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Unfortunately having Benji Dunn as my main blorbo means I have to be careful about asking myself āwhat would my blorbo doā as he canonically does things like throw his entire life away to join his crush, run back to intensely dangerous situations multiple times and conceal his life-threatening injury to make sure his love/team/mission succeeds.
Love you Benji, but I donāt think any of those are healthy things to be doing.
So then I look at my second blorboā¦Ethan Huntā¦..
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Enjoying just going onto Apple Music and picking a random playlist and hearing all this amazing music Iāve never heard before.
Ok, sometimes itās crap. Sometimes itās mid. Sometimes it āhey, this was a hit when I was a kid, you just remixed it and put a dance beat behind that doesnāt workā. But sometimes I discover something fantastic
People my age (over 50) have a tendency to say āall modern music is crapā and I like to say ābut have you heard itā¦.ā
Ah, going to a coffee shop, getting lovely coffee, sitting down with my book and then completely ignoring both as I stare out of the window and daydream about making movies.
Thatāll be my next thing I think
(I favour the McQ method - no script, get the actors together to create it, then shoot something incredibly beautiful and laden with symbolism and subtext. I really like that)
Long nightsš
Keep thinking of the way Amy drove up to the hospital and then got out of the car so Whitaker - who has just come off an exhausting shift - can drive.
Seems to me to be a reflection of the way Amy is handing over all her responsibilities to Whitaker, who already has a full time responsible job. And heās fine with that now but how long will that continue?
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Right, I have gone through my calendar and institutedā¦
An admin hour once a week, to get all the admin tasks I need to do, clear my email box and also this is the only time I can buy things so that should stop be spending randomly on things
A cleaning hour once a week (my flat is tiny, it only takes twenty minutes to clean anyway)
A music half hour each evening (I love music but I keep letting it slip each evening)
Writing time once a week
And I already have workout time set
So hopefully this will encourage me to do things I need and want to do, stop me worrying about trying to do these things at any random time and make sure these things get done instead of letting it all drift because Iām not in the right mood
And this system will work for about three months until it stops working for me and I have to think of another way.
Thatās the problem with AuDHD - I can come up with great systems to get things done but the systems always stop working around the three months mark and I have to find a new way.
Iāve instituted an admin hour for myself every week. One hour to sort my emails, check my subscriptions and accounts, all that stuff. Stop myself from trying to do it randomly whenever it comes in, getting distracted and then not doing it right. One hour to sit up straight at my laptop, get it done and sorted properly and then relax for the rest of the week.
Bit by bit, Iām getting myself sorted out so this weird brain of mine and the world can actually work together instead of trying to battle it constantly
Maybe itās just because I like to rent and therefore I have to move a lot, but everytime I watch TV and they have a huge house with a lot of stuff, or even a small house with a lot of stuff, I always get caught up in ādo you know how long it would take to pack all that? And the size of your moving van! And it would take months to unpackā¦.ā
Makes me flash back to when I would have to move 2000 books and 200 DVDs every time I moved.
I know physical media is better than digital, but I canāt tell you the relief of only having to move four kindles and two iPads instead of all that. Could move home in an afternoon and be settled by the evening.
(Iām one of those strange people who like to rent, Iām afraid. I owned my own place once and was in a low level panic the entire time at being trapped in that one home forever. Huge weight off my shoulders when I sold that)
(Wandered off the point there)
Anyway. Sorry. I was just saying - Iām always so distracted by how much stuff people have on TV homes
#artists
Edited for all my writer friends out there
The way Robby talks to the baby, and plays some music on his phone, is quite reminiscent of the way Whitaker talked to little baby Theo and played music.
And maybe thatās just the way people talk to babies but it just felt like something about the way Dennis talked to the baby unlocked something in Robby when he saw the baby later
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Bloody hell. The complete lack of cheering from the women on the roof as they watch the fireworks - the trauma and pain and wistfulness and tension thatās there insteadā¦.
Such a devastating moment. And I suspect so very very real
I really need Dr Robby telling me āI think you could do anything you put your mind toā
Hell, he wasnāt even speaking to me when he said that to Javadi and I felt inspired and encouraged.
>#I love how this gag would be funny at any point since the third century BCE
Iāve loved seeing everyoneās responses to my previous Tolkien questions so hereās another one!
The elves, humans, hobbits, and dwarves are often considered the main characters but thereās so many figures in Tolkien who fall outside that.
Iām curious about everyoneās favorites in other categories. It can be someone like Gandalf or Varda or Sauron, or something stranger like Old Man Willow, Tom, or the Watcher in the Water.
Let me know in the comments or tags! Obscure or semi/non canonical figures welcome!
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Not sure why I've never put DS9 into conversation with Tolkien before, since they are my best beloveds, so here we go. What do our best misfit toys make of the works of Jolkien Rolkien Rolkien Tolkien.
Sisko: read it because Jake briefly got into it; no strong opinions either way
Jake: engaged really deeply with the world-building for a very intense six months when he was 13; filled a load of notebooks with his own derivative version; discovered George Eliot
Quark: can't get past the lack of detail about economic structures
Kira: only seen the movies; likes the battle sequences; loves the hand to hand fighting; watches all the commentaries and extras about all that
Odo: is happy if Kira is happy
Dax: relates to the Elves
OāBrien: canāt get past the representation of the Dunlendings; agrees with Quark thereās not enough focus on the economics but not for the same reasons; is anti-monarchy
Bashir: read and reread as a teen including The Silmarillion; played a holosuite game of the NĆrnaeth Arnoediad over and over one summer when he was 16; hashtag annihilation fantasies
Garak: thinks itās absolute rubbish
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I keep on thinking about Ethan coming out of the Entity box and he canāt keep his hands or his gaze off Benji, heās reaching for him, hanging onto him.
All those years repressing his love for Benji, thinking itāll get him hurt, get him killed, how every time he shows affection for anyone, marrying Julia, holding hands with Ilsa in the boat, they end up damaged or dead, and shoving all his feelings for Benji into a box deep inside and locking it closed.
I think the thing with that Entity box is that it unlocks what is hidden deep inside. With Gabriel it intensified the evil and the madness inside. I suspect itās done that with anyone who went inside.
But inside Ethan is love, especially his love for Benji, and it unlocked that.
And just at the moment all Ethanās love for Benji floods his body and mind, when he realises he canāt hold this back anymore - he doesnāt want to hold this back anymoreā¦
He has to leave Benji.
Benji Angst :D !!
Pose is a little clunky but I really hope I captured his sad pathetic puppy face
