let's be alone together

mmm.... where are you radsakeners...

i wanna start a war w radganronpa.. /silly

ELLIE MY BELOVED MEWTUAL!!! /PLAT

They simply have a different opinion, and whether or not you agree with that opinion or think it’s wrong, you do not need to attack them.

mmm.... where are you radsakeners...

i wanna start a war w radganronpa.. /silly

i've always wanted to be plural. even before i knew what plurality was.

when i was six i spent a week trying to make a sentient person in my head with their own personality and identity.

even before i knew about DID i always wanted my parents to be worse to me, though i didn't know why.

when i discovered plurality at eleven years old my first thought was "its a shame that i'm too old to be traumatized." when i discovered endogenic plurality i started willomancy.

but it wasn't really enough.

the radqueer community is how i discovered that my experiences were real and valid. i have DID. even though i wasn't born with it.

hai every0ne. i havez a seri0uz p0zt t0 makez. i thinkz i need t0 be upfr0nt ab0ut why ive been in4ctive. lazt year, i hadz a abuzive partner n4med Benjamin. he SA'd m3, and i g0t infected wit HIV. HIV iz a seri0uz illnezz that iz still under-rese4rched, 0ftentimez queer beingz r ign0red in theze casez… i went 10 m0nthz with0ut pr0per treatmentz, when itz supp0sed t0 b diagn0zed IMMEDIATELYZ…… dezpite tellingz mai d0ct0r h0w it waznt juzt a flu an i wuz gettingz pr0grezzively sicker an sicker, I wuz ign0red. R3cently, I havez switched d0ct0rz, dezpite mai p4rentz pr0tezts. The tezt came 0ut p0zitive.. but mai parentz are refusing me pr0per treatmentz. I am legally n0tz all0wed t0 livez 0n mai 0wn, n mai partnerz are t00 far awayz t0 smuggle meh 0utz.

i amz bedridden, it hurtz t0 even type thiz, butz i will try and spreadz j0y az much az i can.

i havez rashez n s0rez all 0ver meh b0dy, mai head aches like s0me0ne iz stabbing meh, mai thr0at stingz, ivez g0tten several recurring lung infecti0nz, n mai SH cutz are 10000% m0ar likeleyz t0 getz a deadly infecti0n. ૮ •́︿•̀)ა HIV iz lik3ly t0 turn int0 AIDz, n im s0 scared 0f what will happen n0wz. Butz at leazt i havez all deh art 0f mai selfshipz and flagz t0 die wit n b mai legacy! J0kez 0ut 0f deh way, Im v3ry scared. I c0uld die 0f s3psis if im n0t careful. Ive alz0 been gettingz harazzed, I d0nt want t0 g0 t00 far int0 it, but mai crayzay ex iz stalking meh, (I kn0w y0u zee thiz Ben. I d0nt care ab0ut y0u anym0re. Leave me al0ne becauz y0u kn0w what y0u did t0 a tranzgender queer neur0diverse at the time MIN0R whenz y0ure 24, n gave bark a seri0uz incur4ble illnezz y0u KN0W pup cantz get pr0per treatmentz f0r…) ive alz0 been gettingz harazzed by anti radqueerz n fand0m antiz, N itz been makingz mai illnezz get much much w0rze. Im s0 s0rry ifz i d0nt reach 0ut much 0r d0nt rezp0nd, I d0nt thinkz i can t4ke flag requezts anym0re. I cantz even draw anym0rez.

I w0uld really, really appreciatez any kind 0f supp0rt right n0wz. Again, idk if i c4n resp0nd t0 every0ne, but i'll try. Thankz y0u all s0 muchz.

Please read.

hi everyone. I have a serious post to make.

I think I need to be upfront about why I've been inactive.

Last year, I had an abusive partner named Benjamin. He SA'd me, and I got infected with HIV.

HIV is a serious illness that is still under researched, oftentimes queer beings are ignored in these cases... I went 10 months without proper treatment, when it's supposed to be diagnosed immediately.

despite telling my doctor how it wasn't just a flu and I was getting sicker and sicker, I was ignored. Recently, I have switched doctors, despite my parents' protests. The test came out positive, but my parents are refusing me proper treatment. I am legally not allowed to live on my own, and my partners are too far away to smuggle me out.

I am bedridden, it hurts to even type this, but I will try to spread joy as much as I can.

I have rashes and sores all over my body, my head hurts like someone is stabbing me, my throat stings, I've gotten several recurring lung infections, and my SH cuts are 100000% more likely to get a deadly infection.

HIV is likely to turn into AIDS, and I'm so scared of what will happen now. But at least I have all of the art of my self ships to die with and be my legacy! Jokes out of the way, I'm very scared. I could die of sepsis if I'm not careful. I've also been getting harassed, I don't want to get too far into it but my crazy ex is stalking me (the part in parentheses has been removed by the translator) I've also been getting harassed by anti radqueers and fandom antis, and it's been making my illness get much worse.

I'm so sorry if I don't reach out or don't respond, I don't think I can take flag requests anymore. I can't even draw anymore.

I would really, really appreciate any kind of support right now. Again, idk if i can respond to everyone, but i'll try. Thank you all so much.

You can still use all of my coined terms, but I will not be taking requests, at least not regularly. I deeply appreciate the Radqueer community and everything you have given me.

"Dni radqueers / youthlibs / pro-cc / proship / lolisho

"oh? do you mean DNI PRO FUN AND JOY?????? CUZ THAT'S WHAT I'M HEARING FROM YOU

Like at this point you hate us because you ain't us. Sorry that we have whimsy and joy.

"You're so corny!" GOOD. I would rather be corny then be boring and closed minded. Corny is not the insult you think it is.

hai every0ne. i havez a seri0uz p0zt t0 makez. i thinkz i need t0 be upfr0nt ab0ut why ive been in4ctive. lazt year, i hadz a abuzive partner n4med Benjamin. he SA'd m3, and i g0t infected wit HIV. HIV iz a seri0uz illnezz that iz still under-rese4rched, 0ftentimez queer beingz r ign0red in theze casez… i went 10 m0nthz with0ut pr0per treatmentz, when itz supp0sed t0 b diagn0zed IMMEDIATELYZ…… dezpite tellingz mai d0ct0r h0w it waznt juzt a flu an i wuz gettingz pr0grezzively sicker an sicker, I wuz ign0red. R3cently, I havez switched d0ct0rz, dezpite mai p4rentz pr0tezts. The tezt came 0ut p0zitive.. but mai parentz are refusing me pr0per treatmentz. I am legally n0tz all0wed t0 livez 0n mai 0wn, n mai partnerz are t00 far awayz t0 smuggle meh 0utz.

i amz bedridden, it hurtz t0 even type thiz, butz i will try and spreadz j0y az much az i can.

i havez rashez n s0rez all 0ver meh b0dy, mai head aches like s0me0ne iz stabbing meh, mai thr0at stingz, ivez g0tten several recurring lung infecti0nz, n mai SH cutz are 10000% m0ar likeleyz t0 getz a deadly infecti0n. ૮ •́︿•̀)ა HIV iz lik3ly t0 turn int0 AIDz, n im s0 scared 0f what will happen n0wz. Butz at leazt i havez all deh art 0f mai selfshipz and flagz t0 die wit n b mai legacy! J0kez 0ut 0f deh way, Im v3ry scared. I c0uld die 0f s3psis if im n0t careful. Ive alz0 been gettingz harazzed, I d0nt want t0 g0 t00 far int0 it, but mai crayzay ex iz stalking meh, (I kn0w y0u zee thiz Ben. I d0nt care ab0ut y0u anym0re. Leave me al0ne becauz y0u kn0w what y0u did t0 a tranzgender queer neur0diverse at the time MIN0R whenz y0ure 24, n gave bark a seri0uz incur4ble illnezz y0u KN0W pup cantz get pr0per treatmentz f0r…) ive alz0 been gettingz harazzed by anti radqueerz n fand0m antiz, N itz been makingz mai illnezz get much much w0rze. Im s0 s0rry ifz i d0nt reach 0ut much 0r d0nt rezp0nd, I d0nt thinkz i can t4ke flag requezts anym0re. I cantz even draw anym0rez.

I w0uld really, really appreciatez any kind 0f supp0rt right n0wz. Again, idk if i c4n resp0nd t0 every0ne, but i'll try. Thankz y0u all s0 muchz.

Please read.

hi everyone. I have a serious post to make.

I think I need to be upfront about why I've been inactive.

Last year, I had an abusive partner named Benjamin. He SA'd me, and I got infected with HIV.

HIV is a serious illness that is still under researched, oftentimes queer beings are ignored in these cases... I went 10 months without proper treatment, when it's supposed to be diagnosed immediately.

despite telling my doctor how it wasn't just a flu and I was getting sicker and sicker, I was ignored. Recently, I have switched doctors, despite my parents' protests. The test came out positive, but my parents are refusing me proper treatment. I am legally not allowed to live on my own, and my partners are too far away to smuggle me out.

I am bedridden, it hurts to even type this, but I will try to spread joy as much as I can.

I have rashes and sores all over my body, my head hurts like someone is stabbing me, my throat stings, I've gotten several recurring lung infections, and my SH cuts are 100000% more likely to get a deadly infection.

HIV is likely to turn into AIDS, and I'm so scared of what will happen now. But at least I have all of the art of my self ships to die with and be my legacy! Jokes out of the way, I'm very scared. I could die of sepsis if I'm not careful. I've also been getting harassed, I don't want to get too far into it but my crazy ex is stalking me (the part in parentheses has been removed by the translator) I've also been getting harassed by anti radqueers and fandom antis, and it's been making my illness get much worse.

I'm so sorry if I don't reach out or don't respond, I don't think I can take flag requests anymore. I can't even draw anymore.

I would really, really appreciate any kind of support right now. Again, idk if i can respond to everyone, but i'll try. Thank you all so much.

You can still use all of my coined terms, but I will not be taking requests, at least not regularly. I deeply appreciate the Radqueer community and everything you have given me.

hai every0ne. i havez a seri0uz p0zt t0 makez. i thinkz i need t0 be upfr0nt ab0ut why ive been in4ctive. lazt year, i hadz a abuzive partner n4med Benjamin. he SA'd m3, and i g0t infected wit HIV. HIV iz a seri0uz illnezz that iz still under-rese4rched, 0ftentimez queer beingz r ign0red in theze casez… i went 10 m0nthz with0ut pr0per treatmentz, when itz supp0sed t0 b diagn0zed IMMEDIATELYZ…… dezpite tellingz mai d0ct0r h0w it waznt juzt a flu an i wuz gettingz pr0grezzively sicker an sicker, I wuz ign0red. R3cently, I havez switched d0ct0rz, dezpite mai p4rentz pr0tezts. The tezt came 0ut p0zitive.. but mai parentz are refusing me pr0per treatmentz. I am legally n0tz all0wed t0 livez 0n mai 0wn, n mai partnerz are t00 far awayz t0 smuggle meh 0utz.

i amz bedridden, it hurtz t0 even type thiz, butz i will try and spreadz j0y az much az i can.

i havez rashez n s0rez all 0ver meh b0dy, mai head aches like s0me0ne iz stabbing meh, mai thr0at stingz, ivez g0tten several recurring lung infecti0nz, n mai SH cutz are 10000% m0ar likeleyz t0 getz a deadly infecti0n. ૮ •́︿•̀)ა HIV iz lik3ly t0 turn int0 AIDz, n im s0 scared 0f what will happen n0wz. Butz at leazt i havez all deh art 0f mai selfshipz and flagz t0 die wit n b mai legacy! J0kez 0ut 0f deh way, Im v3ry scared. I c0uld die 0f s3psis if im n0t careful. Ive alz0 been gettingz harazzed, I d0nt want t0 g0 t00 far int0 it, but mai crayzay ex iz stalking meh, (I kn0w y0u zee thiz Ben. I d0nt care ab0ut y0u anym0re. Leave me al0ne becauz y0u kn0w what y0u did t0 a tranzgender queer neur0diverse at the time MIN0R whenz y0ure 24, n gave bark a seri0uz incur4ble illnezz y0u KN0W pup cantz get pr0per treatmentz f0r…) ive alz0 been gettingz harazzed by anti radqueerz n fand0m antiz, N itz been makingz mai illnezz get much much w0rze. Im s0 s0rry ifz i d0nt reach 0ut much 0r d0nt rezp0nd, I d0nt thinkz i can t4ke flag requezts anym0re. I cantz even draw anym0rez.

I w0uld really, really appreciatez any kind 0f supp0rt right n0wz. Again, idk if i c4n resp0nd t0 every0ne, but i'll try. Thankz y0u all s0 muchz.

Please read.

hi everyone. I have a serious post to make.

I think I need to be upfront about why I've been inactive.

Last year, I had an abusive partner named Benjamin. He SA'd me, and I got infected with HIV.

HIV is a serious illness that is still under researched, oftentimes queer beings are ignored in these cases... I went 10 months without proper treatment, when it's supposed to be diagnosed immediately.

despite telling my doctor how it wasn't just a flu and I was getting sicker and sicker, I was ignored. Recently, I have switched doctors, despite my parents' protests. The test came out positive, but my parents are refusing me proper treatment. I am legally not allowed to live on my own, and my partners are too far away to smuggle me out.

I am bedridden, it hurts to even type this, but I will try to spread joy as much as I can.

I have rashes and sores all over my body, my head hurts like someone is stabbing me, my throat stings, I've gotten several recurring lung infections, and my SH cuts are 100000% more likely to get a deadly infection.

HIV is likely to turn into AIDS, and I'm so scared of what will happen now. But at least I have all of the art of my self ships to die with and be my legacy! Jokes out of the way, I'm very scared. I could die of sepsis if I'm not careful. I've also been getting harassed, I don't want to get too far into it but my crazy ex is stalking me (the part in parentheses has been removed by the translator) I've also been getting harassed by anti radqueers and fandom antis, and it's been making my illness get much worse.

I'm so sorry if I don't reach out or don't respond, I don't think I can take flag requests anymore. I can't even draw anymore.

I would really, really appreciate any kind of support right now. Again, idk if i can respond to everyone, but i'll try. Thank you all so much.

You can still use all of my coined terms, but I will not be taking requests, at least not regularly. I deeply appreciate the Radqueer community and everything you have given me.