Even in death, I'm gonna stick around

“ I'm not a rot daughter ”

hello and welcome to my blog! this is just a place for me to put my thoughts and vents.

given this is mostly a vent blog, there will be posts containing mentions of self harm, suicidal and homicidal ideation, and other upsetting topics. i will be sure to tag everything appropriately.

i have adhd, social anxiety, and traits of both aspd and schizophrenia. also please keep in mind that when i post here, its usually when im in a fragile state.

I posted a missing poster for my kitty on Facebook and some lady said "why do you let him outside??? Outside = possible death."

Now's not the time to start saying stuff like that! I'm already stressed enough with him missing and you come and go on about how he could be dead?

Idk I feel gross and weird now

Sometimes, I feel like I can't talk about religious stuff or even just wear religious items around some of my friends because I'm worried I'll make them uncomfortable or be asked to put my things away. Nobody has ever said anything to make me feel like that, but still. I don't like feeling like I have to hide my religion.

Friend tagged me and a guy I don't like on a post and now I'm on edge

Dewi's been missing since 8 pm last night and there's been no sight of him I'm going to chew my arm off!!!

I'm tired of being they/themmed! IM A GIRL!!!!!!!!!! IM A GIRL!!!!!!!!! I USE SHE/HER!!!!!!!!! STOP THEY/THEMMING ME!!!!!!!!

I HATE FANDOM WIKI!!!!! GET THESE DARN ADS OUT OF MY FACE!!!!!

Trying to find agere posts while having a "bad" paraphilia is horrible. I'm not a bad person!!! I just wanna reblog regression stuff!!! Is that so bad? I don't think so ☹️

And all the stuff I really relate to has "PARAPHILES DNI!!!!!!!!!!" in big letters so whenever I see it I get sad ☹️☹️

if my stupid parents keep letting the cat out at night I'm going to fucking strangle them. it's so windy out and he doesn't know what he's doing out there.

and then my dad has the audacity to be mad at me for going out on the deck to look.

dad acts like he's better than mom because she always let's the cat out while he doesn't but who is angry that I want the cat in? he is. they're both fucking stupid and they make me want to tear my hair out.

do people actually feel good complimenting others? it's always felt weird and awkward to me.

my friends parents are so fucking annoying oml

I hope whoever bought that dress I wanted on ebay dies

i hate tobacco containers i hate the stupid pictures of dead people cut open on the front i hate seeing them everyday ive been seeing them since i was little i hate it i hate it i hate it

Why is everybody in the server antiship!!!!!!

I don't feel safe in that server. I already know there are people who are antiship in it so who's to say they aren't again paraphiles? Idk

I actually hate tadc omg it's so fucking stupid. I have all the tags blocked but now those idiots in the server are talking about it. There's only one person in the server I like.