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Hiraeth

Hiraeth is the missing limbs of language, tradition, stolen lifetimes. It's hearing family speak and not understanding because your parents decided English is enough. It's seeing the dances, hearing song, reading words and knowing you don't belong.

it's bearing witness to that heritage at a distance, wishing it were possible to fill that gaping maw in one's chest with the collective joy, rage and sorrow of your fellow cymry.

You can not long for a home you've never known You can only grieve for what should have been

#Hiraeth #Cymraeg #Wales #feels #;.;#<3

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Out of Touch

is-it-out-of-touch-thursday

#Thursday #Out of Touch

#Mary Poppins #Parody #skill #<3 #xx

Even though my brain is mean to itself sometimes, It's doing the best it can, Helped me through many situations, Got a few scar tissues and dead synapses but it still produces light, Like a light bulb that sometimes flickers but refuses to go out, It's not as bright as the fluorescents but its incandescence still glows with warmth and soft light

#voidfren #with the words #mental health #be kind to yourself #you deserve it #we all do #<3

We're just two hopeless voids orbiting around the sun on a spherical rock

With our silly little electric thought machines sending out signals into the stratosphere

#Voidfren posting #xeir poetry was showing again #just a li'l mood

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Everything changes and passes in this kaleidoscope of life

You can try and get similar patterns again through the viewfinder but they're never quite the same again

No matter the perspective

It's always changing, everflowing

Different lights and darks and a myriad of technicoloured dreams but never the same

#A friend in the void #a voidfren if you will #sometimes just says things #and it's just poetry #and now we're sharing it #with y'all at least #<3 #voidfren #xxx

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Rali Twm Sion / Dadl Dau / Gorsaf y Gof / Rachel Dafydd Ifan, a song by Cerys Matthews on Spotify

Spotify’s algorithms have, over past few months, finally learnt two very important details. 1) I like my music queer. 2) I like my music Welsh. There is apparently not a great amount of crossover (I ABSOLUTELY WANT SUGGESTIONS IF I’M WRONG), but I’m happy enough that the Shuffle of the “Massive listen to whatever” list is heavily favouring queer and Welsh songs. It is unreasonable how happy it makes me, not sure I deserve it tbh. :)

rainbowcapers

@quatregats If you haven’t come across them, I have since come across Y Trwbz. “Enfys yn y nos” is my favourite song of theirs, but they have a lot of wonderful tunes!

#Welsh #music #Y Trwbz #Enfys yn y nos #my reccs #<3 #xxx

Ever have a bug fly at face? Apparently, this happened my Draconian Monk and they did not appreciate it :3

#DCSS #DrMo^Ash #I was with Sif #but got a buuunch of spells with an Amulet of faith #then left them #But more importantly #am wearing Necklace of Bloodlust #and auto-travelled into a butterfly #insta-raged #and obliterated the poor 1hp no-attack having creature #pili-pala #Mae’n flin da fi #you did not deserve that #:3

Having some hella Critical Role feels today. And the opening roll from C2-E44 is amazing! I love the “Trio of Assholes” and how they’re like, “we have to keep an eye on things so the good people don’t lose themselves to bad things”, they don’t even see the nobility in their own intentions. I love how Fjord takes the time to forge specific relationships/interactions with with individuals. Caduceus is just on his own vibe at all times and it’s fantastic. I miss Molly and wish he could’ve been explored more. Jester is a delight! I hope Ashleigh’s schedule levels out in such a way that she gets to spend more time playing Yasha. I love the concept that I’ve seen so far, and it’s rood that she hasn’t had the opportunity to show us what she’s about.

#Critical Roll #Campaign 2 #The Mighty Nein #so good #I'm not blaming Ashleigh for not being there #I know she has many a commitment and work and whatnot #and that's fair and fine #But Yasha!#Thankfully Travis is doing a good job of keeping her (mostly) pretty safe

llyfrenfys

Hello! I’m a queer Welsh writer living in Ceredigion. I’m the one man team behind the Llyfr Enfys Project- where I’m writing Welsh’s first ever LGBTQ+ dictionary!

The project is split into 2- the first edition of the dictionary contains 80 terms such as:

Anghyfunryw-Heterosexual

Anneuaidd- Nonbinary

Anrhywiol- Asexual

Bwtsh-Butch

Camenwi- Deadnaming

Cydryweddol- Cisgender

Deurywiol- Bisexual

Dirywedd-Agender

Dyn Traws- Trans Man

Dysfforia Rhywedd- Gender Dysphoria

Hollrywiol- Pansexual

Hoyw-Gay

Lesbiaidd- Lesbian

Menyw Draws- Trans Woman

Niwtrois- Neutrois

Rhyweddhylifol- Genderfluid

Trawsryweddol- Transgender

Ymgwestiynu- Questioning

And many more terms to fill in the gaps of language, such as coining terms for aromantic, transmasc, transfem and mspec identities!

I would really appreciate if you could reblog this and share it with any langblrs you know to spread the word!

I also run a Welsh LGBTQ+ discord, dm for a link!

Diolch yn Fawr.

#Welsh #Cymraeg #Words

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teashoesandhair

In Welsh we don't say 'I miss you,' we say 'twll dîn pob Sais' and I think that's beautiful

#Welsh #Cymraeg #this took me a moment to translate #and 'dîn' isn't even in my dictionary #which is rood #but none-the-less #I am adding this to my lexicon #:)

teashoesandhair

Every day is a constant struggle not to headcanon my favourite characters as Welsh and write fic based on that concept.

That IT Chapter Two fic I started where Richie learns Welsh for a bet, doesn’t tell anyone, then breaks the Internet by appearing on Cwpwrdd Dillad on S4C, where they just roast his entire wardrobe for half an hour?

The fic where Hawkeye Pierce gets around the censors by sending all of his sauciest correspondence using a dictionary in the most obscure language he can think of, Welsh, and then it turns out that Radar is half Gog and can’t look him in the eye?

The one where Evy and Jonathan Carnahan’s father is Welsh, and Jonathan runs away to their family homestead in Glamorganshire after getting into a bit of a scrape with a forgery ring in Cairo, then entirely accidentally ends up getting haunted by a cyhyraeth due to the whole palaver with Imhotep and has to rope Evy, Rick and Ardeth in to help him get the spirit of the nearly-dead to bugger off before it can wail his impending death for the third and final time?

Literally the only thing stopping me is that only I would read it.

rainbowcapers

These are all fantastic ideas and I would read them, drop many likes/kudos/whatevs on you from a great height, and comment each one. Promises! Double promises! Do or don’t, but know that the idea alone is a work of art and omg would you have some fans <3

#teashoesandhair #lolyes #I really should make an Ao3 account #because clever clogs like this deserve the support for their genius #to be appreciated in their time #<3 #xxx

Ok. I’ve legit started duolingo regularly and so far I’ve got two things to say: 1) pretty good system for learning new languages. wish it’d start me a little higher up this ladder, but otherwise fine. 2) I keep inputting the wrong language because I’m trying to rush through to where I’m learning something new. It’s AGGRAVATING. Once I get my confidence up I’ll probably be posting more, if only to be using the Welsh.

#Welsh #Cymraeg #DOING THE THING

pathologising

actually you will not enjoy hearing this but you literally have to abandon your self deprecating humor. besides the fact that it can drive people away you literally are only hurting yourself by constantly making jokes that further cement the idea in your head that you are not good enough. I do not care that you think its a good coping mechanism it is absolutely not and you need to start challenging negative thoughts instead of feeding into them.

pisswizzard

and you don’t even need to jump right to positivity. hell, it’s okay if that’s never your thing. but at least go for neutrality. being at peace with yourself is just as good if not better than being positive. make a mistake at work? instead of “well good fucking job there” just dial it down to “whelp, that’s not what I wanted.” find something comfortable and sustainable. it might still feel like bs for a while, but it’ll be easier to build the habit than trying to force false positivity.

becausegoodheroesdeservekidneys

Another suggested transition: ironic self-aggrandising.

So if you make the mistake at work, instead of "Well good fucking job there", you go "Well I feel I'm an unappreciated genius and it's time we all do it this way anyway." Or even "My god, I'm just so sexy and talented."

It's a good transition because it sort of feels like self-deprecation, but the fact that you're actually saying something positive goes a surprisingly long way in stabilising your self-esteem, and also it's much less likely to be uncomfortable for others to deal with.

rainbowcapers

I took to the ironic self-aggrandising (fantastic way of phrasing it, thank you!) a few years ago, but I’ve come up against a new problem. People declaring it’s “arrogance/ego” and not understanding when the choice of words is explained. Are they being willfully ignorant? I don’t know. Doesn’t stop me because fuck ‘em. I drop friends who don’t act like friends. But be aware that there can be some minor social backlash from people who don’t have a sense of humour.

#Coping mechanism #positivity #be kind to yourself #plz #<3

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Rali Twm Sion / Dadl Dau / Gorsaf y Gof / Rachel Dafydd Ifan, a song by Cerys Matthews on Spotify

Spotify’s algorithms have, over past few months, finally learnt two very important details. 1) I like my music queer. 2) I like my music Welsh. There is apparently not a great amount of crossover (I ABSOLUTELY WANT SUGGESTIONS IF I’M WRONG), but I’m happy enough that the Shuffle of the “Massive listen to whatever” list is heavily favouring queer and Welsh songs. It is unreasonable how happy it makes me, not sure I deserve it tbh. :)

lexiconofhope

Adwaith feels very much like an LGBTQ+ Welsh band, though I don’t have confirmation, so if you haven’t already I recommend them.

rainbowcapers

This is fantastic! You’re fantastic! Diolch yn fawr! <3

#omg #YES #I need to listen to their stuff #but the VIBE feels right #I'll probably make a post on it later #especially if they are #but it'll have to wait until family are gone #because they lack the appreciation lol

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Rali Twm Sion / Dadl Dau / Gorsaf y Gof / Rachel Dafydd Ifan, a song by Cerys Matthews on Spotify

Spotify’s algorithms have, over past few months, finally learnt two very important details. 1) I like my music queer. 2) I like my music Welsh. There is apparently not a great amount of crossover (I ABSOLUTELY WANT SUGGESTIONS IF I’M WRONG), but I’m happy enough that the Shuffle of the “Massive listen to whatever” list is heavily favouring queer and Welsh songs. It is unreasonable how happy it makes me, not sure I deserve it tbh. :)

#Cymraeg #LGBTQ #queer #Welsh #Music #Just felt like putting that out there #Nos Da

teashoesandhair

Hello everyone, please enjoy this song which someone introduced me to yesterday and which has been on repeat ever since, because it truly is an absolute bop and it’s also very good to put on quite loudly whilst you’re in the kitchen and just do a very effervescent jig

(Song is Drwy Dy Lygid Di by Yws Gwynedd)

teashoesandhair

Please everyone enjoy this Welsh language bop, I am having a nice little jig to it AS WE SPEAK

#Yws Gwynedd #Drwy Dy Lygid Di #yeah #I got ~20 seconds in #and #knew I had to reblog #because can confirm #it is kinda bopping #lets go #aaaaand I threw it onto the wrong blog #feck it #totes intentional

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