i have yet to bloom a thousand more times

it hit me today that it's been so busy in my head and body with overthinking and feeling overwhelmed and unwell that I haven't done a lot of activities that bring joy the last several days. I haven't really listened to much music, or read a book, or watched a movie or my show. it's just been my comfort sitcom and doom scrolling. I really hope I can break out of this soon because it isn't fun here.

help: I never wear foundation or BB cream because my skin hates the feeling and I never bothered taking the time to really learn how to put it on tbh but I have a wedding this weekend and now I'm wondering if I should wear something... any products that are easy for newbies to apply? anything with light coverage that isn't too tinted for pale people?