Drowning In Ship

And usually behaviour like this is condemned or looked upon as weird and unsettling. And sometimes I wonder whether my fandom obsessions are too much, should I dial it down.

But this exhibition wasn’t like this. These shrines are treated with understanding, love, admiration, respect. And the people who talked about their shrines talked of the joy and love and hope and inspiration and connection their fandom had bought to their lives.

Made me rethink fandom and my fandom obsession. It does give me a lot of joy. It brings me to friends. It helps me create. It gives me hope and inspiration and ambition.

And Ethan still staring at Benji as he settles into the jeep. It’s very fast, you can only see it if you slow down the scene, but it’s there, Ethan just as intently staring back at Benji, watching him, afraid he’ll never see him again and yet determined to get back to him.

The Well of Loneliness? One of the iconic ground breaking lesbian novels?

Bloody hell, Kerry, come on, you are giving every signal than you are in love with this woman, you just refuse to see it

But today’s one was ‘follow your dreams’ and the first thing she said was ‘think of a dream’ and have so many, I just randomly picked ‘write a screenplay’

And then the very next thought that popped into my head was ‘well write it then, what stopping you?’

So - I guess I’m doing that now….

Ethan got back the key’s pieces bit by bit, from people he cared about, from his enemies, from someone who came to his side, and from the man who had killed his first love, Marie.

Then as soon as the key - the heart - was whole and in Ethan’s possession again, he handed it over to Benji, his normal shoulder touch more of a caress.

Just a little thought about the symbolism of that key.