soapbox

well maybe you should blearily wake up at 5:08 in the pre-dawn light and find the sleeping soft tiny mammal body of your cat just inches from your head like a miracle too beautiful for speech, and you should rustle one hand out from your blankets to rub fingertip circles across the warm eggshell dome of her little velvet-wrapped skull and on the bristly patches just where the cups of her ears begin, and as she inclines her head into your fingers and purrs without ever opening her little eyes you should feel a love so tender that you understand how that love could have reached out from the fireside into the inky spangled nights long gone to reach her, and then you'll feel better

one genre of fanfiction that seems to have mostly disappeared since i became an adult is shenanigans-type fics. like not exactly crack but just "the gang goes to 7-11" type, extremely low-stakes plot stories. the beach episodes of fanfiction. i just feel like i don't see those around so much anymore. whered they go. i miss them :(

As a kid, I wasn’t allowed to touch the hot stove with my bare hands. But now I get to do it whenever I want

As a kid, I accidentally put my hand on the hot stove and didn't even get burned. But now I get to constantly avoid the stove whenever I want

"I'm only criticizing the people who are lazy on purpose" is just not the reassurance people think it is when nearly every disabled person has been accused of not really being disabled and just being lazy on purpose

rest even when it feels lazy or looks lazy is so very important to your overall physical and mental health

we can’t talk here contact me in my dream tonight

happy birthday, gilbert baker. (june 2, 1951 — march 31, 2017)

ok do i need to rewatch? and where even is it right now bc I am not paying for another subscription

just called somewhere to schedule an appointment, there was an auto message saying they were on lunch until 12:45 ... it was 12:41 (just a minute ago lol

i was a little rude and called back at 12:46 ... They are still closed. I was hoping to make this call before my appointment omg but they probably have to flip a switch or something when they get back from lunch

sobbing over peaches and plums