nik

When he calls me a fucking fag but im lwk into that

I feel like im decaying inside of my own body every single day

jerking off while being dead inside, call that shit necrophilia

when i relapsed so now i lwk cant sleep on my side for atleast a few days without hurting

i try my best to act pretty masculine in general but i fold like a napkin every time he calls me "sweet boy" or "good boy" holyy fuck

Posting forcemasc makes me feel like tyler durden in fight club. Like yes, im making myself more masculine and acting like someone else is doing it. Thanks for asking.