a thorn in my own side

everyone has been really helpful to me today I’m just crashing the fuck out. Need to isolate my self worth from this job today or I’ll go insane. I am ready going insane because my bc refill is being held up and it affects my mood regulation heavily

I hate this fucking job and this fucking shit

love love love my lover. i was very “boyfriend sick” this weekend while i was away for 2 nights (homesick but for him). Last night we saw a movie with his family and realized its literally less than a week before our week long trip and it is so exciting ❤️

Honestly ever since my dad and I had an issue a few months ago he’s genuinely come such a long way and is working to add more to his life and it makes me so happy to see

I have my period and my work morale is very very low today it’s sooo hard to focus

I’m kinda just hating on everyone at my job today I’m exhausted with this shit but my market lead is so wonderful & helpful but ughh

Discovered that when I’m cranky or frustrated, or am having trouble actually taking my break, I can take a walk around the building outside and it helps a lot.