🐾 voi❦

i fantasise about killing myself

I haaaaate having a fearful avoidant attachment style. I want close relationships SO bad, but if you smother me, or ignore me I'm gonna fuck off. Relationships scare me even though I want them. I can't be vulnerable around others, but I need someone to listen. I'm unstable and unpredictable, and it scares a lot of people off, and I guess that's the point.

when you feel like you’re starting to get better and suddenly the impending doom sets in again and you know the cycle is about to repeat

how do i fix this .°(ಗдಗ。)°.