Psychic Anon

Luigi says he needed to make changes in the world. He’s cussing a lot out of frustration. Says Brian couldn’t keep getting away with this. The world is being destroyed. Luigi didn’t think he would get caught.

His goal was to take him out, make a point, we don’t need people who cheat and steal. He wanted to start a movement or be a part of it. He feels like he’s a hero.

When she was in his energy she felt he believed he had really great lawyers and a lot of money.

She says he feels remorseful about what he did to his family but he feels nothing about Brian’s family.

She felt there wasn’t something quite right in his brain. She says he’s not crazy or psychopathic but there’s a disconnect with him. She got the word “theatre” very performative and dramatic. Like someone in a play, you’re attached to the characters energy. He’s not always attached to reality. He gets out of “his self” and is in this performance in a way. Reality is bigger in his mind.

She said at the time his testosterone was really high and excessive.

She told him why Brian. He said he had it coming and he was very unethical and he was the head. She told him do you feel guilty and he told her it changed over time what he felt but he doesn’t feel guilty. He says it’s a war and he feels stronger and he has to keep fighting. He loves the attention and fame. His parents are unhappy with him but he said I’m a man and I am honorable.

Even though the team will say he wasn’t in the right mind he says he is not childlike and knew what he was doing. Say there need to be more people like him.

She says he gets pulled and drawn into these extreme things. An extreme personality. She says if he didn’t do this she could see him doing something very physical, masculine and testosterone driven. She says he may convince himself he’s a hero but he’s doing it for his own self-aggrandizement.

Says he is holding himself accountable about going about it the wrong way.

Does this resonate with all the readings you’ve done on him?

She felt there wasn’t something quite right in his brain. She says he’s not crazy or psychopathic but there’s a disconnect with him. She got the word “theatre” very performative and dramatic. Like someone in a play, you’re attached to the characters energy. He’s not always attached to reality.

I agree with this. His journals and writings come across as though he's living in a different reality, almost as if he's the main character in a movie.

I also can't stop thinking about the photos of him during the pre-trial hearings where he's smiling broadly. Before anyone comes for me, there's absolutely nothing wrong with smiling, but there was something about his behavior, his eyes, and his overall demeanor that felt noticeably different and, honestly, a little unsettling. Then on other days, he appeared more like the version of himself we'd seen before, the one from December or September and last May.