hi my name is evil

left handed

friends often think im neurodivergent

at 12 i hit a moving car when crossing the street and broke both my legs

got cancelled on twitter in 2022

facilitated my own mugging. so awkward about it the guys gave me back my things

british (specifically english)

oldest "daughter"

spoke with my dad on the phone once a week for ~a year when my parents separated

my fav subject at school was maths and participated in many maths comps

everyone thinks i have autism

undiagnosed autism

french

oldest daughter (to lowkey abusive parents)

moved across 6 school by the age of 11

hip + knee problems

7 suicide attempts

painter + poet + musician

i got bullied at school and spent my lunches alone doing my homework for fun

was very religious in elementary. had rosaries/verses of the bible memorized

used to full on rip/bite pieces of my skin off whenever someone got mad at me

know shakespeare passages by heart but cant remember a single password

only had my dads playlists for road trips, so pretty much grew up on 50s rock

been hyperfixated on joan of arc for almost 10 years

wake up in the morning to sun bleached flies by ethel cain. no happiness today

in first grade i punched another kids tooth out (ACCIDENT)

didn’t know str8 ppl existed till age 4 bc i had only gone to lesbian weddings

marching band nerd 🫪

american football FANATIC. i’m on my way to a stadium as we SPEAK

i have the worst enamel ever. in elementary school i had like 7 cavities

how to train your dragon is my favorite movie of all time

grew up (and still live in) in deep south usa

had a LONG and extensive Harry potter phase

got canceled on stan twt like 4 times (dont ask...)

AuDHD

chronically ill

eldest daughter/sister

Colorguard/band kid and yearbook editor in highschool

Hardcore dsmp stan in 2020/2021 lol

ADHD + OCD

Convinced myself I had a brain tumor in middle school but I was just v depressed

Oldest daughter

Grew up in/live in Deep South usa

Fairly restricted internet access as a kid w a bsf with no restrictions

Feel off a zipline as a kid and now have horrible back problems

oldest daughter

never watched spongebob

first fandom was star wars

queer awakening was my crazy toxic religious exfriend in sixth grade

thought i invented the concept of fanfic at age eleven

( ͡~ ͜ʖ ͡° )

3 separate instances of trauma (can't remember anything from those times)

Almost everyone in my family has had cancer

ADHD + GAD + OCD tendencies + insomnia + 73846 others

I once ate a full tub of cream when I was 3 (CeraVe)

Once asked my mom "Why are Black people called Black when they're brown?" at ~6*

I was skinny shamed for 3 years at middle school

I think that "Hold Them Down" from EPIC is a good song (I'M SORRY BUT ITS A BOP)

My mom thinks that me being trans is a tomboy phase

My brother is homophobic/transphobic to me and says slurs (he's in college)

I've never had a cavity (this is a flex)

I get HORRENDOUS bloody noses lasting up to 2 hours

I don't mind the taste of blood (but if the bloody nose goes down my throat EWW)

My bio mom has been arrested 7 times (haven't seen her in 10 years)

Was a unempathetic psycho as a child (reformed, thank God)

Unrestricted internet access as a child

Eldest sibling of 3

Nearly stuck a fork in an electrical socket when I was 2

Stuck my hand in a running treadmill when I was 4

Autism

i used to smoke weed and cigarettes

i was in a codependent sadomasochistic toxic relationship for almost 4 years

i was emotionally neglected by my parents

probable adhd and definite anxiety

smoked an actual pinecone on accident once

mom smoked weed while pregnant

roleplayed as a dog a lot as a kid

ate grass that possibly had goose poop on it

choked on a rock at 3 years old

fav musicals at 4 y/o: Little Shop of Horrors & Rocky Horror Picture Show

closest family member was a fan of undertale, portal, and dr who

watched porn at the ripe age of ohgodicantevenremember (guessing it was 9)

Technology Nerd

Has strange ideas about the concept of death

I have talked to several libertarian presidential candidates and know a few

My God Fathers are Gay ^^

Have always had a connection to Japanese Culture *even though I am not Japanese*

My parents have a library full of anarchist text, and spiritual text of all type

Suspecting BPD

Doesnt have a lot of IRL friends but a lot of people who think we are friends

I am not touchy in IRL unless it's for a certain purpose or we are close

A good amount of my childhood was spent surrounded by politics

⯎ My Button ⯎

Autism

14 copies of casino royale on dvd despite it not even being my fav Bond film

Eldest daughter core

All girls catholic school (I am no longer catholic, a girl, or straight)

Poetry notebooks

At EVERY academic chance, doing an essay on The Picture of Dorian Gray

Religious OCD

College is the first time ive interacted with a cis man my age for 5 years

brief episode of religious psychosis but we made it out alive lads

GENDERFLUID 🔥💯

depression :(

I've known I was queer since I was 7

I read fanfics about fandoms I'm not in

I have characters that embody my emotions to process them

I instead make the characters have lore and relationships

I have a group of 87 tabs of fanfiction from a fandom I'm not in

poetry book manuscript 😔

gifted kid

youngest child