Holy bazookers... welcome to my page I don't really know where to start 🤷♀️
Im not exactly new to Tumblr, joined about a year and a half ago and since a few months ago I've had neglected the app out of my own embarrassment, I don't know what I was posting so I had therefore deleted the worst of the batch. Please do ignore my older posts I have grown a concious since.
˖˚⊹What will I be posting you ask?˖˚⊹
(You didn't)
Uhh Art for the most part and some AO3 things I'm working on! My art will mostly just vary to Fannart of my current fandoms I'm related to, and some of my oc work, because that's a big ol' project I Hella need to get on that I've been trying to do but had been distracted for about two years.
No I will not be describing my lore here, that'll take years. I'll probably add some little bits of it in between posts if it is oc related if anyone is interested.
˖˚⊹ ꣑ৎSome other facts about me:
I'm also quite in the alternative scene, and I'm currently transitioning from a baby-bat to a goth. I enjoy A LOT of music, including goth, gothic rock/metal, post-punk, darkwave, experimental rock, maybe a few house tracks, nu-metal, indie, whatever Aphex Twin + Crystal Castles + early Grimes go under, and some more distinct artists I like are Mareux, Radiohead, Audio Bullys, (unfortunately) MSI, Phantogram, Type o, Siousxie, The Cure, etc etc etc. There's a lot.
My artstyle I'd like to say is under semi realism with my own little artistc flares to it.
I also go by all pronouns! No worry in misgendering me, I'm whatever gender you see me as, but most see me as a woman due to the fact that I am born a female and present very hyper-feminine, but I also don't mind whatever you think of me as. I'm also pansexual, and typless which I fear is very apparent in my art.
And lastly, my fandoms, the most interesting part! I dabble in quite a... few, but I have about the 6 main ones I focus on and draw and write about the most, that being (mostly not in order):
―୨୧⋆ ˚MCU (will later try and look into comics.)
* (including both Avengers and X-men universes)
―୨୧⋆ ˚Hannibal (NBC)
―୨୧⋆ ˚Sherlock (BBC, but I want to try and branch out as I've heard it's not the best representation of the books)
―୨୧⋆ ˚House M.D
―୨୧⋆ ˚LOTR and The Hobbit
―୨୧⋆ ˚Arcane
And ships, of course, if anyone is interested in any of my fav fandoms.
-Stucky, sambucky, buckynat, blackhill, cherik, and a few more that mostly land in the rarepair area or just the obvious ones but I can't be asked to name them.
-As any normal Hannibal fan, indeed its hannigram.
-Again, as any normal PERSON, Johnlock. And a little bit of mystrade.
-HILSON!! Also huddy... also why not some of that poly magic?
-Mostly I focus on Bagginshield but I also have been getting into the ship of Aragorn x Legolas.
-All the canon ones, and yes I include jayvik.
And... uhhh I think that's about it.
I'll reblog this every now and again, but yeah thanks for visiting the page!
I might add my other socials here if I'm confident enough.
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I am gonna be basing my commissions off of Marvel Rivals skins!!! I'm gonna call this is a practice run before I start doing real commissions... I'm just desperate for those skins guys 🥹
Okay, I'll detail into it. Some of my work (That are all mostly unfinished as they're just examples of my work) will be at the end, aswell as my discord where you can contact me from!! That is also where I'll put my Marvel Rivals username.
Technically, because I'm working off gifts, my prices are basically indirectly from £16–£21 depending on the skin, which to be fair, is incredibly cheap for typical art commissions, so with that, none of my works will be coloured or feature backgrounds, but will still have shading and rendering, just in black and white, as I do specialise in that anyway!
Also, I will be drawing from my phone, dw, not with my fingers, but this is just the easiest way for me currently, as I'm still getting used to krita on my drawing tablet.
Here are my prices as follows:
Full body + shading —> PREFERABLY a legendary skins that I'll request.
Headshot/half body + shading —> PREFERABLY a epic/rare skin that I'll request.
If you request a work without the shading part, we can discuss what you can gift me in my discord <3
As warning I still have lingering burnout, so some works may take me a little longer then usual, but I will disclaim that pre-drawing.
I may not get to everyone depending on how many request! But i still expect respect and dignity as I am a young artist just trying to have fun. I won't tolerate any other treatment.
I'm open to draw anything like OCs or characters, but some stuff are out my speciality, like mechs and some animals, which I will inform you if so.
I WLL NOT be doing, NSFW or heavily suggestive work. They're plently other people you can commission that from, just not me <3. I also prefer visual references if possible!l lf not, I need a full detail description, or I will cry.
That's it for now, I'll go into more detail if needed on my discord
r4iny_2.0
Here are some rough unfinished examples of my work:
For any stucky AND cherik survivers, heres a fic I'm writing!!
And definitely not an attempt to start up my Tumblr again by advertising...
Cherik and stucky crossover fic!! This was very needed for my own peace of mind.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Tags:
Mentioned Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Crossover, I'm Bad At Tagging, Just wait like seriously, Fluff and Angst, a little bit angsty, Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug, Bucky Barnes Has Issues, Bucky Barnes's Metal Arm, POV Alternating, POV Third Person, Does this count as a crossover? I think it does, Well - Freeform, Somewhat, Bucky Barnes Has PTSD, Steve Rogers Loves Bucky Barnes, Charles Xavier Loves Erik Lehnsherr, Erik Lehnsherr Loves Charles Xavier, But none of them can admit it, Post-Movie: X-Men: Days of Future Past (2014), Post-Movie: Thunderbolts (2025), Hurt Charles Xavier, Charles Xavier is a Mess, X Mansion | Charles Xavier's Mansion, Fluff, Erik Lehnsherr is Not a Happy Bunny, Erik Lehnsherr Has Feelings, Ok so steve comes back, But its explained in another fic, Beast Hank McCoy, Hank McCoy is So Done, Stephen Strange is So Done, Steve Rogers Friendly, Bucky Barnes Loves Steve Rogers, I forgot to add that, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Canon Disabled Character, Addiction, Self-Harm, Angst, Yeah sorry charles just makes everything angsty when he shows up, Charles Xavier Has Issues, Charles Xavier Needs a Hug, my bad - Freeform, Song Lyrics, In like one or two chapter titles
Summary:
(Can completely be read as a standalone don't worry, but if you'd want more context to the fact Steve is here even post‐Thunderbolts it's explained in my fic Familiarity. I just wanted to give it an actual ending since i havent touched it in months)
(Also, also, don't think to much about the times and years thanks)
Stucky are caught in Spiderman's universe fiasco, where in one moment they slept in one cozy morning, and in the next they've found themselves stuck in the middle of a more-or-less unfamiliar world.
And... Charles is still pretty much going through it and felt useless to help.
Oof, I forgot I had a Tumblr account as my brain had blocked it out due to how much i physically cringe by looking at it. But I thought I should probably post my stucky fic here.
Familiarity
Tags: Heavy Angst, Smoking, Bucky Barnes Smokes, Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug, Bucky Barnes Feels, Bucky Barnes Recovering, Everyone Needs A Hug, Steve Rogers Needs a Hug, Steve Rogers Feels, Bisexual Steve Rogers, Hurt Bucky Barnes, Fluff, Fluff and Angst, steve leaves, Yet steve comes back??, I'm Bad At Tagging, Well - Freeform, Canon Compliant with Movie: Avengers: Endgame (2019), Compliant with tfatws somewhat, Eventual Fluff, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Author Is Sleep Deprived, no beta we die like jayvik, Gayly, depressingly, We need stucky revival desperately, Domestic Fluff, At some point i swear, Good Friend Sam Wilson (Marvel), Bucky Barnes Has Issues, Bucky Barnes Has PTSD, comphet, Internalized Homophobia, Hurt Steve Rogers, Bisexual Bucky Barnes, Religious Guilt, mentioned conversion to atheism, but only very lightly hinted, Maybe - Freeform, Men Crying, elderly men yaoi ahh fic, Bucky has a cat, Protective Steve Rogers, Mentioned Alpine the Cat (Marvel), Good Cat Alpine (Marvel)
summary: In which,
Bucky, now left by himself, Isolated within his house after the events of tfatws, locks himself in when he finally gets hit with the realisation of Steve actually being gone for good, taking in bad habits from years back, the only thing comforting him was the sense of familiarity, practically getting high off the familiar trying to find things that could connect him to his past to cope. Yet one faithful day, someone, a figure, a recognisable one, comes to his doorstep, will he take his appearance well? (Spoilers, no, no he will not)
This fic has been on break for months. I haven't touched Tumblr in ages because I get repulsed by my account from cringe, but I felt bad. This is technically by definition discontinued but I swear I'll come around to it. I need to revamp this account before I do anything tbh.
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No safety. No food. No aid. No water. No healthcare. No education. Is this what it means to live? Is this what world accept as life?
If a group of animals were trapped, starved, and cut off from the world like this, people would be outraged. But because it's us—human beings—somehow, the world looks away.
These are unbearable days. Everything feels heavy. Each hour presses on my chest like I’m being suffocated.
My family needs urgent help.
Basic survival has become nearly impossible. Bread—just bread—now costs over $25 a day to make.
We are not asking for luxury. We are begging for life.
Please, if you’re reading this: help. Reblog this post. Talk about us. Donate if you can. Even a small act can mean everything right now.
Oof, I forgot I had a Tumblr account as my brain had blocked it out due to how much i physically cringe by looking at it. But I thought I should probably post my stucky fic here.
Familiarity
Tags: Heavy Angst, Smoking, Bucky Barnes Smokes, Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug, Bucky Barnes Feels, Bucky Barnes Recovering, Everyone Needs A Hug, Steve Rogers Needs a Hug, Steve Rogers Feels, Bisexual Steve Rogers, Hurt Bucky Barnes, Fluff, Fluff and Angst, steve leaves, Yet steve comes back??, I'm Bad At Tagging, Well - Freeform, Canon Compliant with Movie: Avengers: Endgame (2019), Compliant with tfatws somewhat, Eventual Fluff, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Author Is Sleep Deprived, no beta we die like jayvik, Gayly, depressingly, We need stucky revival desperately, Domestic Fluff, At some point i swear, Good Friend Sam Wilson (Marvel), Bucky Barnes Has Issues, Bucky Barnes Has PTSD, comphet, Internalized Homophobia, Hurt Steve Rogers, Bisexual Bucky Barnes, Religious Guilt, mentioned conversion to atheism, but only very lightly hinted, Maybe - Freeform, Men Crying, elderly men yaoi ahh fic, Bucky has a cat, Protective Steve Rogers, Mentioned Alpine the Cat (Marvel), Good Cat Alpine (Marvel)
summary: In which,
Bucky, now left by himself, Isolated within his house after the events of tfatws, locks himself in when he finally gets hit with the realisation of Steve actually being gone for good, taking in bad habits from years back, the only thing comforting him was the sense of familiarity, practically getting high off the familiar trying to find things that could connect him to his past to cope. Yet one faithful day, someone, a figure, a recognisable one, comes to his doorstep, will he take his appearance well? (Spoilers, no, no he will not)
Being a stucky shipper is real hard in 2024 🥲 where’s the edits I naturally stumble upon on tiktok, the gut wrenching tumblr posts from the stucky blogs I followed back in the day. I’m just feeling nostalgic for the stucky vs stony ship wars okay 😭
It doesn't look like Bucky, but that was just a quick sketch anyway.
Some bucky rambling and opinins:
Can I say my honest opinion about his new hair in thunderbolts?
Can I please say it?
Hello?
No?...
Well, doin' it anyway.
I fuckin' love it to bits, am I odd for that? Maybe... probably... most likely. Look, I love ugly haircuts on my favourite characters, it's just so AUGH, ifykwm, like, NEED, if you are pickin' up what I'm puttin' down, I can't put it to words why. I love ugly haircuts overall though (even more when it's a fictional character), but that might be because I'm alternative (goth specifically), where I love the world of micro bangs, bobs that reach the ears, choppy layerin'.
But this, this Thunderbolts haircut people are describin' as a 'fuckass bob', isn't even ugly, I mean, it probably is to most people. But a few select people who honestly need to take a breather, sound like Howl in 'Howl's Moving Castle' when his hair accidentally gets dyed and he has a horrific tantrum about it except this time it's about Bucky.
I think his hair was cut specifically to always be slicked back, and it looks awesome in the few clips of the Thunderbolts trailer, but we all know Bucky is not goin' to go into a fight like that.
I would say people can fight me on that, but duh, people have their own opinions. (I will fight people on that)
And there's also a pretty deep reason why he has the haircut too, his hair has always shown his freedom. Which is why it's basically chin length. That's always been a big giveaway to what point of healin' he's in.
This is why, Sebastian said in that interview that he was "a bit of both" of the Winter Soldier and Bucky.
(HONESTLY, MARVEL, HE HEALED LEAVE HIM BE, LET HIM BE AT PEACE FOR ONCE)
Anyway, back to the art piece.
In my mind, with cute emo dolphins jumpin' in a bloodbath with a black-and-white rainbow in the back, everythin' is perfectly fine and pristine, and both Sam and Steve are pullin' his little kitty Meow Meow cheeks 🤧
But you believe what yall wanna believe I guess, up to the viewer.
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I might have said this before, I can’t remember but it bothers me so much that in Civil War, when Rhodey is hurt, Sam gets the blame for it but it was Vision who sent that blast, at Sam, which let’s be real, would have killed Sam if he didn’t dodge it and no one utters a word against Vision about it? It’s just written off as Sam’s fault when he didn’t have anything to do with it really. If the blast knocked the suit out and led to such a great fall that Rhodey was partially paralysed even with all that protection, it most definitely would have led to Sam’s death, if not killed him immediately but that’s fine? Idk, I just find it weird that no one was like “what are you playing at Vision?” (At least in the movie, idk about the comics)
Bucky’s metal arm has touch sensors. They’ve just never been calibrated properly. The soldier learned only what was important to him on the field, the cold hard metal of a gun and how much pressure to use when pulling the trigger.
Steve notices this, as he helps Bucky settle in to his new life. He sees Bucky touching the soft flannel bedsheets first with his right hand, then with his left hand, brows knitted in deep concentration.
Uncertainly, Steve asks if he doesn’t like it, if it is too warm or too soft—
“Soft,” Bucky picks up the word from Steve’s ramble. He lowers his head and looks at the pastel sheets between his fingers, and repeats. “Soft.”
The cotton tee, the woollen cardigan, the denim pants, the mesh sneakers, he gently rubs each textile between his fingers with both hands. He does the same when in the kitchen, running his fingers lightly over the coarse heads of a cauliflower, the pockmarked rind of an orange, the sharp stalks of rosemary, the glossy skin of a plum.
His vocabulary recovers more with time, and whenever Steve asks how it feels, he can give a few extra words — firm, smooth, hard, sharp, rough. On the occasions he says the word soft, his whole expression relaxes and all the lines soften, and Steve wishes he could swathe the man with everything soft and fluffy just to keep it there.
They sit down to watch TV after dinner. lt’s their ritual. A time when they sit together silently — when Bucky gets used to being in the same physical space, without feeling the pressure to make conversation. It seems silly but Steve has seen the difference it has made, from Bucky wedging himself into the other end of the couch, to now relaxing next to him, their shoulders occasionally brushing as they reach for the crackers on the table.
This has been a particularly long day, Steve having just returned from a 3 day mission where he barely caught a wink. About ten minutes into the soothing documentary about red pandas, he is fast asleep. He wakes to something brushing against his hand, light and tremulous. Then something a little cooler and a lot harder does the same, and he realises what it is.
Bucky snatches his hands back when Steve opens his eyes. He says guiltily, “Sorry.”
Steve reaches out and rests his palm over Bucky’s metal fingers. “How does it feel?”
Bucky searches his face warily, and then he relaxes. Steve feels a light tickle as the small metal plates whir quietly under his hand.
“Soft,” Bucky answers. After a moment, he adds, “Warm.”
Steve threads his fingers through the metal ones, and hold the hand close. After a little while, he feels the metal fingers curl slowly until they rest, ever so gently, against the back of his hand.
“Tingly,” Bucky suddenly says, out of nowhere.
Steve smiles and answers, “Same.” He points to his chest, “Here.”
He can see the concern and confusion as Bucky glances a few times at his ribs.
One day, Bucky will understand what that means. Steve looks down at their linked fingers and runs his thumb along the metal plates, drawing a slight shiver from the man beside him.
i think its really funny that tumblr is full of people who want asks, more than theyre getting them, who all seem to think everyone else does not want asks.
I don’t care about going in timeline order GIVE ME AVENGERS 1 AND ON DOMESTIC CONTENT
give me Clint in the vents, Thor eating poptarts, everyone having custom floors, movie nights, Tony fixing buckys arm, Bucky and nat calling people nicknames in Russian, Steve making people breakfast after his runs, them dragging Bruce and Tony out of their workshop when they have too long hours, rhodey and pepper being Tony’s protection squad, Peter being Tony’s intern, and just general happiness
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I always forget how gay Captain America: The First Avenger is. Like Steve goes 30 miles behind heavily armed enemy lines for his best guy that's incredibly likely to be dead. That's a queer if I've ever seen one