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You already know all the information, perhaps you have been in the community for years, but you continue to feel sorry for yourself, telling yourself that you are a victim of circumstances, that you have been trying for so long, but nothing.

The problem is that you are driving yourself into a corner. You do this, and then rush off to write questions to other people. But why are you looking for confirmation from other people? After all, I'm just a random person from the internet; I can't answer all your questions.

Do you really like being a victim of circumstances? Do you want to live like this your whole life? Do you want to let circumstances decide everything for you your whole life? Make up your mind, because everything depends on it. Because I can't do it for you.

But being a victim is sad. If you don't want that, if you want to finally take responsibility, then you need to get rid of the victim mentality, because you absolutely don't need it. It's a hindrance, it kills the whole mood.

If your desire or some circumstance ends up on a pedestal, it means that you, as an observer, have allowed it. You CONSCIOUSLY put desire above you, but always, I repeat, ONLY the observer is ALWAYS on the pedestal. Because if it weren't for him, the pedestal wouldn't exist at all. So stop giving this desire or circumstances such privileges. That's enough.

There's nothing wrong with letting your feelings out. You can get angry and say how much you hate everything around you. But there's no need to get stuck in that state.Release your emotions and then return to your normal state.

Only you are on the pedestal, and then your circumstances. Stop being a victim.

Like Outie Irving assumes his Innie is just as radically anti-Lumon as he is. He assumes his hatred of Lumon is something ingrained in his personality! That's why he stays up at night drinking coffee and making paintings, because he hopes that when his innie dreams about the testing floor, he'll say "okay bet" and start exploring. That's what Outie Irving would do, after all. But he miscalculated! His hatred of Lumon isn't inherent--- his desire for meaning and art and spirituality is inherent. That's what his hatred for Lumon is built on. But in a world where there's no meaning outside of Lumon propaganda, of COURSE his innie would become ridiculously devoted to the company.

And Helena!! She is the corporation, that's her whole identity. She presumably assumed that Helly would be just as pro-Lumon as she is. But she miscalculated too! Her devotion to the company isn't inherent, her headstrong and entitled nature is what's inherent! And in a world where she's denied any agency whatsoever, that manifests as rebellion.

my “lazy” manifestation ; shifting methods . . .

— “music is in my fucking veins.” listening to regular music, not subliminals or anything that has hidden affirmations. just.. my regular playlist. i merely tell myself that listening to this acts like a subliminal. the act of hearing the music itself is affirmations, feeding my intention to succeed in a shifting attempt or getting my desire.

— “reality itself has no choice. no, literally.” i often used this one for manifestation but it could be used in any way, shape or form. shifting easier, etc. i even made a post about this… you just tell yourself, tonight or any time, you will shift into a reality where it is quite literally against the laws of nature for you to not get what you desire. or, if you’re the typa manifestor who isn’t too fond of “leaving this reality” ; you can also affirm you’ll shift the laws of this reality itself. there’s no way it can prove you wrong! what, is nature itself gonna gain a voice and deny it? no, baby. you are in control.

— “you’re a superstar, baby!” this doesn’t require anything but a little creativity—could be yours, could be stolen from a book or audio that gave you an idea… and change your self concept. not to be the perfect manifestor or shifter, not even changing it permanently. see yourself as a figure with lore, make it dramatic, fictional, exaggerated. revel in the power you have. invent stories whilst looping an audio that hits just right, imagine yourself in the place of popular media characters, reality responds to self concept.

— “it’s real, and it’s right here.” remove the term “getting” from your vocabulary. COMPLETELY! or realistically, just for a bit. y’know how everyone always preaches that the 4D, your imagination, is the real reality? live in the 4D this, focus on the imagination that. so, why not listen? visualize right now what you want. what you’re aiming to get. the shift, the desire, and live there! while pacing, laying down or doing ANYTHING and nothing; drop yourself into your imagined reality as if it’s current. don’t think of it as future tense or something you’ll get soon, literally just focus on the fact that you have it now. let yourself feel satisfied, normal about it or even mildly bored. leave it when you’d like, don’t cling back or check “reality” after. go back to your day like someone who already ate. fulfilment can replace effort. return not out of desperation, but comfort. indulgence, boredom, or a simple “i feel like it”.

— “it would be weird if it didn’t.” normalize the outcome of your desire whichever way you want, be it affirming, thinking or ANYTHING to the point where not getting it feels illogical. tell yourself it’s inevitable, it’s fucking stupid and not in any way possible NOT to shift. NOT to manifest. that’s literally it.

Hey, about some of the stuff I said earlier, I just… It’s fine, it’s okay. No, just… It’s not okay. Eddie… He saved your life. Our lives. And I know what he meant to you. I can’t even imagine how hard it’s been. But instead of just being there for you, I just… Well, I got angry about it. I guess I got angry because things were different.