i always feel a deep pang of yearning whenever i watch a r3d l3tter media video because i know it’d be so nice to watch it with j. need him to rest his head against my chest so i can mindlessly play with his hair and listen to him giggling

i might also use this account for general personal posting that i don’t want on my main. it feels nice to be on an account that’s just bare bones again. i’ve been lurking in the v1ne rpf/related spaces for a bit now so i’m glad to finally have the courage to participate in some way even if it’s mostly just for myself

lots of j03y’s close friends surprising him on his birthday, their collective gift is making him the center of a gangbang where they all take turns fucking him as relentlessly as they want. they all know he’s free use to them, they know he’s desperate for anyone to touch him. by the end he’s so overstimulated and ran through that all he can do is lie there, sobbing so hard he can hardly breathe, his chest heaving so so heavily it’s almost concerning. he won’t be able to talk properly for a few days after all the abuse his throat went through. there’s so much cum and piss on and inside him that he won’t feel properly clean for weeks. he wishes for winter only so it’d be easier for him to hide all the bites and bruises littered across his body. it’s the best day of his life