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Ok maybe I’m just not looking in the right places but I have not been able to find a fic where Law stays under the effect of the calm-calm fruit after Cora’s death, and I just think that’s a right shame, it’s such a cool concept! And yes obviously I know it wouldn’t work in canon, both because it didn’t and because of the whole “you pass out and everything you’ve ever done with your fruit is undone” (which I personally think is ridiculous but Oda will be Oda), but when have we ever cared what’s canon and what’s not? It’s fanfiction! That’s the whole dang point! If it was canon we wouldn’t need to write it ;) Back on topic, I just think it’d be really interesting, add another layer or five of angst on top of Law’s already nightmarish life, no one living but the Donquixote family has ever heard his voice, if we go with flevance having its own accent or even language it means the knowledge of his people’s words was lost even though he’s still alive, if he at some point had kids they wouldn’t have the flevance accent, they wouldn’t even know what it sounded like! And there might even be a hint of comfort in the sea of bitterness, because Cora lied to him, died for him, took his voice from him in death, and yet that silence will always remain with him, Cora will always remain with him. And I imagine there have been several times in his life that silence has saved him, a last parting gift, masking his footsteps, hiding his sharp breaths, keeping him safe when he was being hunted. I’m sure there have also been plenty of moments it’s nearly gotten him killed, just imagine if he fell in the ocean, wouldn’t be able to scream, wouldn’t even be able to splash to make noise with the charm affecting his active sounds, or if he was locked somewhere, can’t call for help, can’t bang on the walls. It must have been a curse more than anything, but in those few moments it was a life saving blessing… I just think it’s such a fun concept, and am disappointed no one has written it :(

That feeling when you realize your I’m A Freak has gone from cute, silly, “I’m a little freak ;D I’m so weird with all my quirks and idiosyncrasies that nobody understands!” To dead serious “I am a Freak. I need to be arrested. I need to be taken to a mental hospital for the criminally insane.”

Ok but can anyone understand the dynamic of like “I love you so much, I love you more than the world, I would give anything to just be held in your arms, for your fingers to run through my hair, to wake up in your embrace, to hold and hug and be loved by you, and also you are not real and I understand that, and I understand that even if you were real you would never love me because I am nothing to you, I could not possibly be anything to you, and I know that, and I also know that even if you were real and you did love me it would never work because we would clash constantly, we have nothing in common, I would never let myself be loved by you, I am sad and desolate and alone, you are as bright as the sun, or as dark as the sea, you are everything and I am nothing, in a world where you existed you would be the center of the universe, while I am nothing but a speck of dust floating billions of miles away, never even catching a glimpse of your radiance, but in the safety of my own mind I want to imagine a world where you loved me like I was your everything and that was ok, and I could accept that and love you back, and nothing ever got in the way, and I never got in the way.”

Ok wait, I just saw a fanart with LimL!Martyn and an old portrait of 3L!Ren and had a thought. So I’m sure we’ve all seen AUs where all the life series are somehow connected, ya know, so, what if somehow after 3rd Life Martyn comes back? Or just managed to not die? Unfortunately he didn’t drown in 3L cause that would have made this all the better, but what if after his death he was so consumed by rage and despair at failing his king that he CAME BACK. Picture it. “Years after the fall of Dogwarts, the lands flood, water consumes the ruins they once called home, and a rotted body is claimed by the waves. Water runs red, and a hand rises once again, now claimed by the sea, the rotted holes filled with coral. All he remembers is red. Wandering the land, he longs for a king he can no longer remember the face of, killing those that he meets in cold blood, he becomes a horror story for those that remain.” And this is how we end up with the incredibly unstable Martyn we have at the end of Limited Life. Obviously it’s a little patchy since he wasn’t that unstable through all of LimL, plus Last Life and Double Life supposedly would’ve happened between the two seasons, but those are minor details. Oooo actually while I’m thinking about it, it’d be a little wonky cause of everyone else, but the details can be worked through later, what if DL happens before the events of 3L? So, they all had soulmates, and both Martyn and sorta Ren were rejected by theirs, and they found solace in each other. This was how the two met. After the events of DL the two left together, or maybe met again later on, and decided to start a kingdom together, the kingdom of Dogwarts. It kinda makes sense, if you ignore that anyone else exists, which we are, so yeah I’d say it makes sense :D

Everybody hope for a good year! We all need it. And if you don’t, then at the very least I do, so let’s all hold out hope for a great 2024!

Ughhhhhhhhh 💢 You ever get a follower, and you’re super excited, and they message you, and you click on it, and it’s some “I’m really thirsty~ could you help me quench my thirst?” Crap? And then your entire day is just ruined, because not only did you not get a follower, which while not that big a deal because you weren’t expecting one, is now suddenly a big deal cause you thought you got one, but you also feel like you’ve been singled out as some sex driven idiot who would fall for that kind of crap and message them back! AGH! I’m so upset >:(

Y’know what I’ve just realized, that I really should have realized sooner? I cannot allow myself to open tumblr until after I have watched the new secret life episodes. Every, single, post, is, a spoiler!

I still remember how I felt the first time I saw a nether hub on a server. I was so little back then, probably like eight or something, the idea was so new to me, I don’t think I even knew that nether travel was faster back then! I think it was on TimeShot, I bet most of you don’t even know what that is, wow look at me talking like I’m part of some far gone generation, but really, I could barely find it when I looked it up! That was back when granite was a new block! I remember no one was allowed to go too far away from spawn for a while because they didn’t want to ruin the spawning of the new stone blocks. It was crazy, having a “nether hub”, everyone had a portal at their base! I couldn’t even believe it! Imagine having to mine all that obsidian, it was incredible, and then the actual hub! There was a central area and then tunnels going off to everyone’s portals, and it looked so professional! Man, I haven’t watched Seri since I was little, I wonder how she’s doing? And Poet for that matter. Who else was on that server? I can’t even remember, compared to HermitCraft it all seems so small, not an smp, just some friends playing together on their server. Oh how I miss when things were simple.