PunkBat161

why are psychotic people expected to choose reducing symptoms over happiness every chance there is? I can't drink or do drugs or stay up late or avoid taking my pills that will make me exhausted in the morning or participate in my psychosis triggering hobbies and interests or I'm noncompliant and need forcible medication because I'm not allowed to knowingly accept I'll have symptoms and choose to manage them on my own without medication. we aren't allowed to take risks or else

i have bipolar 2 and my mania includes psychotic episodes and i feel this. i was forced to take meds with a court mandate otherwise id face legal charges. my probation period is up so now ive stopped taking them because wdym i should be forced to be chemically lobotomized simply bc im difficult to deal with during my manic episodes??? fuck you lol. fuck the psychiatric institutions that force this on us fuck them in the ass

i swear to god this month is gonna be the death of us.

Bro fr, i havent been im such a bad stare sińce i was 13

"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

I only go out when i have some shit to take, smoke or drink

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot

“whats your plan b?” - suicide

„Suicide is selfish“ let me be selfish for once in my life.

my biggest s3xual fantasy is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me lol

Real (my friends ignore)