Nosferatu

Ich bin ein Niemand

Ich verliere mich selber wieder aber diesmal geb ich es auf

Egal was ich tue ich werde nie gut genug sein

Mir ist klar mich kann man nicht lieben ich bin einfach nicht genug und nichts wert

Ich kann wirklich nicht mehr ich glaub es wird zeit

I’m absolutely terrified that one day you’re gonna wake up and decide you don’t want me anymore

I’m so close to ending it I try my best for so many people but they always find a way to tear me down im so done with this life why don’t you love who i am

I could never get you to love me

I fell in love with you. Not for how you look, just for who you are Richard.

I’d rather take all of his pain because I’d rather see him, help him, hold him, listen to him, comfort him, see him cry, see him mad, than not have him here at all. I love him so much.

If you wake up one day and, I’m no longer here. Don’t cry. Don’t panic. Just know you kept me here longer than planned.

I see him in dreams, so everytime I do I hold him because when I wake up he’ll be across the world again.

I never want to hurt him. But, I need him to understand how I feel.

I’m loosing myself again

I thought I was getting better… when in reality I’m getting worse everyday and I don’t know why.