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That whole thing with Benton refusing to believe Carter is an addict and then the comfort outside and then being the one to take him there instead of Mark…

It really is love. Just so much faith and love.

And Carter leaning on him but heartbroken to have let him down.

Noah Wyle is right, this is a love story

#bentoncarter #the bentoncarter agenda

thetetra

German-born musician and composer Carolina Eyck is one of the world’s foremost theremin virtuosi. On this channel she wants to present this

martinsharmony

HOLY SHIT

#theremin #I have got to learn how to play a theremin

Hmm - had another idea for stuff that may lay

Hoping if I have a lot of little ideas for stuff than can earn money, sooner or later I’ll get enough of an income to do the creative stuff full time and quit the day job

I think trying to find one thing that can support me freelance isn’t working - also I’d get bored. But lots of different things - that might work

justangrymacaroni

A witch puts a spell on a girl, a sleeping spell that promises the girl shall wake through true love’s kiss. Men come and kiss her. She slumbers. Women come and press their lips to hers, but still she sleeps. Many years past, and the girl remains still. One bright morning, a lost little boy finds her resting spot and clears the dust and grime from her face. He offers her a kiss on her forehead, and her eyes flutter open. She never feels romantic love for a man nor a woman, and she cares for the boy until the day she dies.

A young woman is imprisoned in a castle by a monstrously formed prince. The servants of the castle hope for them to fall in love, and when the spell is broken they assume their prayers have been answered. They are all surprised, but nonetheless pleased, when it is revealed to them that the young woman and prince are the truest of friends, and nothing more.

They say the kingdom is ruled by an evil queen, a woman who is incapable of loving. She is unmarried, she has no consorts, and she wishes for no partner. She is the wretched queen, the heartless queen. She must hate her daughter, for her daughter is beautiful, and women are incapable of liking another woman who’s prettier than themselves. It must be for this reason that the princess was sent away, not for how she was attacked by a man in the woods. They say the kingdom is ruled by an evil queen because she cannot love. The queen loves her daughter, and that is enough for them both.

There lives a prince who is forced to choose a bride at the ball. He meets many beautiful women, but find none which he loves. He spies one in a gorgeous gown and wonder in her eyes, and he dances with her all night long. The kingdom is sure he has found his bride. When the clock strikes midnight he tells her how he will never love a woman, or a man, in the way he is expected to. The beautiful woman smiles and tells him she expects nothing from him. The next morning the prince and the beautiful woman are missing, having run off together to see the world. They leave their shoes behind in their haste.

Many kinds of love exist. It doesn’t all have to be romantic.

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Many kinds of love

exist. It doesn’t all have

to be romantic.

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

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Burst into tears in a work meeting because once again they are asking me to do something that would significantly impact my chronic illnesses.

And if I say ‘I can’t do that’ the response is ‘yeah you can! Just think positive’

Hate that ‘positive thoughts!’ are considered a cure all these days.

And when I complain the answer is always ‘you could have it worse’

Thanks, that doesn’t help at all.

I am so tired of this day job. I have to find a way to get out of this life and into a life that actually suits me.

hellomelancholic

Direct byproduct of being neurodivergent and growing up isolated from your peergroup is having no idea when it's appropriate to define someone as your friend

hellomelancholic

Is this person I met yesterday my friend? What about this person I've been talking to every day for three months? What about this person I've known since middle school? Is friend a title I have to earn? What are the limits of friendship? Is it a static state, make-or-break, or is it some endless dance-dance-revolution style cavalcade of prompts and challenges and social cues I have to hit perfectly to keep it up? Does it bend? Does it break? I don't fucking know man I just work here.

dubiousculturalartifact

i still remember when the dude doing my autism assessment asked me how many friends I had, and I was like "okay but how are we defining friendship?" and he just like, stared at me for a second and then wrote down some notes

measlyscrapofseafood

day one of having a fandom mutual: you like The Character too? no way!

day three hundred of having a fandom mutual: The Character probably gets vivisected recreationally. no doubt

snovyda

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Mission: Impossible (Movies) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Benji Dunn/Ethan Hunt Characters: Benji Dunn, Ethan Hunt, Paris the Assassin (Mission: Impossible) Additional Tags: Post-Mission: Impossible - The Final Reckoning (2025), Mutual Pining, Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Hopeful Ending Summary:

I started off with the idea of ‘What if Ethan only finds out what happened to the rest of the team after they meet at Trafalgar Square?’ and ran with it.

#benthan #great story

It’s really fun to see John Carter introducing new devices and inventions in ER (like camera intubation) that Dr Robby uses as the standard equipment in The Pitt

#e.r.#the pitt

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It’s the era of ER - second half of S6 where I don’t approve of any of the romantic relationships, Carter is suffering all alone and once again a character is dying slowly and painfully (Mark’s dad) and I can’t wait until this part is over

#e.r.#none of you should be with the person you’re with

Unfortunately having Benji Dunn as my main blorbo means I have to be careful about asking myself ‘what would my blorbo do’ as he canonically does things like throw his entire life away to join his crush, run back to intensely dangerous situations multiple times and conceal his life-threatening injury to make sure his love/team/mission succeeds.

Love you Benji, but I don’t think any of those are healthy things to be doing.

So then I look at my second blorbo…Ethan Hunt…..

#benji dunn #ethan hunt #and my third is Ilsa…#benthan

Enjoying just going onto Apple Music and picking a random playlist and hearing all this amazing music I’ve never heard before.

Ok, sometimes it’s crap. Sometimes it’s mid. Sometimes it ‘hey, this was a hit when I was a kid, you just remixed it and put a dance beat behind that doesn’t work’. But sometimes I discover something fantastic

People my age (over 50) have a tendency to say ‘all modern music is crap’ and I like to say ‘but have you heard it….’

Ah, going to a coffee shop, getting lovely coffee, sitting down with my book and then completely ignoring both as I stare out of the window and daydream about making movies.

That’ll be my next thing I think

(I favour the McQ method - no script, get the actors together to create it, then shoot something incredibly beautiful and laden with symbolism and subtext. I really like that)

itslifetreesworld

Long nights🌃

#mission impossible #benthan #ethan hunt #benji dunn #lifetreesworld #oh I love this #it’s so tender and quiet and them

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Keep thinking of the way Amy drove up to the hospital and then got out of the car so Whitaker - who has just come off an exhausting shift - can drive.

Seems to me to be a reflection of the way Amy is handing over all her responsibilities to Whitaker, who already has a full time responsible job. And he’s fine with that now but how long will that continue?

#the Pitt #Dennis Whitaker

Right, I have gone through my calendar and instituted…

An admin hour once a week, to get all the admin tasks I need to do, clear my email box and also this is the only time I can buy things so that should stop be spending randomly on things

A cleaning hour once a week (my flat is tiny, it only takes twenty minutes to clean anyway)

A music half hour each evening (I love music but I keep letting it slip each evening)

Writing time once a week

And I already have workout time set

So hopefully this will encourage me to do things I need and want to do, stop me worrying about trying to do these things at any random time and make sure these things get done instead of letting it all drift because I’m not in the right mood

And this system will work for about three months until it stops working for me and I have to think of another way.

That’s the problem with AuDHD - I can come up with great systems to get things done but the systems always stop working around the three months mark and I have to find a new way.

#adhd #adhd systems #audhd #I will figure out a way to get things working

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