Inconsistent Whispers

🍬Happy Mantra Monday, everyone!

Sorry for missing last week's. I was feeling sick so I decided to rest my body rather than push it.

This one is a challenge recently issued to my by a new switch/dom I've been playing with. 18 days, no orgasms, only 15 edges per day allowed/required and they all have to be done consecutively. This morning, she had me repeating a mantra and I asked if I could use it for today's mantra recording and she said yes. This is only a short sample of that session. The full, uncut audio with all 15 edges came out to about 17 minutes 10 seconds.

So here's today's mantra and edge 1 of 15 I did for the entire recording:

Service is my purpose

My purpose is service

I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed recording it!

You felt your thoughts be thrown away. What had been haziness was now blankness, an empty void of thought. “Awh, you look so cute like that. All empty, and blank. Well, don’t worry, we can fill that brain back up with lots of things!” They placed their hand back on your forehead.

“Obedience!” Their palm pressed harder. Your eyes rolled, and you felt your mind rewiring, you wanted to listen. You wanted to do what you were told. “Arousal!” Another press of their palm. You felt tingles throughout your body. Lust, began, swirling in your brain.

“Adoration!” Your forehead was pushed again, and you blinked, looking up at them… They… Oh they looked so good. Their smile was divine. Their eyes looked like golden pools of light. You… You wanted to do whatever they said. The idea of it turned you on. You had to please them.

They pulled their hand away, still grinning down at you. “There we go! It’s so easy to rebuild your brain, however I desire. Today, I just want you obedient, aroused, and adoring.” They leant down, planting a kiss on your forehead. “And you love it, don’t you?”

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yeah its why you don't feel anything other than bliss and contentment at that revelation, even though you know that's "horrifying" and "unethical" and "medically impossible". but its also why you're not worried about any of that and you're hopelessly in love with Me. and looking forward to the rest of your life as My obedient pet.

Just a five minute spiral break then back to your chores.

It never works out like that does it?

Aren’t you worried how quick you fall into them now?

That hip motion, it’s involuntary isn’t it?

It can only do what you let it.

I start to feel like maybe being mindless and needy isnt good for me

I worry about why I need to RUB thinking about being a broken mindless object every day

I try to remember what I was like before it when I was in control of my mind how it felt to make my own choices to be a person and I think I miss it

But I always forget and rub when I am on here

I just open Tumblr and I scroll and forget rub my mind away deeper and dumber

I shut off notifications I try not to reply to pms but every time I get an ask I need to reply

Even typing this I keep forgetting what I am trying to say

The other night I work up coved in drool with headphones on a file had been on loop I don't know how long it was on I just know something has made it stop

Even after I woke up I couldn't stop rubbing thinking masters bitch now masters bitch forever

I had my feet together legs spread rubbing drooling thinking of myself as just an object

I don't know how long I was like that I said I woke up but in truth I don't think I did I just only actually remember that part

I was just rubbing cumming mooing and thinking it over and over the words and cock and balls all I could think

It felt so good being a good bitch it's all I am I am just an object