aĀ TWENTYĀ FOURĀ yearĀ oldĀ allĀ theĀ wayĀ fromĀ QUEBEC,Ā CANADA.Ā (Ā nala,Ā 21+,Ā sheĀ /Ā her,Ā estĀ ).Ā //Ā pinterest Ā | Ā dossier Ā | Ā headcanonsĀ |Ā academicĀ schedules.
tw: Ā brief Ā mentions Ā / Ā hints Ā of Ā bullying, Ā violence, Ā abuse, Ā death, Ā mental Ā illness.
šššš Ā šš Ā ššš Ā ššššš¢ Ā šš Ā š Ā šššš;
born Ā to Ā a Ā mother Ā who Ā never Ā wanted Ā her Ā & Ā a Ā father Ā who Ā never Ā loved Ā her, Ā young Ā reese Ā never Ā lived Ā life Ā on Ā easy Ā street. Ā
at Ā seven, Ā she Ā experiences Ā her Ā first Ā bully, Ā but Ā no Ā one Ā believes Ā her. Ā her Ā bully Ā has Ā two Ā loving Ā parents Ā fighting Ā for Ā her, Ā which Ā means Ā she Ā must Ā be Ā telling Ā the Ā truth, Ā right? Ā right. Ā sheās Ā told Ā to Ā forgive Ā and Ā forget; Ā to Ā stop Ā making Ā a Ā mountain Ā out Ā of Ā a Ā molehill. Ā the Ā girl Ā only Ā wanted Ā to Ā play, Ā stop Ā being Ā so Ā sensitive.
at Ā twelve, Ā she Ā experiences Ā her Ā second Ā bully, Ā and Ā even Ā with Ā the Ā physical Ā evidence Ā that Ā litters Ā her Ā body, Ā nobody Ā believes Ā her. Ā this Ā time, Ā reese Ā is Ā blamed. Ā for Ā everything.
Ā Ā ā Ā you Ā ruin Ā everything,Ā itāsĀ noĀ wonderĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā no Ā one Ā wants Ā you.Ā why Ā are Ā you Ā so Ā selfish? Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā so Ā dramatic? Ā why Ā canāt Ā you Ā just Ā Ā Ā Ā be Ā perfect, Ā reese?Ā be Ā perfect Ā like Ā me. Ā ā
Ā Ā āĀ youāre Ā lucky Ā iām Ā such Ā a Ā loving Ā father,Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā otherwise Ā iād Ā leave Ā youĀ behind Ā to Ā rot Ā withĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā her, Ā but Ā youĀ remember Ā what Ā happens Ā whenĀ Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā you Ā disappoint Ā me, Ā donāt Ā you? Ā ā
once Ā the Ā divorce Ā is Ā finalised, Ā her Ā father Ā uproots Ā her Ā from Ā toronto Ā & Ā settles Ā in Ā quebec. Ā it Ā doesnāt Ā take Ā long Ā before Ā he Ā finds Ā a Ā new Ā trophy Ā wife Ā and Ā reese Ā gains Ā a Ā stepmother Ā and Ā step Ā -Ā sibling. Ā they Ā live Ā in Ā a Ā suburban Ā area, Ā filled Ā to Ā the Ā brim Ā with Ā white Ā families Ā & Ā she Ā feels Ā so Ā out Ā of Ā place, Ā but Ā she Ā remembers Ā what Ā her Ā father Ā said: Ā youād Ā do Ā well Ā not Ā to Ā disappoint Ā me. Ā so, Ā reese Ā does Ā what Ā she Ā can Ā to Ā make Ā herself Ā scarce. Ā she Ā makes Ā friends Ā with Ā a Ā local Ā trainer Ā willing Ā to Ā take Ā her Ā under Ā his Ā wing Ā & Ā dedicates Ā the Ā rest Ā of Ā her Ā free Ā time Ā to Ā her Ā studies Ā --- Ā anything Ā to Ā relieve Ā the Ā stress Ā of Ā home Ā and Ā make Ā her Ā family Ā proud. Ā maybe Ā sheāll Ā finally Ā be Ā wanted Ā if Ā she Ā does.
at Ā fifteen, Ā she Ā experiences Ā her Ā third Ā bully. Ā this Ā time, Ā however, Ā reese Ā doesnāt Ā bother Ā telling Ā anyone; Ā she Ā bites Ā her Ā tongue Ā and Ā bears Ā the Ā weight Ā of Ā each Ā jab. Ā thanks Ā to Ā some Ā of Ā her Ā training, Ā fists Ā thrown Ā by Ā girls Ā with Ā low Ā self Ā - Ā esteem Ā no Ā longer Ā feel Ā like Ā boulders. Ā sheās Ā still Ā a Ā loner, Ā but, Ā for Ā once, Ā the Ā girl Ā walks Ā the Ā halls Ā light Ā as Ā a Ā featherĀ ------Ā at Ā least, Ā until Ā her Ā father Ā introduces Ā her Ā to Ā her Ā first Ā boyfriend. Ā heās Ā the Ā son Ā of Ā an Ā importantĀ businessĀ contact Ā & Ā he Ā assigns Ā reese Ā to Ā charm Ā him, Ā to Ā handle Ā him,Ā andĀ doing Ā what Ā sheās Ā told Ā is Ā what Ā sheās Ā always Ā done Ā best.
at Ā sixteen, Ā her Ā paternal Ā grandmother Ā passes Ā away. Ā she Ā was Ā the Ā only Ā family Ā member Ā reese Ā had Ā that Ā treated Ā her Ā like Ā she Ā was Ā worth Ā something, Ā but Ā the Ā strained Ā relationship Ā between Ā her Ā father Ā & Ā his Ā mother Ā kept Ā the Ā two Ā separated. Ā she Ā does, Ā however, Ā leave Ā everything Ā in Ā a Ā trust Ā for Ā her Ā only Ā granddaughter.
by Ā seventeen, Ā sheās Ā had Ā enough. Ā sheās Ā tired Ā of Ā being Ā used, Ā treated Ā like Ā brainless Ā arm Ā candy Ā meant Ā to Ā only Ā serve Ā one Ā purpose, Ā but Ā sheās Ā never Ā known Ā how Ā to Ā stand Ā up Ā for Ā herself. Ā what Ā will Ā happen Ā when Ā her Ā father Ā finds Ā out? Ā that Ā alone Ā is Ā enough Ā to Ā keep Ā her Ā in Ā line Ā until Ā her Ā drunken Ā boyfriend Ā disrespects Ā herĀ a Ā final Ā time Ā and Ā her Ā relationship Ā ends Ā in Ā blood Ā + Ā a Ā hospital Ā trip Ā ( Ā according Ā to Ā her Ā trainer, Ā sheās Ā always Ā had Ā a Ā mean Ā left Ā hook Ā ) Ā and Ā reese Ā pays Ā for Ā it Ā the Ā second Ā she Ā makes Ā it Ā home.Ā forĀ hours.
at Ā eighteen, Ā she Ā graduates Ā high Ā school, Ā top Ā of Ā her Ā class Ā & Ā she Ā has Ā no Ā one Ā to Ā celebrate Ā with Ā her. Ā it Ā doesnāt Ā surprise Ā her, Ā of Ā course, Ā but Ā that Ā doesnāt Ā make Ā it Ā hurt Ā any Ā less. Ā still Ā on Ā lockdown Ā as Ā per Ā her Ā fatherās Ā orders, Ā reese Ā takes Ā on Ā a Ā position Ā at Ā his Ā business. Ā she Ā works Ā for Ā free, Ā her Ā parental Ā figures Ā telling Ā her Ā that Ā it Ā only Ā makes Ā sense, Ā considering Ā they Ā feed Ā her, Ā clothe Ā her, Ā and Ā provide Ā her Ā with Ā a Ā roof Ā over Ā her Ā head. Ā sheās Ā tired Ā of Ā fighting, Ā tired Ā of Ā losing, Ā so Ā she Ā minds Ā her Ā tongue Ā and Ā follows Ā along. Ā this Ā is Ā also Ā when Ā she Ā learns Ā of Ā the Ā existence Ā of Ā her Ā grandmotherās Ā trust, Ā but Ā fear Ā makes Ā her Ā pretend Ā it Ā doesnāt Ā exist. Ā does Ā her Ā father Ā know? Ā what Ā is Ā he Ā willing Ā to Ā do Ā to Ā get Ā it Ā from Ā her?
at Ā twenty Ā - Ā four, Ā sheās Ā still Ā living Ā life Ā the Ā same Ā as Ā sheās Ā done Ā since Ā graduation. Ā her Ā position Ā at Ā work Ā is Ā still Ā the Ā same, Ā her Ā position Ā within Ā the Ā hierarchy Ā of Ā her Ā family Ā is Ā still Ā the Ā same, Ā but Ā reese Ā isnāt. Ā not Ā really. Ā and Ā sheās Ā finally Ā given Ā an Ā out Ā when Ā she Ā receives Ā notice Ā regarding Ā her Ā acceptance Ā into Ā the Ā programme. Ā unfortunately, Ā her Ā father Ā happens Ā to Ā hear Ā the Ā same Ā information Ā before Ā she Ā can Ā leave Ā & Ā he Ā threatens Ā her. Ā she Ā believes Ā him. Ā after Ā all, Ā heās Ā never Ā went Ā back Ā on Ā his Ā word Ā before Ā and Ā her Ā family Ā are Ā the Ā only Ā ones Ā who Ā have Ā put Ā up Ā with Ā her Ā for Ā so Ā long, Ā but Ā she Ā doesnāt Ā want Ā their Ā kind Ā of Ā love Ā anymore. Ā sheās Ā had Ā her Ā fill. Ā so, Ā she Ā packs Ā a Ā small Ā bag Ā & Ā takes Ā off, Ā deciding Ā sheāll Ā prove Ā them Ā wrong. Ā she Ā has Ā plans Ā to Ā make Ā a Ā name Ā for Ā herself, Ā to Ā find Ā loving Ā friends Ā and Ā a Ā career Ā that Ā allows Ā her Ā to Ā make Ā the Ā positive Ā difference Ā she Ā desires Ā to Ā & Ā knows Ā she Ā can. Ā she Ā just Ā .. Ā isnāt Ā sure Ā where Ā to Ā start, Ā but Ā anywhere Ā is Ā better Ā than Ā a Ā home Ā that Ā never Ā felt Ā like Ā one.
ššššššššššš¢ Ā šššššššššš;
analytical. Ā is Ā very Ā deep Ā & Ā thoughtful.Ā sets Ā high Ā standards Ā for Ā herself, Ā personally, Ā professionally, Ā and Ā academically. Ā tends Ā to Ā beĀ orderly Ā and Ā organised. Ā very Ā much Ā a Ā perfectionist Ā when Ā it Ā comes Ā to Ā anything Ā that Ā she Ā has Ā her Ā hands Ā on, Ā to Ā the Ā point Ā to Ā where Ā she Ā can Ā make Ā herself Ā physically Ā ill Ā if Ā she Ā puts Ā too Ā much Ā pressure Ā on Ā herself.Ā itāsĀ thatĀ perfectionistĀ partĀ ofĀ herĀ thatāsĀ responsibleĀ forĀ herĀ failureĀ toĀ launch.Ā thereāsĀ aĀ lotĀ thatĀ sheādĀ likeĀ toĀ do,Ā butĀ theĀ fearĀ ofĀ notĀ doingĀ itĀ justĀ rightĀ keepsĀ herĀ inĀ check.
observant. Ā tends Ā to Ā notice Ā a Ā lot Ā of Ā things Ā about Ā others Ā that Ā most Ā probably Ā donāt Ā want Ā her Ā to. Ā her Ā eyes Ā are Ā always Ā open Ā & Ā a Ā childhood Ā spent Ā navigating Ā the Ā turbulence Ā that Ā was Ā her Ā father Ā has Ā made Ā her Ā hyperaware Ā of Ā the Ā actions, Ā words, Ā and Ā energy Ā shifts Ā in Ā people. Ā even Ā if Ā they Ā donāt Ā have Ā anything Ā to Ā do Ā with Ā her Ā directly.
empathetic.Ā something Ā of Ā an Ā emotional Ā sponge Ā & Ā is Ā sensitive Ā to Ā the Ā environment Ā around Ā her.Ā it Ā doesnāt Ā take Ā much Ā time Ā for Ā her Ā to Ā pick Ā upĀ someoneāsĀ feeling Ā and Ā adopt Ā it Ā as Ā her Ā own.Ā this Ā is Ā why Ā she Ā tends Ā to Ā match Ā the Ā energy Ā thatās Ā given Ā to Ā her, Ā unless Ā her Ā own Ā emotions Ā / Ā thoughts Ā areĀ strongĀ enoughĀ toĀ runĀ the Ā show.
passionate. Ā never, Ā under Ā any Ā circumstances, Ā ever Ā does Ā anything Ā half Ā - Ā assed. Ā if Ā she Ā decides Ā to Ā take Ā something Ā on, Ā sheāll Ā keep Ā going Ā until Ā she Ā either Ā finishes Ā or Ā ruins Ā herself. Ā despite Ā that, Ā when Ā sheās Ā chill, Ā sheāsĀ veryĀ chill. Ā there Ā really Ā is Ā no Ā in Ā between Ā with Ā her. Ā she Ā also Ā gets Ā very Ā excited Ā over Ā the Ā smallest Ā things, Ā but Ā sheās Ā always Ā embarrassed Ā about Ā that Ā excitement,Ā soĀ sheĀ triesĀ toĀ keepĀ aĀ lidĀ onĀ it.Ā otherwiseĀ sheĀ beatsĀ herselfĀ upĀ aboutĀ itĀ later.
morbid Ā / Ā curious. Ā tends Ā to Ā disregard Ā most Ā social Ā norms. Ā doesnāt Ā have Ā much Ā fear Ā regarding Ā various Ā aspects Ā of Ā the Ā concepts Ā of Ā life Ā or Ā death, Ā in Ā fact, Ā sheās Ā actually Ā quite Ā interested Ā in Ā exploring Ā those Ā concepts,Ā philosophically.Ā hell,Ā maybeĀ literallyĀ too,Ā givenĀ herĀ desireĀ toĀ chaseĀ ~adrenaline~.Ā hasĀ aĀ strongĀ fascinationĀ regardingĀ the Ā behaviours Ā of Ā others. Ā why Ā they Ā are Ā the Ā way Ā they Ā are, Ā why Ā they Ā do Ā the Ā things Ā they Ā do, Ā what Ā occurred Ā to Ā make Ā them Ā into Ā the Ā person Ā they Ā are Ā today, Ā how Ā will Ā they Ā change, Ā what Ā angers Ā them, Ā what Ā saddens Ā them, Ā what Ā excites Ā them Ā --- Ā she Ā wants Ā to Ā know Ā it Ā all. Ā
confrontational. Ā you Ā may Ā notice Ā that Ā she Ā likes Ā to Ā argue Ā just Ā for Ā the Ā sake Ā of Ā arguing Ā ( Ā itās Ā always Ā playful Ā & Ā maybe Ā sheāsĀ aĀ weeĀ bitĀ childishĀ andĀ finds Ā being Ā difficultĀ kindaĀ fun Ā ), Ā but Ā when Ā it Ā comes Ā to Ā the Ā serious Ā stuff, Ā sheāll Ā come Ā find Ā you Ā so Ā things Ā can Ā be Ā hashed Ā out Ā face Ā to Ā face. Ā even Ā if Ā the Ā answers Ā may Ā scare Ā her Ā or Ā the Ā fall Ā out Ā may Ā hurt Ā her, Ā she Ā wonāt Ā let Ā herself Ā overthink Ā stuff Ā like Ā that. Ā is Ā never Ā the Ā type Ā to Ā believe Ā shit Ā told Ā to Ā her Ā through Ā the Ā grapevine, Ā either. Ā for Ā example, Ā someone Ā tells Ā her Ā that Ā someone Ā did Ā something Ā to Ā / Ā said Ā something Ā about Ā her, Ā she Ā wonāt Ā believe Ā it Ā .. Ā but Ā she Ā will Ā immediately Ā find Ā the Ā person Ā in Ā question Ā and Ā ask Ā & Ā make Ā her Ā decision Ā based Ā off Ā the Ā answer Ā received. Ā
obsessive. Ā displays Ā a Ā lot Ā of Ā addict Ā behaviours Ā without Ā being Ā considered Ā an Ā addict. Ā sheās Ā always Ā chasing Ā something Ā that Ā brings Ā her Ā some Ā sort Ā of Ā high, Ā whether Ā that Ā be Ā wanting Ā to Ā read Ā every Ā book Ā written Ā by Ā a Ā specific Ā author, Ā eating Ā a Ā specific Ā meal, Ā listening Ā to Ā a Ā specific Ā song Ā / Ā artist, Ā watching Ā a Ā specific Ā tv Ā show, Ā etc. Ā sheāll Ā do Ā those Ā things,Ā repeatedly, Ā until Ā it Ā no Ā longer Ā brings Ā her Ā the Ā desired Ā feeling Ā & Ā then Ā itāll Ā be Ā forgotten Ā and Ā replaced Ā with Ā the Ā next Ā new Ā thing.
šššš Ā ššš Ā ššš Ā šš”ššš;
inspiration: Ā kim Ā joy Ā ( Ā secret Ā royal Ā inspector Ā & Ā joy, Ā kdrama Ā ), Ā mera Ā ( Ā rejected, Ā book Ā ), Ā morino Ā ( Ā goth, Ā book Ā ), Ā sanako Ā ( Ā the Ā wallflower, Ā manga Ā ), Ā THIS Ā ted Ā talkĀ (Ā addressesĀ bullying,Ā addiction,Ā lossĀ ofĀ parentalsĀ ), Ā THIS Ā slam Ā poemĀ (Ā addressesĀ depressionĀ ), Ā THIS Ā slam Ā poem,Ā THISĀ slamĀ poemĀ (Ā addressesĀ anxietyĀ )Ā & Ā facets Ā of Ā my Ā own Ā personality.Ā forĀ herĀ chosenĀ major,Ā iĀ usedĀ christineĀ mcconnellĀ asĀ inspiration.
mental Ā health, Ā undiagnosed: Ā insomnia, Ā generalised Ā anxiety, Ā social Ā anxiety, Ā obsessive Ā compulsive Ā disorder,Ā depression,Ā adhd,Ā & Ā borderline Ā personality Ā disorder.
habits: Ā bites Ā her Ā cheek Ā / Ā lip. Ā canāt Ā sit Ā still, Ā is Ā usually Ā rocking Ā back Ā & Ā forth Ā or Ā side Ā to Ā side, Ā bounces Ā her Ā leg(s), Ā continuously Ā shifts Ā her Ā weightĀ ifĀ standing, Ā likes Ā having Ā something Ā to Ā chew Ā on Ā ( Ā straw, Ā pen Ā cap, Ā gum, Ā etc. Ā ).
name.Ā of Ā welsh Ā origin, Ā meaning Ā passion Ā & Ā enthusiasm.Ā herĀ nicknamesĀ include:Ā re,Ā rj,Ā (Ā reesesĀ )Ā pieces,Ā andĀ anyĀ otherĀ formĀ ofĀ theĀ peanutĀ butterĀ cupĀ candyĀ thatĀ anyoneĀ canĀ thinkĀ of.
signature Ā scent.Ā when Ā not Ā wearing Ā perfume, Ā smells Ā of Ā cocoa Ā & Ā shea Ā butter. Ā when Ā wearing Ā perfume, Ā she Ā almost Ā always Ā smells Ā like Ā spring. Ā her Ā preferred Ā choice Ā is Ā something Ā like Ā inflorescence Ā by Ā byredo Ā ------ Ā notes:Ā pink Ā freesia, Ā rose Ā petals, Ā lily Ā of Ā the Ā valley, Ā magnolia, Ā & Ā fresh Ā jasmine.
stress Ā relief.Ā still Ā finds Ā time Ā to Ā box, Ā whether Ā she Ā does Ā so Ā at Ā a Ā gym Ā with Ā a Ā bag Ā or Ā sparring Ā partner Ā or Ā she Ā shadow Ā boxes Ā wherever. Ā is Ā usually Ā wearing Ā her Ā headphones Ā whenever Ā sheās Ā not Ā being Ā spoken Ā to Ā & Ā she Ā dances Ā a Ā lot; Ā doesnāt Ā care Ā where Ā she Ā is Ā or Ā whoās Ā looking. Ā sometimes Ā completely Ā avoids Ā life Ā by Ā living Ā vicariously Ā through Ā whatever Ā book Ā she Ā can Ā get Ā her Ā hands Ā on.Ā alsoĀ enjoysĀ partakingĀ inĀ theĀ arts,Ā specificallyĀ throughĀ drawingĀ andĀ /Ā orĀ painting.Ā forĀ theĀ mostĀ part,Ā sheĀ tendsĀ toĀ stickĀ toĀ portraitsĀ &Ā anatomy,Ā butĀ ifĀ inspiredĀ enough,Ā sheāllĀ ventureĀ outĀ ofĀ that.Ā inĀ termsĀ ofĀ herĀ art,Ā herĀ sketchbooksĀ arenātĀ normallyĀ thingsĀ sheĀ allowsĀ toĀ beĀ seenĀ (Ā unlikeĀ herĀ paintingsĀ ),Ā butĀ iĀ imagineĀ herĀ artĀ beingĀ aĀ lotĀ likeĀ jonodryās.Ā specificĀ examplesĀ include:Ā HERE,Ā HERE,Ā HERE,Ā HERE,Ā HERE,Ā HERE.Ā (Ā beĀ awareĀ thatĀ someĀ areĀ nsfwĀ ).
thirstĀ forĀ knowledge.Ā sheĀ knowsĀ aĀ littleĀ aboutĀ aĀ wholeĀ lot,Ā collectsĀ randomĀ tidbitsĀ ofĀ informationĀ likeĀ theyāreĀ herĀ lifeline,Ā readsĀ academicĀ researchĀ papersĀ forĀ fun.Ā dislikesĀ allĀ STEMĀ subjectsĀ withĀ mathsĀ beingĀ theĀ baneĀ ofĀ herĀ existenceĀ ---Ā scienceĀ isĀ aĀ closeĀ secondĀ (Ā whichĀ sucksĀ givenĀ herĀ majorĀ ).Ā herĀ curiositiesĀ spreadĀ farĀ &Ā wide,Ā coveringĀ aĀ magnitudeĀ ofĀ differentĀ subjectĀ areas.Ā regardingĀ herĀ major,Ā sheĀ wasĀ originallyĀ inĀ criminalĀ justice,Ā butĀ sinceĀ aroundĀ valentineāsĀ day,Ā sheāsĀ beenĀ thinkingĀ thatĀ maybeĀ sheĀ shouldĀ doĀ somethingĀ different.Ā asĀ someoneĀ whoĀ isĀ incapableĀ ofĀ creatingĀ boundariesĀ andĀ tendsĀ toĀ carryĀ theĀ weightĀ ofĀ everythingĀ /Ā everyone,Ā asĀ muchĀ asĀ sheādĀ loveĀ toĀ helpĀ andĀ advocateĀ forĀ victims,Ā sheĀ knowsĀ itādĀ beĀ aĀ veryĀ difficultĀ taskĀ forĀ herĀ becauseĀ sheādĀ carryĀ itĀ all.Ā herĀ newĀ majorĀ ofĀ interiorĀ architectureĀ &Ā designĀ letsĀ herĀ pullĀ fromĀ herĀ desireĀ toĀ createĀ whileĀ alsoĀ helpingĀ peopleĀ inĀ aĀ muchĀ moreĀ positiveĀ manner,Ā oneĀ thatĀ wonātĀ devastateĀ her.
theĀ artĀ ofĀ language.Ā speaksĀ usingĀ aĀ deeperĀ register,Ā slightlyĀ nasally.Ā hasĀ aĀ canadianĀ accent,Ā usuallyĀ comesĀ outĀ strongerĀ whenĀ sheāsĀ angryĀ orĀ workedĀ up.Ā canĀ sing,Ā butĀ choosesĀ toĀ neverĀ doĀ theĀ thingĀ inĀ frontĀ ofĀ people.Ā isĀ currentlyĀ fluentĀ inĀ english,Ā frenchĀ -Ā canadian,Ā &Ā americanĀ signĀ language.
financials.Ā despiteĀ havingĀ theĀ heftyĀ fundsĀ fromĀ herĀ grandmother,Ā sheāsĀ extremelyĀ frugal.Ā unlessĀ somethingĀ comesĀ upĀ toĀ whereĀ sheĀ needsĀ toĀ touchĀ them,Ā sheĀ pretendsĀ theyĀ donātĀ existĀ andĀ livesĀ offĀ whateverĀ sheĀ getsĀ fromĀ partĀ timeĀ jobsĀ &Ā tutoring.Ā doesĀ NOTĀ likeĀ peopleĀ spendingĀ moneyĀ onĀ her.Ā noĀ way,Ā noĀ how.Ā never.Ā itāsĀ aĀ surefireĀ wayĀ toĀ makeĀ herĀ uncomfortable.
morals.Ā herĀ moralĀ compassĀ isĀ kindaĀ ridiculousĀ &Ā partlyĀ responsibleĀ forĀ herĀ rigidness,Ā forĀ lackĀ ofĀ aĀ betterĀ word.Ā itāsĀ veryĀ importantĀ toĀ herĀ thatĀ sheĀ liveĀ herĀ lifeĀ byĀ theĀ goldenĀ rule,Ā soĀ sheĀ alwaysĀ putsĀ outĀ theĀ typeĀ ofĀ energyĀ sheĀ wishesĀ toĀ receiveĀ back,Ā evenĀ thoughĀ sheāsĀ beenĀ toldĀ herĀ wholeĀ lifeĀ thatĀ noĀ oneĀ willĀ everĀ treatĀ herĀ theĀ same.
