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reddit, how do I make my firstborn stop playing with the fans, the ornaments, and the makeup when he is supposed to be a warlord. I fear I shall raise a poet.

Nie Huisang wrote this

#oh but also the tags made me think #re: jgy always fixing his clothes after experiencing Violence #of course it’s practical. his clothes are messed up and he has to fix them #it’s also a way of like. straightening himself up and maybe not exactly regaining control but perhaps regaining dignity #a gentleman always takes care of his looks and he won’t allow anyone to take this away from him #but also. you know how in guanyin temple you can see him petting the exact spot on his hand that lxc touched in episode 4? #i’m thinking perhaps. perhaps the gesture of fixing his clothes also carries the invocation of his mother’s love #since. i don’t think he had anyone else to lovingly fix his collars (iirc yzy does that to jc and i. am in pain) #which is probably exactly what the author of the tags had in mind. ah 😳 #but also the thought of jgy sneakily repeating the rare gestures of care and attention he’s received in his life. to comfort himself. #this thought hurts me a lot. (via leatherbookmark)

reddit, how do I make my firstborn stop playing with the fans, the ornaments, and the makeup when he is supposed to be a warlord. I fear I shall raise a poet.

Nie Huisang wrote this

like i dont know who needs to hear this but being kind of a cunt is not activism