you sunshine, you temptress

me trying to convince myself that the whole spectrum of human emotions is a good and necessary thing to feel even if its not comfortable while im actively experiencing emotions that make me feel like my bones are being dissolved in acid

and words are futile devices

MY HEAD IS FULL OF POISON AND MY HEART IS FULL OF DOUBT I GOT TOXINS IN MY BLOODSTREAM YOU TRIED SO HARD TO SUCK OUT AND IT FEELS LIKE MEDICATION AND ITS GOOD FOR ME IM SURE BUT IT DON’T MATTER HOW YOUR LOVE FEELS ANYMORE IT’LL NEVER BE THE CURE

Sometimes this gets overlooked because of first time anal but I always get emotional when I think about them kissing LIKE THAT for the first time in TWO YEARS

pick between random Hudson pictures I love - shenanigans version