You can never go home but that’s because you never had a home to begin with. Your daddy had four kids but you’re the only one he ever thought was going to make it; the only one he trained. Big dog in a small pen, all you ever saw were smaller mutts. The other three were free to fuck up but not you, you weren’t even the oldest but somehow it was all on you. When your little brother woke up screaming in the middle of the night, that was on you too. You didn’t want this but then he took it away. What are you without this weight? Who are you without him, holding the chain?


















