nineteen ninety nine

april will be a good month [staring into the sink mirror eyebags prominent the most upset person youve ever seen]

forever in awe of people who pay attention. people who wait for you while you tie your shoes while the others have walked away. when they continue listening intently while the rest of the group stopped listening. noticing your moments of silence when everyone else hasn’t. “this made me think of you” noticing things you never even noticed about yourself. people who say “text me when you get home safe.” people who make you laugh until you cry. childhood friends who keep in touch. people with genuine intentions. people who are soft when the world has given them every opportunity to turn hard. the “let’s get ice cream” at 3am friend. the turn up the music in the car and sing friend. people whose actions match their words. people who make the world feel less chaotic. kindred spirits. the trustworthy and honest. hard workers. good listeners. clear communicators. people who love you for who you are. people who don’t ask you to be anything other than yourself. people who choose you. people who stay.

I'm like if a girl had the urge to scream and break something all the time but stays quiet instead

studio ghibli romances be like mmm what if we didn’t kiss, but instead both spiritually matured as people because we met each other

I was put on this earth to be mid and then die

the way being employed keeps you from video games and other various activities is so sick. genuinely demonic

“oh just do it when you come home” i am dead. “oh just do it on your days off” i am bearing with getting reanimated. after being dead throughout the week.

idgaf about career development im using the rest of my 20s to build my lore

[sitting completely still in my own bed] this world is gutting me like a fish

born to be an idgafer forced to be a yearner