Ren.exe @renstayssilly - Tumblr Blog

Hi im ren

i originally started in a different blog but i wanted to try drawing again so aaaaa im now an art blog ✌️

i didnt know what image to put at the bottom so i drew a quick doodle of myself-

#if you see this aaa i hope you like my art-#im not really good at consistent proportions but id appreciate art tips to improve it #art #artists on tumblr #drawing #my art #intro post #introduction #pinned intro #-ren draws stuff #pathetic loser #losercore

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just wanted to draw something for fun so here ya go

#-ren draws stuff #art #artists on tumblr #drawing #my art #drawing practice #losercore #pathetic loser

guys i lied

i didnt draw anything happy or wholesome for the whole time i was offline --;

i didnt draw anything at all </3

mannn...

i want to run away from my main account

escape the fucking internet and live my life in the real world

fuck the internet fuck fuck fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk expectations i want to leave

#i dont want to deal with being expected to post or respond to things but i dont want to ghost my friends or make them think i hate them #i want to fucking quit the internet get me out of here #ill make a more light hearted drawing later dw #i just dont really like the feeling of being expected to respond to asks and wanted to complain about it #i did have fun going outside though!#-not art related #-ren rambles #losercore #pathetic loser #tw vent

thatonesoso

Caine is a mouth because he ate the other ai.

holy shit.

renstayssilly

i like to imagine in a ring master bubble au

bubble is a bubble cause he trapped the other ai

like. A bubble. Or.. bubble wrap...

idk bit of a stretch though-

#-ren rambles #-ren reblogs stuff #-not art related #the amazing digital circus #tadc #tadc spoilers #tadc ep 8 #caine #the amazing digital circus caine #tadc caine #tadc bubble #the amazing digital circus bubble #bubble #losercore #pathetic loser

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some lazy early stage caine concept drawing before he became 3d

the second one feels like an indie horror game screenshot (or ENA-)

[Congratulations!! You found a CAINE.]

#something about how weirdly shaped he is makes me want to throw him #i miss him a lot..#-ren draws stuff #drawing #my art #artists on tumblr #art #the amazing digital circus #tadc caine #caine #the amazing digital circus caine #the amazing digital circus spoilers

im fine with cringe

In fact i was born by it

but theres a difference between being cringe and having fun to being perfomative

like yes, its not hurting me directly. yes, youre just a kid probably younger than me and would probably grow out of it

but if i have to hear how a kid thinks theyre sooooo cool for being a "skibidi dark mango psychology 67,000 aura manipulator" and expected to go "thats nice sweetie 🙂" im actually going to lose my shit and make the kid need ground control for the next galaxy i make them land in

#i hate kids sometimes #i believe that they deserve a loving family and a healthy life but i cant stand them sometimes #-not art related #-ren rambles #text post #tumblr stuff #rant #losercore #pathetic loser

renstayssilly

im about to do a none chud move wish me luck

renstayssilly

zeus is really testing me.

im about to do a none chud move wish me luck

justarandomart

"uh WAIT-"

#he died thinking this was on purpose #<- og tags #worse actually he died realising he went too far and was going to say something #this is according to the va alex btw 👍 fun👍#the amazing digital circus #tadc #tadc caine #the amazing digital circus spoilers #tadc spoilers #fanart #tadc fanart #-not art related #-ren reblogs stuff #-ren rambles

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was trying to search up why i cant be emotionally expressive unless i feel a strong emotion and all that came up is "how to be less emotionally reactive"

...

why would anyone want that???

this problem is the main reason i have issues being a normal human and had lead to a lot of miscommunication from my inability to naturally appear emotive

why? would? anyone? want? that???????

#mind you im not experiencing emotional numbness #i can experience emotions my body just doesnt react the same way automatically #so i usually have to preform it in a way most people would react #though sometimes i get it wrong and that causes more confusion-#methinks should see a therapist...#methinks a lot...#-not art related #-ren rambles #losercore #pathetic loser

found out that theres a toilet paper brand called charmin and had this rotate in my mind a bit

i kept seeing these blogs surrounded by the theme of loser core and i tried to put it in my tags at some point because i didnt know how to tag and i wanted people to like me (because it seemed like people liked the users behind the blogs-)

Only then did i realised that some of the people who were following those blogs were acting weird around the blog owners and romantising them.. -.-

Im not pointing fingers at the people who own the blogs or blog owners who want to be romantised, im mainly talking about how awkward it is when people flirt and lowkey pervert others just because of their styles

Ive also seen it in alt, gyaru and yandere esque blogs but i dont know if theres more-

#i kinda feel bad considering this happens to most aesthetic oriented blogs #with some people treating the owners like a potential partner-#one thing i do know is that im not great at being aesthetic so ill continue being myself. by being a loser.#im still keeping the loser core tags though #cause i like em -v-#-not art related #-ren rambles #losercore #pathetic loser #discussion

i feel so tired ahdkdnjkdjsk

i wanna go back to sleep but i cant

#please send help...#ouaghuhahhpgjhkahfk #im so tired #-ren draws stuff #-ren stays silly #ren rambles #art #artists on tumblr #drawing #my art #doodles #losercore #pathetic loser

Where the fuck are my galsses bro

Im blind right now my eyes meyes my eyes mye eys ow o wo wow ow wo w

#please send help...#i feel like velman...#-ren rambles #-not art related #text post #losercore #pathetic loser

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xviistrings

HAPPY BDAY MY BELOVED SATOU HIROSHI!!!!!!!!! <3333 heres a big drawing of the main cast for my minor character-centric au.... yey

aaaaaaaa i made a youtube channel

i didnt know what to put in it so i posted some random piano music i made earlier this afternoon-

im just some random depressed guy on the internet that wants to pick up art again

#i mean i had this channel for a short while but yk #art #artists on tumblr #drawing #my art #-ren draws stuff #-ren makes announcements #youtube #youtube channel #losercore #pathetic loser

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