Ren.exe

i originally started in a different blog but i wanted to try drawing again so aaaaa im now an art blog ✌️

i didnt know what image to put at the bottom so i drew a quick doodle of myself-

some lazy early stage caine concept drawing before he became 3d

the second one feels like an indie horror game screenshot (or ENA-)

In fact i was born by it

but theres a difference between being cringe and having fun to being perfomative

like yes, its not hurting me directly. yes, youre just a kid probably younger than me and would probably grow out of it

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why would anyone want that???

this problem is the main reason i have issues being a normal human and had lead to a lot of miscommunication from my inability to naturally appear emotive

Only then did i realised that some of the people who were following those blogs were acting weird around the blog owners and romantising them.. -.-

Im not pointing fingers at the people who own the blogs or blog owners who want to be romantised, im mainly talking about how awkward it is when people flirt and lowkey pervert others just because of their styles

i feel so tired ahdkdnjkdjsk

aaaaaaaa i made a youtube channel

i didnt know what to put in it so i posted some random piano music i made earlier this afternoon-

i wanted to try drawing more 3d heads

and to make it feel less like a chore to draw i doodled the heads into the toilet trio