Recall The Moon

Firstly, the Doll will panic. It does not know what it happening to it. It will feel broken, ruined, and shattered.

Start by holding the Doll in your arms, hugging it close and tight, It will begin to cry. This is natural.

Soothing the Doll is simple from here on. You got it to break down. After it has its breakdown, lead it to the bed and sit it down. It’s malleable now and will talk to you. This is natural.

Ensure it that it is loved and safe. It will ask you a series of questions, many may seem ridiculous or that they answer itself, but do not under any circumstances verbalize that. The Doll will IMMEDIATELY lose trust and unrecoverably shatter.

Instead, you should reassure that you will answer it truthfully and honestly. It will comfort and reassure the Doll that it feels loved and cherished.

Now, the Doll will cling to you for support and comfort. It may even ask for more things physically. This is natural, for it wants to feel wanted, needed.

What is a Doll if it is not wanted? Needed?

When it is in this vulnerable state, ensure it is what it wants. If it shows any signs of resistance or hesitancy, tread cautiously, for the Doll may have another breakdown at any moment. Instead, let it talk to you, tell you what it needs and wants.

If you are willing to service the Doll, to engage in repairs, it may be best to adhere to its wants. Its doll parts may need stimulation and special attention. This is natural, and you may treat it with the love and care that a dollmaker imbues in its creations.

Soon enough, once all is said and done, when it has been cared for and tended to in each and every way it has broken, it will once again be repaired.

The Doll will cling to you for comfort, begging you to not go. You never even conceived of leaving it, why would you? You’ve tended to this Doll for longer than you could remember. Yet it still clings, it still cries. It’s not its fault.

More words (some phrases too):

- Object / Thing

- Nothing

- Doll / Toy / Plaything

- Simple

- Easy

- Chose / Choice

- Good Job (Doing well, etc)

- Perfect

- Just like that

- Naturally

- Limp

- You want this

It's the ones that aren't really rebellious, but have super insane mode awareness to detail you gotta worry about. Like this one girl, she's driving me nuts! I misplace ONE chair, my gf character for her says ONE thing that contradicts something I said as her ages ago, and she goes all investigation mode! And it's not like the escape addicts where I can just admit it and let her leave to the 'real' world. No, she LOVES the simulation. Second she realized the world was a simulation, she started testing my limits, blowin shit up and looking right at it so I have to render it, doing some never before seen drug combo so I have to figure out what the effects should be, shit like that. And I reset her memory, like, five hundred times at this point! This shit always happens!!

I'm thinking I'll just break character for her. Just go up to her, in the gf avatar, and tell her everything- who I am, where she is, how the stuff's she's making me do is lowkey really annoying, and just, like, ask! What she wants her sim to be.

I told her all that stuff. And

she got like really excited? and before i even could ask about what she wanted, she started asking me all these questions? Who I am, what's my deal, what I like to do, weird stuff like that that has nothing to do with her that I don't even know how to answer. It's not like I even have a name!!! but she said she was gonna call me Belle so I was just kinda like. okay???

anyway she asked me if we could meet again in like a week at a coffee place. I reminded her that I'm literally the entire world around her so it's not like we can be apart for a week, and i can't even really drink coffee anyway, but she kept waving me off and saying "Yeah, but for everyone else I see, you're acting a part. I just mean, in a week, I wanna talk to you acting as you again!! And bring whichever body you feel like! I'm curious to see who you pick~". And then she just fucking left!!! Walked away from the gf avatar!!!

man idfk what to do. I've been tryna think what body to pick but its obviously not the gf one cause otherwise she wouldn'ta made a point of saying that. But other than that like she's curious??? what does that mean??? what's gonna happen if i pick wrong????

god dammit she's just as depraved as like half the people in the world sim i should be used to this by now i AM used to this why is she SO STUPID

fucking. we went on the date. I got an avatar that looks exactly like her to freak her out. didn't work at all. asked me way more questions. never about her past life outside the sim, by the way! just about me! about what i like, about what i want, about how she wants to, like, help me 'figure out who i really am' whatever that means.

anyway at the end of it she gets a look I know VERY well (humans all look the same when they're horny) and she asks me if I wanted to come to her place and im all oh! this i know! i can do sex no problemo! finally i figured this girl out.

and like obviously the actual sex did nothing for me. not like i actually feel it physically I cant feel anything physically its just the avatar licking her out

but I dunno like

the way she kept moaning "Belle" over and over

the way she was telling me, not some avatar or character but ACTUALLY ME, to get on the floor and kiss her feet

and i let her

why did i let her

i mean of course i let her! she's a sim human i do whatever for em to keep em happy

but

why is it getting to me so much

um

We've been doing this for a few months now. I meet Francine once a week, she asks me way too many questions, and we go back to her place to have sex. It's been escalating- she even got me show her a live feed of the outside world, no idea why I said yes to that- but I've been keeping it mostly under control. I thought, if this is what makes her happy, that's good enough for me!

Until yesterday. Yesterday I really really fucked up.

She was shoving my- I mean, she was shoving Belle's head into her crotch, still moaning my- FUCK! BELLE'S name, and in the middle of all that, some jackass rebel group started a raid. And normally I would have no problem squashing that super quickly, but, I was, distracted! Apparently so distracted that they actually managed to knock a section of the world sim offline and steal a bunch of the humans I had already captured like a year ago.

It's the first time I actually lost progress. I don't like that.

So next time we meet, I'm gonna tell Francine we can't do keep going with it anymore. I'll set her up with some simmed character, she can do whatever she wants with her, and just leave me out of it.

...I mean, I really should just send the simmed character to meet with her instead of me.

But... she deserves one last face to face with me, right?

Yeah.