museum

You think and you think

but you can't come up with the right answer

What do you wanna be when you grow up?

A nurse.

But no.

That's not right

You just heard someone say it once

But your teacher smiles and pats you on the back like you did a good job

So.

What do you want to be when you grow up?

You know the good answer

The one that will make everyone smile and laugh with pride

You know the good answer

But you want the real one

What do you wanna be when you grow up?

I wanna be dead

But no.

That's not right

Because you smile too brightly at the little things

When you see a bird launch off in flight

When the moon shines so bright in the night sky

When a butterfly lands on the brim of your hat

What do you want to be when you grow up?

I want to be happy

But no.

That's not right

But it's not wrong either

What do you wanna be when you grow up?

I want to be free

And yes!

That sounds right

That sounds right and it sounds real

What do you wanna be when you grow up

And this time you know the right answer but you dont know how to put it into words

So you do the best you can

I want to be a butterfly

But they laugh and scorn the little girl who's oh so young

Who only wants to fly even if she comes crashing down

But its not possible they say

Humans can't fly they say

Because I am not that butterfly in a cocoon

Except I am

only I didnt make it out

My wings never fully formed

Because they never gave them a chance to

What do you wanna be when you grow up?

The little girl answers

A nurse

When I Grow Up

That those years would be fast and fleeting

I wonder if you think about me

I know i think about you

I wonder if i was just a means to an end

You were for me

As much as i like to deny it

You were for me

Means to an End

Why is my brain like a sieve

Catching only the good

And letting the bad slip away

Some might say its a good thing

But it becomes bad when you keep on coming back

Like a dog that refuses to learn its lesson

Begging for love and attention

Until i get beaten back again

But my brain is like a seive

So i will forget

And i will come back

For the love and affection

That is not offered to me

Beaten Dog

The distant days where we lay huddled together

Protected because we were with each other

When did those days change

When did a chasm grow between us

Leaving us to reach out our hands

Hoping to grab onto one another once again

When did those days change

When did you stop reaching back

Leaving me to look at your back as you walk away

When

If I shot myself

Wouldn't we cackle like witches

The image manifesting into reality

Wouldn't I relish the feeling of blankness

As the bullet passed through my skull

Or would it be a feeling of searing heat

But wouldn't it be beautiful

The smear of blood and brain matter against the walls

Wouldn't it tell my story

Of my hopes and dreams

Wants and needs

Wouldn't it be funny

The absolute gore of it all

Wouldn't it just bring a smile to your face

Wouldn't it?