et cetera, et cetera

anyone else up late and insane over all the things we can't talk about

yeah. yes. right now. extremely relatable

at times when hope is too big of a thing to have, curiosity (even clinical or small) is a very good placeholder

asking myself "why continue" & finding the answer is always, in some form, "i want to know what happens next", even if that want is tired or detached or outright morbid

they should invent a my brain that isnt. so scared

is anyone else just like. constantly filled with rage about their position under late capitalism and how we are expected to just keep playing this game that we know will literally kill us, is already killing people all over the world, and yet everyone around us is somehow fine with going about business as usual, with pretending we are free by being able to choose between different ways of being exploited. there is nothing more dehumanising than being forced to partake in a system that is actively detrimental to our survival as human beings, that is so physically, psychologically and spiritually destructive, and i don’t know how to deal with this anger anymore

When Georges Bataille said, "no greater desire exists than a wounded person's need for another wound," and Oscar Wilde said, "a burnt child loves the fire," and Margaret Atwood said, "you long to be bandaged before you have been cut."

yes!